The first thing i always do after i woke up,

is to check mcges from you.

Then i forgot, i have nothing between us anymore.

How stupid i am.

& at around 6.18am my aunt called,

said that my uncle passed away.

I was walking towards the kitchen to wash my face and brush teeth.

I was shocked when the telephone rang.

So i picked up, and says "Hello?" (with my stupid voice early in the morning.)

Then, my aunt says that my uncle passed away.

Okay, change topic.

I was wondering why you behaving towards me strangely now.

I was always asking myself, what mistakes have i done?

I miss the very old you, I dont know what problem you have now.

Maeb, you didnt even notice that im dumb because of you.

You've changed after becoming friends back with Hamdani.

Okay whatever. As long as you're happy with what you wanted all these while.

What a messed.

Told Mommaaa that we've broke up.

Mommaaa told me, " What happend to you both? Mcm2 laaah korang niek. Dah abng kaw, skrng kaw pulak. Haiyoyoo!"

Thats what momaaa said to me while i was out with Clowns' yesterday.

No matter what, i do still will remembering you.

Iswandy, you need to know.

Why i leave you and hurt you,

its because i want you to realised more and more.

Like you said, after i left you.

You began to changed. You said, i hurt you with all those words.

But, for you to ponder. Please believe me ex-bf.

& i hope, you will find the gorgeous and lovely BETTER THAN ME.

Im happy if you had one next time.

See, talking and thinking about you make me wanna cry.

I know that i shouldn't do that, but i cant forget our past together.

Went out with Clown just now.

Firstly, we would like to go Marina Barrage.

But, the weather was so terribly hot.

Gosh, all sweating.

So, we decided to go Bugis.

But dont know where to head.

One of my buddy suggest to go Sheshaaaing at Haji lane.

So, we all proceed there and blahblah.

& reached home late.

Daddy was angry with me, hahs.

That evening,

broke up with "Bf".

He just dont know what is real love means.

Past 9 Month and 8 Days with him,

i just knew his real background.

He changed alot, yes alot.

I cant take it anymore,

he kept lying to me and make me angry the most.

Why should he?

What mistakes have i done to you bie?

But, whatever it is ive leave you.

Im asking for breakup.

Cause, all i know is that you dont know how to love and care about me.

Thats all.

You dont bother to meet me though you're free.

Kontol*

All your sweet talks wont fall i mind you.

Ive said to you nicely, yet you didnt listen.

You've told me that you dont wanna let me go,

so i dont at first.

And now, you still lie to me.

Why? Why must you be like this now?

Didnt you realised any mistakes you've made?

Maeb, you dont quite understand what im trying to say.

You dont really know.

Past, you really mean it.

Now you dont,

you dont ever bother.

All you bother is your best friend, Hamdani.

What was that for?

You cry when i ask for a break up.

And, dont you think while i was typing a mcg to you i didnt cry?

Fuck*

In the train, i wanted to cry.

But, i need to be strong.

Suuketot ask me why i was all quite through out the journey.

And i said, i was okay. Only tired, she didnt know at first.

And now, theres nothing between us anymore.

FULLSTOP.

You just dont appriciate my love.

All you do is tucking on bed.

I guess, all these while when i was with you i was dumb.

Yes i am,

stupidity from you.

You make me like dog, and yes.

Whatever laaa Muhd Iswandy,

ive nothing to say anymore.

Tc readers.

Well, back as usual.

Again, 1 More day to my Birthday.

As usual, busy with my lappy. Then, kaak suu called.

She want a ciggrate. So, i came down and meet her.

Miss her. Saw Manzoor, MunKechyko and BobBaido.

Then, in few minutes time Lanchikano and Modal came.

Seat next to us, and smoke.

Hmm.

Suddenly, Acap and Manzoor walk pass me

to go to the shop.

Whatever laa eh.

And, finally.

Manzoor said that tmr im gonna watch out

and everything laaa seyh.

Budaaak2 said to me, better get ready for bashing tmr.

Hahaha, i was like so whatever.

Durh.

But,

im gonna miss Manzoor, Lanchikano and Munkechyko.

Poor thing, Manzoor just finish his sentence last Sept 08.

And now, he gonna leave me and others.

Sobs.

And about Lanchikano and Munkechyko,

The officer recalled back their cases.

SHOPTHEFT.

Poor thing.

Yes, it was really a poor thing.

After one goes, another follow.

Definately, not happy with that.

Not much time to be with them now and then,

they gonna leave me behind.

Sad siaa,

Poor kaak suuu and yuyul,

Their loveones left them later on.

Sigh*

Hope that, they are find afterall.

Takecare boys.

Yayaastro sayaaang saaamaa kamuu semuaa.