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Thursday, April 30, 2009 - 11:05 PM
I will not entertain

I've heard enough of rumors & nonscence.
& MY BLOG, MY SAY & EVERYTHING.
Tell you first.
You people cannot see me happy for once uh?
People kept judging me, i was fucked up okay.
You can say whatever you like, but mind your languages okay.
I have heart, so do every humans.
But, people who kept judging me and etc, dont have any heart at all.
Serious, no life.
Im sick and tired of all sort of nonscence i've heard.
It was sickening man.
Prove me wrong.
To "him", i'm sorry if i have post about you last time.
I know, they teasing you 'cause of me.
For me it normal, but i know you dont like to hear any of them.
Sorry.
I know, i've hurt you.
I didnt intend to, serious.
But, after what "HE" said about you & me..
I've enough of it, so that means i cannot accept you in my heart.
Cause, sumone just jealous.
I will not entertain people like that, cause it was like *durh.
I didnt believe that he could start it again, why must it be me? & always me.
Im asking myself, am i bad enough for you uh?
*Strange
It was just a dream to heard about all that.
Rumors cant stop, serious.
Everywhere, Anytime & Everytime.
Rumors, will always be rumors.
That it, once it started will always stays.
I just cannot concerntrade on my studies after i've heard all shit.
Why cant they just ignored? I was asking myself about it.
IF YOU PEOPLE HATE IT, THEN FORGET ABOUT IT.
DONT BOTHER ABOUT IT, IF YOU DO MEANS YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS ABOUT IT.
Please stop it at once.
After one, another come. Wasnt that sickening?
Gosh, its bullshit.
I just didnt believe again, people cant shut their mouth.
In malay language,
Akuh betolbetol dah nak putos harapan kerana mulotmulot orng.
Akuh tak sanggop lag nak pikol beban aku.
Drg takkan tawu mcm mnr aku pey gerak-geri.
Drg buley ckap pape drg nak, tp tolong jgn melebey buley tak?
Binget uh asyik criter ginie. Knaper? Cemburu ker?
Kesian, akuh taktawu knp drg mesti bbl mcm ginie.
Pelik sangat sangat.
Drg takkan pham hati semanusia seperti drg,
aku ader perasaan, mesti drg pon ader per.
Tak sangker, lelaki pon mengumpat & ckap psl orng.
Gosh*
Tak sangker uh, sumpah tak sangke.
Akuh pon betolbetol rase, knaper mesti krng nak ckap psl aku ehs?
Tak ckop ker aper yg dulu krng dah bbl? Kontol eh? Hahahaha.
Aku tak pham uh drg krng sumer, CD*
Org takde harapan mesti bbl mcm ginie per.
Kesian laah kan.
Mcm aku nak ckap skrng,
blog akuh, katekate aku sendiri.
Krg tak perlu amek kesah okay? Thanks.
& kalo kawan sejati takkan bbl psl org laen pey masalah laa ehs.
Tolong berubah sikit prangai tuh, mcm budak kecik belom ckop umor.
SORRY LAAA KALO ADER YG TERASE TUH.
Sumpah, aku tak kacao periok nasi kaw ataw dunie kaw.
Aku tak kuase nak lyn tuh sumer,
masok telinge kanan kluar telinge kiri pon dh ckop bgos tok aku.
To Dan Cod'zy :
Please stop saying already, ive enough.
Why can you just pretend that you dont know anything?
Cn you please? I was fucked up after what you've tagged.
It was just ridiculous say, serious.
I dont want anyone to get involved in this,
please stop your say next time.
Its not good to talk about others nor busybody about their probs.
You need to know about it,
people dont bother about your prob so dont bother about others.
Please, for god sake.
& one last thing, i wont embarassed him here.
So, i will delete the sentence.
*Takenote
tc readers.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 - 2:59 PM
Whatever okay people, ive enuff.

Sorry didnt update yesterday, tired and lots of stuff preparing.
But firstly, will update about yesterday during english lesson at Library.
I, Baby Japon & Rara didnt pay attention on what we should do.
I slept for while, tired. I dont know what the rest were doing.
After all that, i woke up from the noisy sound.
Mr Tham ask me to play computers, go google or yahoo to find out about
"Swine Flu"
Was totally bored, so snap picture with Baby Japon & Rara.
But the photo will not update now.
Okay, this conversation now is for
Dan Cod'zy:
Aper maksod awak skrng niek uhs?
Awak jealous ker kalo kyter ckap psl dierh?
Knp dgn awak niek? Aper yg kyter what sumernyer salah ker?
Kyter taktawu aper yg awak nak dary kyter. Awak taktawu aper maksod kyter skrg.
Knper mesti berkelakuan seperti anakanak kecik?
Awak taktawu how i felt after i borke up with Iswandy.
Do you ever know that? Awak tawu tak pat Court, awak srng jek yg paleng rapat dgn kyter.
Skrng, knp awak snggop ckap kyter ginie? Knp, awak nak dgn dierh alek ker?
Kyter tawu, awak cemburu psl niek sumer.
Sbb tuh awak ckap gytuh. Btway, aper yg menyakitkan hati awak kalo awak bbl dgn kyter?
Aper maksod awak ckap gytuh? Pening uh.
Everything i do, you kept avoiding. Though, we are just ex/friends.
Nobody knows how i felt now and then okay.
DO YOU EVER TAKENOTE OF THAT UH? TELL ME.
If you hate me that much, then dont ever talk to me.
Sorry if i had ever hurt you.
Its fucking irritating talking about this, ive just had enuff.
Dont you know that im turning the new leaf? No one knows about that okay.
Still, i love Iswandy. Leaving him is very meaningful to me,
his my type.
His the only one that can stand me, do you?
I guess no. You always talks about him, i do listen. But, after what he had done towards me i just
remain quiet. As if that i dont know anything. Does anybody care about it?
Only me.
Although, he had hurt me. He did still know how to control me and etc.
People just dont know that.
& one last thing.
Frankly speaking to me now Dan Cod'zy,
DO YOU STILL LOVE OR HAD A CRUSH ON ME?
Just tell me the truth, i will listen.
& i wont be mad or etc.
You know what, if you kept saying like that. It means that you were jealous about that thing.
I know, i can see.



