The first thing i always do after i woke up,

is to check mcges from you.

Then i forgot, i have nothing between us anymore.

How stupid i am.

& at around 6.18am my aunt called,

said that my uncle passed away.

I was walking towards the kitchen to wash my face and brush teeth.

I was shocked when the telephone rang.

So i picked up, and says "Hello?" (with my stupid voice early in the morning.)

Then, my aunt says that my uncle passed away.

Okay, change topic.

I was wondering why you behaving towards me strangely now.

I was always asking myself, what mistakes have i done?

I miss the very old you, I dont know what problem you have now.

Maeb, you didnt even notice that im dumb because of you.

You've changed after becoming friends back with Hamdani.

Okay whatever. As long as you're happy with what you wanted all these while.

What a messed.

Told Mommaaa that we've broke up.

Mommaaa told me, " What happend to you both? Mcm2 laaah korang niek. Dah abng kaw, skrng kaw pulak. Haiyoyoo!"

Thats what momaaa said to me while i was out with Clowns' yesterday.

No matter what, i do still will remembering you.

Iswandy, you need to know.

Why i leave you and hurt you,

its because i want you to realised more and more.

Like you said, after i left you.

You began to changed. You said, i hurt you with all those words.

But, for you to ponder. Please believe me ex-bf.

& i hope, you will find the gorgeous and lovely BETTER THAN ME.

Im happy if you had one next time.

See, talking and thinking about you make me wanna cry.

I know that i shouldn't do that, but i cant forget our past together.