Meeting they all at my house just now.
Having so much fun with them.
And with some Shuqunites at Boonlay Indie.
They skate-boarding laaa people.
We take some photos laa babe.
I love them okeey.
Featuring;
rarastar, nanastarcream and miaaa.
iraKeneto Birthday Cake !
Sweet fifteen laaa people.
Seeing her tears would remind me of her joyness.
Tears of joy is meaningful. : D
Will upload our photos too people !
Rainbow laaa Oi !
Yesterday ajer. Hahahah,
Very enchanting dok.
Take a look,
Me and the rainboww. The beautiful rainbow.
Happy Fifteen Birthday Baby!
Although we both not that close,
i do still rmbr you my sister and friends.
We do fight and quarell sometimes,
yet we still together as usual.
I love you sister.
Hope your wishes will come true baby.
Yayaastro sayaaang samaa
irakeneto.
Labels: irakeneto sayaaang.
Happy Belated Annivasary Sweetheart!
Lanchikano and Suuketot Slaluuu.
Dee happy see you happy with him kaaak.
Cheerup when you sad okeey?
:D
yayaastro sentiase disisi kamuu
no matter what tawww,
rmbr.
Hahaha.
Takecare sweets.
Labels: yayaastro sayaaang suuketot sorangg.
Oh kakk zzzzuuuuuraaaaa,Thanks for everything you had done towards me.Oh, so you didnt intend to leave me and just go far away?
But why kak? Hmmmm, okeeeey then kak.
Thanks, btw adeeeek soo sorry about yesterday.
Adeeeek tak salaaaam akaaaaak and others, cause i know that others wont be happy seeing me there aanyymore. Yet, im really sorrryyyy.
Okeeey, its all my fault taaawww kak.
Everything, they throw on me.
Okeeeey, forget about yr bf. Not related anything to me anymorre.
Adeeeek sayaaaang akaaaaak taaaw. Atleast, we still contacting together eehh kaaaak?
Hmmm, adeek tak phaaam uh knaper adeeek turn out this way.
Theres sumthing was wrong in my life, but i dont know what had happend.
Sigh* All i know that, no one needs me anymore.
Need to wash everything that in me.
Need to take time to get rid of it sehh kaaaaak, no point beeing friend with you people.
Cause, all i know that you guys dont need me.
Btw kaaaak, adeeek nak thanks akaaak lagy.
Thanks for everythiing you had done towards me.Hmm, so loong people at Clownn you guys takecare taaawww.Yayaaa daaa tak turon lagy meeting and lepaking with you guys.
Now, im not the part of Clownn anymoreee.
Nobody need me anymoreee. So, i hope you people understand what im trying to say.
And btw, outing dont need to call me to follow.
Cause, i just said that im not part of Clownn anymoreee.
So, understand that taaawww.
Takecare,
Labels: yayaastro sayaaang kaaaak yuyuuuul soraaaang
Fuckfuckfuuck,At school just now, Zairean and Hairi face down.Mad at sumthing going on, thought what had happend..It was their bike. Sum Shuqunites go smash their bike, pity them uhhh people.They angry like what siaaaa, they said it was not theirs.It was their brothers piyopiyo, Lakkcco.
Seriously pity them, they wanted to find out saperrr yng what gtuhh.Kesian drng ehhh.Ms Kaur and Mr Lee asked we all to make a report to our DM..Whatever it is, we dont have any proof.Tmr then we'll settled everything.But, how can they go home with the bike like that?Hais.Then, i go straight home after that.But, how can i go school without the bike?Zai tonpang akuuu dok harihari gy skolaaa.Hmm, kesian siaaa dierh..Mengamok siol satuuu harrry.: D
Oh Kak Zuuraaa,
After i read yr blog i wanted to cry.
I know its all my fault of behaving this way.
Like i said, now i had forget ACAP,
And forget about the NIZAM.
Start to regreting already now,
after what people talk about me i realised.
I know ALL IS MY FAULT, OKEEEY I ADMIT.
After i read it one by one, my face look diff.
I dont know that you are close with kak eira, cause nobody tell me.
My mind start to think now and then, thinking that it was really my fault.
To flashed back, ive to be saying the truth.
Oh kak zuuraaa, if you really wanna leave me ILL to say YES.
Cause, you said it like you really wanted too. I wont disturb anybody anymore now.
Like you said earlier on, think positive and dont think negative.