Monday, April 27, 2009 - 6:39 PM
Cino'c Crib/ J.E

Fisrtly, went home to take a bath.
Then heading to Cino's crib, but Cino's not at home.
Lepaking with Modal & Dan co'dzy at Court.
It was damn hot day today, all of us sweating like hell.
I cannot stand the heat by standing under the bright sunlight.
So, smoke for while then go home.
After finish my prayers, i straight go to Cino's Crib to meet his Momaaa.
Miss his mommaaa larh seh people.
Not long stayed at his house, for while.
Chit-chatting together and etc.
Heard from his momaaa, that past few years back i guess that.
Need not to say out, people was very "Kaypoh"
" YOU PEOPLE SHOULD STOP BOTHERING OTHER PEOPLE STUFF. GET IT !"
That sentence make me damn shock, its like am i dreaming or what?
Hmmmm, whatever.
Hear no evil people, chey. HAHAHA !
Time struck at 3.54pm,
my real mommaaa called and asked me to accompany her to J.E & Upper J.W
to buy granny's things.
So, i went home after pranked call people.
I was accually tired. So, i just accompany my real momaaa to J.E then Upper J.W.
Okay, after buy all those things.
Went straight home, and on my lappy to update.
This post mae not be interesting i know.
So, im tired. Okay lorh, 'till here then.
Want to buy ciggerate uh people,
tc readers.


Sunday, April 26, 2009 - 6:38 PM
Bored/ Missing him

Kinda bored now.
Cam-whore alone at home, hahas.
Thats what girls always do right?
Oh i forgot, I miss the "BOY"
Umm, when lepak just now.
With suuketot, her bf and dan cod'zy only.
Boredbored.
At home doing nothing,
i didnt complete my art homework, whatever.
Its mid year exams art.
Lazy babe to draw and sketching & all those stuff.
& Being a lonely girl is kinda bored too now.
I just cant wish to continue my life already.
Felt like giving up, thats all.
I miss him, Missing him already.
And took sum picture of myself & 2 of my dearest cat.
But, lazy to upload. Hahhhs.


- 12:31 PM
Rain rain go away

Its raining now, how to go madrasah uh?
Tell me.
I wanted to, but it was raining.
Arg.
To people who support me,
thank once again okay girls.
Rain would make me sleepy.
So, what now? Sleeping time lah.
And i still havent BATH !
Hahaha, aper nyerh anak dare laa akuh.
Kkae, anything i'll update more later on.
Tc readers.


- 11:02 AM
Hey, back again.

Hello readers,
jyeah i've changed blogskins.
Kinda fugly lor.
Hahas.
Later i have to go Madrasah, yup didnt cabot today.
Yes, im going lah people.
Still sad and etc, hais.
People can talk all they want, but my skin is really thick.
Umm, no one mcg me in the morning.
I miss him, only him.
He got said to me before, im his breathing.
Gosh, i wanted to cry.
AARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG!
Whatever, mid year coming.
And im stressed up now, how to study and concerntrade huh?
Shit*
Okay lah, 'till here for now.
Nak go mandi lor, hehs.
Tc readers.


- 9:18 AM
The world says Hello,

The world says good morning.
The first thing i always do after i woke up,
is to check mcges from you.
Then i forgot, i have nothing between us anymore.
How stupid i am.
& at around 6.18am my aunt called,
said that my uncle passed away.
I was walking towards the kitchen to wash my face and brush teeth.
I was shocked when the telephone rang.
So i picked up, and says "Hello?" (with my stupid voice early in the morning.)
Then, my aunt says that my uncle passed away.
Okay, change topic.
I was wondering why you behaving towards me strangely now.
I was always asking myself, what mistakes have i done?
I miss the very old you, I dont know what problem you have now.
Maeb, you didnt even notice that im dumb because of you.
You've changed after becoming friends back with Hamdani.
Okay whatever. As long as you're happy with what you wanted all these while.
But, i cannot forget you from now onwards.
I miss you & I love you so much,
yet you make me felt so stupid out of myself.
What a messed.
Told Mommaaa that we've broke up.
Mommaaa told me, " What happend to you both? Mcm2 laaah korang niek. Dah abng kaw, skrng kaw pulak. Haiyoyoo!"
Thats what momaaa said to me while i was out with Clowns' yesterday.
No matter what, i do still will remembering you.
'till the last breadth.
Iswandy, you need to know.
Why i leave you and hurt you,
its because i want you to realised more and more.
Like you said, after i left you.
You began to changed. You said, i hurt you with all those words.
But, for you to ponder. Please believe me ex-bf.
& i hope, you will find the gorgeous and lovely BETTER THAN ME.
Im happy if you had one next time.
See, talking and thinking about you make me wanna cry.
I know that i shouldn't do that, but i cant forget our past together.
To Muhammad Iswandy,
if you're reading this post please realised okay dearest?
Please, for god sake.
You didnt know how sincere am i towards you.
Remember me and my say about yesterday baby.
Tc & i will miss you sweetheart.
Mwuahhhs.
Sobs*
*People see me laughing out loud outside, but deep inside my heart was in deeply pain.
No one will know how i felt yesterday & forever.

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Saturday, April 25, 2009 - 10:18 PM
Forever gone

"9M&9D"
160708 had gone forever.
You never knew how i felt of letting you go.
I wanted to cry as loud as i can,
and i also wanted to shout out loud.
I never wanted to leave you,
but i have to.
You make me like a fool out of myself.
Being with you was fun,
but it seems you dont know how to love & care about me.
I knew that.
I never ever tried to blame yourselves of being this way.
BUT, YOU REALLY CHANGED!
Dont you realised that?
I was stupid acc.
All you said to me that, you wanted to changed.
But, where? Where is the word that you promised me?
Sweettalk.
Whatever it is, i do love you.
Tc of yourselves aye dearest..


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- 10:05 PM
Outing/Single

Went out with Clown just now.
Firstly, we would like to go Marina Barrage.
But, the weather was so terribly hot.
Gosh, all sweating.
So, we decided to go Bugis.
But dont know where to head.
One of my buddy suggest to go Sheshaaaing at Haji lane.
So, we all proceed there and blahblah.
& reached home late.
Daddy was angry with me, hahs.
That evening,
broke up with "Bf".
He just dont know what is real love means.
Past 9 Month and 8 Days with him,
i just knew his real background.
He changed alot, yes alot.
I cant take it anymore,
he kept lying to me and make me angry the most.
Why should he?
What mistakes have i done to you bie?
But, whatever it is ive leave you.
Im asking for breakup.
Cause, all i know is that you dont know how to love and care about me.
Thats all.
You dont bother to meet me though you're free.
Kontol*
All your sweet talks wont fall i mind you.
Ive said to you nicely, yet you didnt listen.
You've told me that you dont wanna let me go,
so i dont at first.
And now, you still lie to me.
Why? Why must you be like this now?
Didnt you realised any mistakes you've made?
Maeb, you dont quite understand what im trying to say.
You dont really know.
Past, you really mean it.
Now you dont,
you dont ever bother.
All you bother is your best friend, Hamdani.
What was that for?
You cry when i ask for a break up.
And, dont you think while i was typing a mcg to you i didnt cry?
Fuck*
In the train, i wanted to cry.
But, i need to be strong.
Suuketot ask me why i was all quite through out the journey.
And i said, i was okay. Only tired, she didnt know at first.
And now, theres nothing between us anymore.
FULLSTOP.
You just dont appriciate my love.
All you do is tucking on bed.
I guess, all these while when i was with you i was dumb.
Yes i am,
stupidity from you.
You make me like dog, and yes.
Whatever laaa Muhd Iswandy,
ive nothing to say anymore.
Tc readers.

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- 10:39 AM
Re-called, Baby Japon is loved !


Past 2 days i didnt update any post.
Busy with school & other stuff.
Now, i'll talk about last Thursday.
School was normal as ever,
after school went back home.
Get changed then proceed to school back again.
Got cip.
After all that, neighbours' complained to school about the Shuqunites'.
We should collect newspaper for recycle.
Okay, done.
Then, went back to school.
Mr Samy told 2-2 class that the 2-1 were naughty like hell.
And he said that,
Me, Zai & others smoke while collecting newspaper.
Wtf.
I guess his too muchh,
i didnt smoke okay!
I was busy collecting newspaper with,
Rong Fong, Wei Jie, Me & Nithiya.
4 of us stick together.
& diff storeys from others.
Why should Samy said that uh?
Very irritating uh people.
His just too much, i hate that blacky.
Okay, cut it short.
Friday,
Went to school as usual in the morning,
thought bf going with me.
Yet, his sleeping at home.
& give me lots of excuses.
Hate*
Blahblahblah
After school, lepak for while.
Together with,
Baby Japon, RaraStar, Chuck-Boi, Gigs & Wan toyol.
That day, i was all fucked up with Nanatoksu.
Yes i am.
Umm, and i do not have good mood yesterday.
Thinking about sumthink and others.
Jyeah, stress up.
Took sum pictures with Baby Japon.







Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - 4:01 PM
Busybusy

Hey im back.
Long time didnt update my journal/blog.
I'll start with this,
Busy lately with school stuff and more.
Been quarrelling with bf.
Most likely, have sum misunderstood with Dan Cod'zy.
3 Things that i should handle.
Firstly, im preparing for mid year exams next 2week.
Busy lately with lepaking though.
And about bf, jyeah we've been quarrell since last week.
On saturday.
For me, his the fire starter.
Now, it seem still that we quarrelling.
Jyeah, he do said that i didnt understand him?
Gosh, was he joking or what?
I guess so.
About bf, i can handle.
Easy think and easy say,
if he does it one more time i'll just leave him for good.
Its good, let him learn his lesson.
Okay, lastly.
About Danniel,
i dont know why he starts to avoiding from me & didnt talk to me as usual.
After what he has heard and saw from Mama's.
I guess so,
serious.
After all that incident, he changed.
Once he said, he was jealous.
And i told him, why should you?
Hmmmm.
In the end, yesterday night he was like durh.
I kept explaining and said, need not to be sad nor jealous.
& i didnt even wanted this kind to be like this.
Sigh*
He just dont understand.
I wont mention whose the "BOY" named.
Lets make it, private & confidential.
Only the closest person would know who was "him".
Okay then, till here.
& i'll update more when im free.
tc readers.