Okeeey, ILL listen to that words.
Lock that words too kak, but ive to say this..
"IM SO SORRY FOR WHATEVER IVE DONE TOWARDS YOU AND OTHERS,
I KNOW ITS HARD FOR YOU GUYS TO FORGIVE ME. ALL I KNOW IS MY FAULT, IVE CHANGED AND I WAS NOT LIKE BEFORE THAT YOU GUYS THOUGHT. IM SO SORRY IF IVE DONE THAT, I JUST REALISED EVERYTHING AFTER WHAT YOU HAD SAID TO ME KAK. THANKS FOR THAT, NOW I DONT SAY ABOUT ACAP TO PEOPLE ANYMORE.
OKEEEY, ITS GOOD TO HEAR THAT YOU STILL WITH HIM. AND I WOULD JUST SAY, OKEEEY ITS MY FAULT OF HURTING ACAP HEART. OKEEEOKEEEEY! IM SORRY FOR NOW, BUT I KNOW NOBODY WOULD FORGIVE ME. AND YOU GUYS WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD REPEAT IT AGAIN, I KNOW YOU GUYS DONT BELIEVE ME ANYMORE.
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING KAK, BUT FOR NOW IT TAKES TIME TO RECOVER AFTER WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAD SAID IT. IT WAS HURT TO READ YR BLOG KAK, SISTERHOOD WONT END? THEN WHY YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TOWARDS YOU KAK? I FAILED TO BE YR ADEK ANGKAT NOW, IM USELESS.
SPEECHLESS ABOUT THIS."
So now, what next going to happen? What else people wanna say about me in their blog?
Ive promised myself to changed, but it takes sum times to recover.
Had already forget about yr bf kak, ive washed my love for him by clorox.
What for thinking about him now? No use taw, adek penat uh nak bbl psl ginie.
Aperh yng adek tawwuu skrng, is to stick to one. Adek daaa berjanji dgn mommaa adek yng adek nak setie dgn Iswandy.
My mum agrees. Dierh pon nak tngk adek bahagia disamping seseorang yng adek cintai.
My families know more about me than you people, ive enough of talking shit.
People want me to change, yes i can. But if ive changed, you guys wont be returning to me back again. Cause, once its start it will stay.
I know you people heart, im not that dumb.
Im not a small kid anymore, i have brain to think.
Everytime went sumone fought with me, they would shared it to others.
Then the others would get influenced. I dont know laaa ehhh,
yayaaa tak paham langsong dgn orng2 ginieee.
Knper drng sanggop what yayaaa mcm ginieee seh?
They can slow talk with me, and i would listen to their say.
If they carry on saying like this, then i wont be listening.
Cause, their say makes me more nervous to changed.
50/50.
This year is the bad year that ive known, no one would turn too.
Now, still fought with bf about his ex too.
Okeeey, to be fair. He still contacting his ex also, i dont know laaa kaaaan.
As he wished, Tired of fighting and quarelling.
One day people would understand me and corrected me for my wrong doing.
So you guys, mark my words. I just dont understand now and whatelse you people gonna say.
Takecare,
YOOOO,IM BACK AGAIN.Hmm ferstly, wanna say about today as usual.School today was duper great and fun,
My bf with his new haircut that morning.
He didnt come to school for 2 days, just today he come back.
I dont know where he went too, went missing without contacting me seeey.
Begok laaa dierh.
Err, at noon have some activities at school.
Playing skipping always on Wednesday.
It was damn cool when i kept on hopping like a rabbit.
Hahaha, but it was funny when i hopped.
Whatever laa eh, ahahah.
After adventure finish at 3, went to toilet to change to uniform.
Then, proceed to bustop.
Lighting my cigg while walking to the bustop nearby.
Suuketot call and ask me to wait for her at bustop.
Lepak with Sofee and her bf at 240 while waiting for suuketot.
After all that as usual, go home.
Before that, meet my anak. Hahaha
Muhammad Danish.
Whatever, they came to my house and play my lappy.
I told my mother about my problems,
Shes trying to help me solve this problems, cause she doesnt want her own daughter to
hurt by all those people.
My mum was not satisfied that she call me
"SUNDAL AND SLUT."So, mommaa asked for her phone number. Hmm, so on the sport she call her and say all those words.I dont know what she say about me.
But my mum just said, dont be friends with that person behaving like that.
No use of having friends like that.