Sunday, April 19, 2009 - 4:26 PM
Pain


To loveones:
Hubby, whats on your mind now?
What happend to our relationship?
Its getting shatterd now days,
will you fixed it?
Will you dearest?
I was all stress-up about you now.
You've changed, just after you become his besty.
You dont understand about me my dear,
you dont bother too.
How could you.
You didnt spend time with me though with Ham's family you can.
wtf.
What else do you want from me now?
My mind was co-curpt with this problem.
Like i said earlier on,
if you cannot afford of loving and care about me,
just leave me.
I say this and i mean it.
You may think i smile and laugh that mean i was all okay.
Naaaah, im not.
Straight to the point, you changed alot.
I dont recognise the old Iswandy.
Bie, aper lag yng you nak pd diri i?
Tk ckop ker pengorbanan i?
You taktawu aper yng i tgah rase & pker.
You takkan tawu, dan i tawu you taknak amek tawu.
Entar laaa, will continue later on or sum other time.
Not in a good mood.


- 4:04 PM
Sunday

Cabot madrasah again today.
Felt bored at madrasah,
it been 2 month i didnt turn up.
Lamer kan? Haahs.
Meet suuketot at jyc shelter.
Then we proceed to the nearest block to lepak.
Cam-whore will be loved.
Suuketot kept taking her photo, and i was all fuck'ed up.
Dier sorang jer yng amek eh, lupekan akuh.
Haaaahs.
Eh, joking sweets.
Then, heading home.
Hungryhungry!
Heehs.
Breakfast eat prata only,
gosh.
Tak kenyang siot.
Andand, will be continue.
tc readers.


- 11:31 AM
As usual on every Sunday

As usual, cabooooooooooot larh.
Hahs.
As usual, meet suuketot at her crib.
But, before that.
Still quarrell with bf now.
He stoned-head.
Okay, getting ready now.
Tc readers.


- 10:09 AM
Quarrell with bf.

Fuck*
Bf didnt understand what im trying to say.
He just dont.
Ive said to him that no going home late at night.
He didnt mention Hams' Family were following.
And he didnt even said that go Marina to celeb Ham sister birthday.
Ouh, meeting & going out with them can larh bie?
Why with me you just give 101 excuses.
Crap*
You even said to me in the mcgeses, you went to Marina for celeb and all stuff.
And about my birthday, you didnt bother to celeb.
Gosh, what are you trying to say accually?
You make me frustrated today morning.
'till now.
You mcg me through the internet now.
But before i continue that,
what makes you said that you tengok orang?
Aper siak maksod you bie?
Kalo you tak suker Danniel,
tak payah larh you nak anti budak clown i kan?
Aper sak salah drng pat you?
and now, you trying to push the prob to me.
Bf, i dont know whats wrong to you now on.
You what niek sumue bkan sekali taw bie,
dah bnyak kali. I diam kan ajer, you yng melebeh.
Mcm soyal siot.
*Conversation with Bf*
Bf: Ape you mepek b? I ckp yg btl u ckp i tipu. Klu u tknk prcaye i tk psl.. ape yg anti socia? i ble wt ken tap tngk orng k.
Yaya: Huh? oh, kirerkan sumer salah i uhs? Aper siak you mepek bie? Entar la eh bie, i taktawu aperh lg nak ckap dgn you.
Bf: eh b da asal ngn u ni? U tak tau perangai betol i macam maner. u tak tau aper i rase.
tu sumer u tau? u tk abs2 ngn crap3...
Yaya: Eh bie, you pker you sorang per yng ader perasaan? Beh i niek takde hati & perasaan?
Bf:eh2.. sial r b, i tk ckp u tkd prasaan dan ati pe.. lek sua i yg fire starter.. stakat psl smlm pn u nk mara2 n bk ni citr pe?
Yaya: You ckp i sial? wtf. oh jd bkan you lah yng fire starter. i uh niek, okay fine. eh, you tawu tak after you kwn alek dgn ham.. u dah berubah okay !
Bf: k sory.. huh? ape yg berubah? asl name die plak yg terbabit? his the only friends that care.
Yaya: Huh ? care, hahahahaha ! Like real, from the eye of my looking to him.. his just normal person. Not caring or what so ever. Past i with him, his not that care. Hah, blind.
Bf didnt reply my mcg, maeb his typing/ replying.
Whatever, but he deserve it. I dont know what more he want, idiot*
Do whatever you want, one more try and i'll leave you.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009 - 8:38 PM
Saturday outing.

It was a sunny day today. Gosh, perspiring.
I was sweat siot.
Firstly, met suuketot and her bf at court.
We were waiting for Dan Cod'zy.
He was late okay,
i was like durh.
Okay, firstly we were heading to Westmall to catch a movie called
"Jangan Tegur"
In the end, takde.
And, it stated on 23 April 2009.
I was all fuck'ed up,
i was craving to catch that movie.
In the end, waste of my time.
SHIIIIIT*
So, we decided to catch another movie called,
"Fast and Furious 4"
The movie was quite interesting.
But the end of the story,
was all sad.
Serious, suuketot eyes was watery.
Hahhhs.
Obviously, we all were wearing the same colour tops.
HAHHAAA,
Jiwe katerkan.
I was short of money just now, gosh.
Forgot to ask mommaaa for more.
Heh.
Malu jugak siot aku.
After the movie, we straight heading to court.
TIRED*
After lepaking for while,
go straight home.
Tired, as usual.
And bf go Marina today.
FUCK*
I dont like he going there,
you people should know that there's alot of
*Minahs/Mats*
After ive receive his mcg, i ws damn angry.
Why should he go there?
Thats not my liking.
Btway, the day im out i didnt tell bf.
Cause, i dont. He will not let me out with my ex bf, exspecially Dan Cod'zy.
I dont go there, and there he is going.
Whatever lah kan, as long as he go home.
I dont want him to be home late,
i hate that.
So, i gave him a probation from me.
He should know,
once he breach he will get it from me later on.
Sigh*
Bf, i rindu you.
Tc readers.


Friday, April 17, 2009 - 4:04 PM
Spend time with bf

My face was all pale the whole day.
Sleepy & tired, everyday.
After school bf took me to the nearest block to lepak.
Finish school at 12.30 today.
So i spend time together until 3pm.
I was soo tired then, so i told bf that im going home.
Then, he send me home.
Bf, sorry if i didnt took photos with you.
I was damn tired just now,
will meet up next time agan okay sayang.
Tc hubby~
& tc readers.


Thursday, April 16, 2009 - 11:22 PM
Hushhush.

Hush,
I dont know what more i can say to you boy.
I just dont understand why it could happend.
Why must quarrelling and misunderstanding?
Stop it can you? Ive had enough.
Sigh*



- 6:38 PM
Anni plus Tired*

Hubby, i had done alot of trouble with you before.
Im so sorry hubby.
You're the only guy that can stand me & understand me more.
I dont how to thanked you sayang.
Before, ive hurt you alot.
Until im getting on your nerves.
Ive lied to you before, scold you, bite you,
& even busterd you.
'till now, you can stand it.
I thought you would want to leave me because of my stupid behaviour.
Because, you are the most of that i busterd.
Im sorry, but it was past sayang.
You know kan?
On the 16 July 2008 you win my heart again that time.
It was only after i came out from Singapore Girls' Home.
You knew how i felt that day after ive known all the stories while im inside.
You said that you missing me,
and im missing you more hubby.
& now, i appriciate your love now sayang.
Past, i played around with your love.
Being together with you, makes me realised more about my mistakes.
Thanks once again sayang.
You're the only person that i love the most,
from the bottom of my heart.
And, today i didnt get to meet you.
Cause, you're busy with the Napfa Test.
I do understand.
Thought of celebrating our 9Month anni,
yet you're too busy.
But its okay, you said tmr will be celebrating our belated anni.
And i do said, Okay sayang.
And hell yeah, tmr finish school at 12.30pm.
So, we can spend more time together.
Andand, Bie i nak snap photos as many as we can okay?
Haahs.
'till here then. Tired*
ZZZZZ*
tc readers.
Happy 9month annivasary sayang!
(:


Wednesday, April 15, 2009 - 6:42 PM
Mid-Year-Exams

Gosh, mid year exams are cuming.
I hope i will pass this time,
really siot.
With flying colours lar.
This month, need to study hard.
Iyer lah, maklom nak dekat habes probation on June.
TEEEHEEEE~
Lepas itu, buley larh alek late-late.
Hahs.
Sick and tired when probation now,
cannot go home very late and all sort.
ARRRRG*
And cannot meet bf until late at night.
*Boring*
Used to be out together but after i get probation then it will be very difficult.
No time to meet and etc.
But now, kinda busy with family and school stuff.
I loved to be in school everyday, but sumtimes was lazy to cum.
And my stupid Probation officer scold.
Ah, sickening.
Not feeling well these days, headache.
I wish that i can pass my exams jyeah,
have to concerntrade more on my maths lessons.
Maths was interesting though.
Bf scolded me for smoking too much,
he hates when i ask him for too many ciggerates.
LOL.
Last 2 month, i get Bursery cash.
Shopping laa aper lagy kan? LOL.
Naaaah, kinda bored now.
Bf pprd low, so i was bored all the way.
When will he topup uhs? Miss him lots.
Sobs.
Okay lor, till here then.
Penat laar pulak skrn.
tc readers.


- 4:26 PM
For you dearest


Advance Annivasary Sayang!
`9Month.
I love you alone dearest.
Promise you that i wont be hurting you.
But, ive done lots of bad things to you before.
Yet, you still need me by your side.
I know, you are very caring & lovable.
Thats true, i can see it.
Miss & Need? I dont think so.
But, no matter it is I do still have you.
I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND, TC.
SOBS.


- 4:04 PM
Advance-advance, : D

Bf,
HAPPY ADVANCE ANNIVASARY YNG KE 9BULAN.
Hope, we lustlong.
& i need to say sumthink about us.
Bf, you make me changed from the start.
You make me realised my mistakes & etc.
I know you love me from the bottom of your heart,
but im the one who cannot cherish it at first.
Before,
i do lie
maki
scold
not serious
& bustard you.
Yet, you still need me.
You didnt even said that you close one eye on me.
You still need me, though ive hurt you lots.
'till now, you still need & love me.
I was stupid before, didnt think that you are my loveones.
Really loveones.
The first time you sound me is on 13 September 2006.
When the time, i was still minah.
And we broke up, quarrell and etc.
Hate each other.
Get to know, Im with your best friend.
And you with my adek angkat.
Hamdani - Ardeelah.
That time, you wont listen to my say.
Everything.
You hate to see nor look at me,
its okay.
But at 16 July 2008, you sound patch me
after a month i came out from girls home.
I miss everyone, exspecially family & HIM.
It been long, we didnt snap photo together sayang.
I do only have our old picture taken at Tower.
Its okay, I'll edit our photos now.
tc readers.


- 3:26 PM
Not in a good mood today. GRRR*


Probably i would talk about yesterday night & today.
Sleep nearly to 12pm,
yet yesterday i was too tired.
My eyes was like what siot at that night.
Sleep together with my cutecute cat, Palat/Gemok.
Look at the picture, he kept turning left and right.
Hahaha, so cute larh him.
As usual, i cannot sleep this few days.
Dont say that sumthing was bothering me.
ARRRRG*
These few days, i was worried about bf.
I miss him so much, thought of meeting him today.
Yet, he didnt reply any of my mcges.
I was damn worried, it just that why cant he reply by using his mates hdp?
GRRRR*
Lets not talk about him here first, another post will do.
One shuqunites, he was adorable and cute.
But, his not fat. His normal as everyone.
The way his smile, girls would blushed and start to talk about him.
The good thing, hahah.
Just now, while i was cuming down the stairs i saw him.
I ignored him at first, but curiously want to see his smile.
Sight view, he was looking at me.
And his smile.
*AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Ahhhhh, cannot take it siot.
My legs were shaking when he smile at me.
Okay lame.
But serious, his cute and handsome too.
He has the same waterbottled as me,
same brand, same colour but diff shape.
Cool kan? Hahas.
Okay, whatever.
Every Wednesday got adventure learning, archery.
It was tiring, but i dont play lar.
Hhaha.
Dilamun cintekaterkan, fakefake.
Okay, during adventure learning all of the sudden im not in
a good mood.
Maeb about sofe & her bf or others.
I guess so.
Sigh*
After adventure learning, sofe met her " 2nd BF"
Sofe, till went want to continue being like this?
If you cannot stay stick together with Afiq, just let him go.
He didnt do anything wrong to you, and why you hurting him with all your sweet words?
`This sentence ive gone through, and i realised it and i wont do it again.
During the adventure learning, i kept sharing secrets to Rara.
I told her i was not in mood about bf & sofe.
She said, she understand me.
And she do really know what Sofe gonna up to.
'Cause, any information she would tell me.
& im the first one that she would tell.
Kae larh, short of story already.
tc readers.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009 - 5:50 PM
Homework was sucks

Today bf didnt cum to school.
So, i was alone the whole day.
Didnt get to meet him at recess just now,
i miss him.
Got alot of homework today,
art - maths and etc.
Phew*
Art was terrible just now,
Mr Faizal kept shouting and it was irritating.
Like i said before, he is damn irritating.
But, his attention seeker.
Haha, jyeah.
And during maths lesson, i was not attentive.
Teacher scolded me, and i was like arg.
Whatever*
My mind was thinking about bf, he didnt mcg me.
I was a bit worried, thats all.
But for me, maths was great & fantastic.
Umm, today finish school at 2pm.
Damn tired, as usual.
Go home alone and no one contact me after that.
GRRRR*
hehehhhe.
Andand, met Mansor first at 437.
Smokesmoke and then go home.
Tired, but then cum down again.
Do my artwork and etc.
Playing lappy and hearing songs.
But shit, no internet.
No internet making me sort, need to find sum images for art.
Yet, no internet.
CHITOT*
All perspired now, and i forgot.
I do lepak with clown just now.
Funfunfun.
But very tiring,
hmmm.
And sorry, no interesting story today.
Chill.


Monday, April 13, 2009 - 9:15 PM
Facebook-facebook!

FACEBOOK GYLERGYLER.
CHITOOOOOOOOOOOOT (:
SELAMAT MALAM SEMUA.

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- 8:11 PM
Happy Birthday Cino !

Happy 16 Birthday Cino!
After school today, went back with Dan Cod'zy.
Waited for him alone at canteen,
then proceed to Cino's crib.
Today his birthday okay,
getting older every year.
Sorry, didnt take a photo with birthday boy.
Cute taw dierh td, hahaha!
Eeee, dier belom mnd siot.
Dah tgahari pon belom mndi.
Heh,
may all your wishes come true kawan.
I miss his nenek, hope shes fine after all.
She just discharged from hospital yesterday i guess.
Mama & Nana planned to sabotage Cino just now,
it was fun and great.
Mama ask me & suuketot to get changed.
Takot kotorkan pkai baju skola, baru Monday siot.
Hah.
We planned to throw flour,
i mean corn flour.
Sabotage him at his home hall,
gosh the whole hall was full of flour.
Atok was sleeping.
And then, Cino's was all white all over his body.
Pity him, he cannot scold nor shout.
Its birthday boy siot.
Andand, fuckfuckfuck.
In the end, all of us include mama kena sabo too.
Shit*
Hahahar, but okay maah.
After all that, clean up lor.
Like a mad maid/girl.
HAHAHA.
Mama was all fucked up with her messy face, hahaha.
Funny lar mama.
Make it short,
when home late today.
At 7pm reached home, bf didnt know.
Fuck, if he get to know i will be dead meat.
Miss him too.
What mama and nenek said just now, i was all blushed.
Thats it, hahahaha!
LOW PROFILE*

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- 7:42 PM
suuketot,


I miss her.
My adek, heh.
Shes just my addiction,
shes my type.
She was there when i need her most
Although she really known my background,
she still be patient and keep quiet.
Not like others.
And we do have same taste,
we usually shared our family problems & relationships problem.
We have gone through up & down together.
Suliana binte ...... *
Shes my bestie, loveones & extacy.
Ly suuketot.
: D


Sunday, April 12, 2009 - 4:32 PM
Japanese Garden

Didnt go religious class today.
Meet kak suu at huayi bustop nearby,
then proceed to Japanese Garden together.
At first, we both sesat.
Then, we reached.
Hahaha.
At japanese garden kinda bored,
but im in love with the wind surrounding us.
The wind was awesome.
Though it just a lake,
but the smells nice.
DUUUURH*
Andand, alot of "lalat" at there.
So irritating.
Smells of shit was there too, hahaha.
Andand, after all that we proceed to bustop to go home.
Hungry*
Took 98 and quickly rush home, i was so hungry.
Kak suu came to my house to eat too.
And then now, we slack for while.
So long.


- 9:44 AM
I guess Im not the not.

Past by kakak blog just now at 9.45am,
read her post.
SPAM~
Gosh, still?
I guess, im not the one that she refering too.
No time to spam people.
Kak, if you dont believe me then its okay.
Adek kdng terase jugak, hhohohr.
And, im trying my best to change for the better one.
Miss my sisterhood.
Sisterhood, bukan mcm sisterhood.
Sigh*
And all i wanted is,
to be close as before with eiratating&yuyulbumbum.
Thats all i want.
Sigh*
People who loves to talk back about me, naaah its okay.
I'll just listen.
*rolled-eye.


Saturday, April 11, 2009 - 11:46 PM
Boredness.

Time now was ll.50pm
and I still not asleep.
Chit-chatting, hearing songs & updating my blog/journal.
Very boring, bf already turn in.
& I was already bored.
Not many who chats with me now.
Im kinda busy updating my blog/journal.
Thats all,
bloghoppin and i drop by a blogger.
I read the post, and I cannot say anything.
I dont know who the person refering to,
I kept quiet.
Pretending that I dont know anything, serious.
I wont be kaypoh, I promise.
One more thing, dancecrew wasn't there just now.
Boredboredbored.
We can only hear the music, but the hiphop dancer wasn't there.
And not many audience,
easy to say no audience was there too.
Gosh, I thought we both were late.
God damn it, no one.
Just a trespasser who was going shopping at Jurong Point.
Okay, i was frustrated went I first saw no one was standing there.
Its okay.
But, too bad for me tmr.
I cannot watch the concert tmr, maeb.
I got religious class at noon, damn it.
Tmr is the grand-final siot.
Unlucky for me, I cannot watch it.
Unless I went home early.
Andand, suuketot says that Dan cod'zy want me to follow him to swimming
and include suu and her bf.
Naaaah, I wont go.
Cause, I dont want to become black like bangla.
Hahahar, jyeah.
It been a long time I didnt go swimming,
now no more.
I dont like it.
Not use to it now.
Scared would get sun-burn, awww its awful.
Okay, before sleep I want to smoke first.
Then turn in, my eyes was heavy.
Very sleepy.
TEEHEEE~
ps: I miss you bf. Sobs

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- 2:32 PM
I miss you love.


Iswandy, i miss you.
Sobs*
It stated there.
Cant leave you even a sec,
long time didnt meet up.
Missing you.
Annivasary is around the corner dear,
hope we would lustlong.
Tc love.


- 2:04 PM
Hiphop dancecrew.

Today out with my sweetheart, suuKETOT.
To Jurong Point.
Semi-final/Preview dance competition.
Amd tmr is the Grand-final,
I wanna know which group wins.
Woohooo~
Okayokay.
Im getting ready now.
But, will be out from house at around 3plus.
Meet suuKETOT at court.
Then, together proceed there.
Btway, today is saturday.
All I rmbr is my ex wanna meet me today.
I just rmbr, oh gosh.
Today, he went back to his hostel sei.
Sobs.
Miss him, but I miss my bf more.
Hhohohor.
Sorry Adeha, Yaya forgot.
But, you didnt text me in the morning.
So, I dont know.
Next time would be fine.
Kinda bored now, nothing else that I can do.
Eating tripple-chocolate ice cream.
YUMYUM~


Friday, April 10, 2009 - 11:00 AM
Hush.

Not again.
I dont want you to get involved.
I didnt even mentioned your name,
or maeb it just a mistakes.
I dont want to fight nor quarrell anymore.
Its past, so I dont want to kept remembering the past.
Let it be.
Said no more sis, Im sorry if i had made you
terase or whatever.
But, swear its not about you.
I guess she told you everything about it.
I guesss so sis.
People tell me about you whom not happy with me
about my post.
Was it true?
Naaaah, I dont believe.
I dont find fault again, not anymore.
Please trust me.
*Shaking-head.


- 9:52 AM
Good Morning Sunshine


Good Morning Sunshine.
I woke up early in the morning to go breakfast with Mommaaa.
She just came back from work, hungry lar kan.
Heeee.
So, i accompanied her eat at Makanshiok just now.
I eat nothing at first, just drink.
But my stomach damn hungry.
My favourite food havent yet cooked.
CHITOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
Heeeee,
naaaah its okay.
Mommaaa ask me weather i want to eat at Mcdonald.
I said, Okay-go.
Hahahaha.
Eat hotcakes and drink Milo.
After eating, go market to buy kitchen stuff.
Andand, home sweet home.
Kindly, chatting with my adek LOLLIkental.
Ly sayang.


Thursday, April 9, 2009 - 11:03 PM
To Kak YuyulBUMBUM

Yuyul BUMBUM,
Oh, betolbetolbetol!
TEEHEEE~
Anything can say.
And anything can happened jugak.
LOL.
Takecare Kak Zuraaaaa.
Ly.

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- 10:45 PM
Adventure learning aye.

As i said that i will upload our photos.


CANDIIIIIIIIIIIIIID.

Rara, Mummy Yaya& BabyJapon.

And there still lots more of our crazy photos,

Lazy to upload.

TEEHEE~



- 10:19 PM
Miss them aye.

Just now, I go lepaking with the Clowns'.
Miss them so much,
and it been long time didnt meet them though.
But, I didnt talk to Danniel Cod'zy.
I was a bit messed up with him past few days ago.
Sigh*
And, dont wanna talk about him.
Useless.
And, cam-whore with my two sweetheart.
Irakeneto&suuKETOT.
I love them more.
TEEHEE~
Before that, last week had a small quarrell with suuKETOT.
About, ader laa.
Hah.
Btway kak suu, Im sorry aye?
I didnt mean too.
Hais.
Okay, not much to talk now.


Okay, im tall. Hahaha!

We both gonna lick her up jyeah.
: D


irakeneto,suuKETOT&Yayaastro.

"WE ,ARE,CUTE!"



- 6:39 PM
Been busy lately.

Sorry long time didnt update.
Been busy lately this few days.
Family and school stuff.
Okay, lets talk about yesterday.
On adventure learning.
I and my daughters all attend for adventure learning,
but we didnt play.
Hahah, it was kinda bored yesterday.
Cam-whore yesterday at riffle range.
& will upload the picture later on.
Busy now.
Not much about yesterday.
And today, I and 2 of my daughters and Nanatoksu
was late for school.
It was all because of bf laa.
He said, that he waanna go school together.
Yet, he didnt appeared.
And we 4 have to go detention.
DUUUUURH,
CHITOOOOOOOOT.
Hahaha.
Naaaah, its okay.
He said, that he was late.
Then he went home again.
Its okay eh bie.
Heeeeeee.
Andand, after detention bf waited for me outside school with Lan.
I and Edda got detention okay.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
Andand,
we go Chinese Garden to lepak for while.
It was very hot day today that all of us sweating like hell.
I was tired, and bf carry my school bag then.
Heee.
I miss him so much,
its been long since we didnt met.
Thanks bf, had a very fun time and day today with you just now.
I miss you damn much.
I cannot say anymore,
but you need to know that i need you.
Okay, will update again later on.
Meeting Clown's.


Tuesday, April 7, 2009 - 4:34 PM



Okay, bf takenote.

I've been missing you far too long okay.

Kamu dengs.


- 3:58 PM
Oh, Okay.

Ouh, aar seh babe.
Ader jugak terase, huhuh.
Tp, dar tak laarh skrn.
Heeee.
Er, jyeaaah.
But now i dont,
and i dont need too.
I know, everyone hate hearing me say sumthink.
Hohoh.
Geee, whatever.
I dont care,
andand thanks for your concern in me &
still looking for me.
But most to most i know, you searching for "her"
the most.
Pham2 uh sis, huhuh.
Andand, blog is our journal.
Jyeah.
Its like, journal can give me encouragement of doing things right.
By typing, and thinking would make me awake the most.
Sis, lets not talk about him.
No point kan? Hohoh.
Andand, im looking forward to be focusing in my own relationships and school
stuff.
Most to most is my maths, thats important.
TEEHEE~
Ouh yar, huh? What had he done towards me?
Ouh yaar, I do make his heart hurt most.
But, ive gone through my lesson about it already. *Past
And now, it just of imagine that things wont happend again.
Not at all, i swear.
But, no one coaching me though.
Hm, sorry for the misunderstanding and all that okay sis?
I should keep this as a secret between us two.
HAHA.
I mean, like wont say out the name.
Then, would be kaycho later on seh.
Hahaha. (:
PS: I MISS YOU SISTER.


Monday, April 6, 2009 - 7:32 PM
Sunday Afternoon


Okay, thats my nenek.
Shes sick, stroke.
Pity nenek.
Sobs.
Shes my everything okay,
but yet past i got made bad bad bad nightmare to her.
Stupid siak me.
Till here then,
will continue back again later.


- 4:10 PM
Boyfriend, takenote.

Bf, where you?
Knpr tak dtg skola tdy?
24hour tdor ajeq eh kaw.
Dengs.
Why didnt pick up my call and mcges yesterday and just now?
Dengs uh you bie.
Still in lalaland per?
Hahah.
Naughty eh kaw skrn.
Nak kene gigit siot kaw dgn akuh, hohoh.
Oi, akuh rindu kaw taw bf.
Our 9month anni is around the corner laa bie!
Hahha.


- 4:06 PM
Oh,blushed.

Hahahah, okay maeb im at wrong or what so ever.
It just that, your post is the same as mine.
I mean, the past. Jyeah, terase laaa jugak.
Heh, sorry. It just that i was frustrated with sumthink, and do get involved you.
Ouh, looking for me? Knpr eh? Huhuhuh. Im no one, so need not.
Hahas, and do sorry once more. Tc aye.


- 3:09 PM
I miss them okay !

Firstly, I miss Yanaaa.
Miss her damn lots.
Shes my fav, jyeah.
Shes funny, & love to makeup.
Haha, and thats her.
Get to meet all my Cousin & Sepupu.
I was wearing blue baju kurong yesterday.
And sorry, yesterday i didnt get to update my blog cause i was busy handling my nenek.
& school stuff.
Okay, sum of our cousin was taken a picture with the bride.
Okay, look at my Fugly face and spot the girl wearing blue baju kurong.
HAHAHAH !
Okay, thats me.
And my face, arg. HAHAHA !





Sunday, April 5, 2009 - 11:06 AM
Please dont


Like I said,
theres nothing between us.
I dont bother his life again
I dont need his replacement.
No use of doing stupid things anymore,
Cause, everypeople will regret what they've done.
Serious.
I do that, before.
No matter it is past is past.
No use of remembering it back again.
Whoever says bad things about me, they are just jealous.
Thats it.
What for talking bad things about others?
As if, they are the perfect ones.
*UCK LAA SEH.
Sorry for whoever read this post &
"terase laar kan."
SORRY EH.
HAAAHS.