Haha, jyeah what my mum said was true.
No use of being kind and friend with her.
No more longer her adek, i wont think so she would call me adek.
I dont care laa eh what she wanna call me.
As long as she is happy without me there anymore.
Heard that she said she wont be coming to court anymore, does she really mean it?
What if she still do? Alaaaa, her wish laaa.
Blaaahblaaahblaaah,
Had fun with Danish and adeeek yuyul at my house just now.
She spend few of hours at my house playing my lappy and comp.
I dont mind people.
They are my loveones, yes they are.
Yet, not like her. : D
Dont deserve her in my life anymore.
What a life, being friend with her was soo stupid.
Thought she was one kind girl that ive known her long enuf.
No, but i was wrong.
Ouh dherrr.
Cabooooooooooooot ngaaaaaaaaaaji laaaaaa kaaaan,Hoho, best dok. Up to 2 weeks i didnt go ngaaji.Boring laaa katerkaaan,While i was walking to buy sum ciggg, i saw suuuketot and irakeneto.They ran towards me and asked me what happen.While i was talking, i wanted to cry siaaa.They kept asking why, so i said it wasnt my fault.She started it.Hmmm, thought not to lepak court suddenly they force me too.What to do, suuketot and irakenet sake.While lepaking, she appear.Didnt say anything.Whatever laaa dont want to talk about her anymore,nnty ader jerrr lakonan lagy.*Shaking head.Maeb, next time i wont be cuming down anymore.Buy cigg then go home.: D, make me more happier without any comments at there later on.Thanks for cheering me up suuketot and irakenet,Love you guys lotsaaa dearest.
People starts to hate me.They dont need me there anymore,
cause i know they wont need me.
Ive done my best of being friendly with them, yet they repay me this.
I dont need that cause i have brain to use it.
What goes around, comes around.
I dont need people for my help, cause i can do it myself.
Ive grown up, i know what im doing.
How can i changed if people treat me this way?
I can changed, yet they treat me like what.
I cannot accept that okeeey people.
I am who i am, no one can judge me only god.
Why cant people just lend me their ear to listen to my say.
All i wanted is to be long lasting friend.
We've been friends since i was primary 6.
It was 2006. I appriciate of having friends like you and others.
Yet, i get this sort of problems.
Facing the problems makes me more misserable.
I have to say no more, cause i know nobody would listen now.
Ive to be thankedful of being grown up as now.
Yesterday is my last of lepaking with the
"CLOWN."Anybody can changed easily.Times passes very fast, sigh*.
No one to turn too now, all gone.
All i wanted is to fulfill my wish before im gone.
Yet, its fated to be turning this way now.
My world now is upside down. Feel like im all alone in this world without any familys around me.
Like i said, no one would listen to any of my say.
They hack-care about that.
What they want from me now?
Will they stop saying all those words to me anymore?
Im tired of being this way right now.
Ive to say sorry to you guys,
" Yesterday is my last steps of lepaking with you guys, ive promised myself that i wont be seeing any of you guys anymore.Cause i dont want you guys to be in trouble being friends with me. I dont want to disturb your life anymore guys, cause you know my background. People wont entertain what im doing, im tired of this people. Ive tried my best to be as normal as i can, yet i failed. So, i cannot be friends with you guys anymore now and then. So long to all budak Clown, you guys takecare.I wont be disturb you guys taw, hope you guys know what i mean. I really mean it, no one would listen to my say for just a sec. They will ignored, i know you people dont want me to be there anymore. Thanks to kak suu for supporting me all these while, but im sorry for now. Ive too do this cause im tired of people mouth saying bad things about me. So long guys, takecare".
Eh, im tired uh girl.
Everytime talks about me, am i too bad for you?
You treat me normal, yet behind me you talk bad things.
I didnt even talk about you oke girl, i wont.
Cause i treat you as my sis like suuKETOT.
Why must you being this way now and then?
Oke, im
slut for you. But you didnt know that i
fought with iswandy before the
Valentines' Day.Why cant you just understand?I dont know why you treat me like an animal or what so ever.Oke fine, if you dont like me then say it out loud to my face.
What makes you hating me like hell? Ouh, double date uh girl? Oh, okeey.
Next time, i wont be that keeypoh following you guys now and then.
For you, im busybody oke fine. Im okey with that uh girl.
Im a slut uh? Okey, thanks. Say whatever you like uh girl, cant stand it anymore.
If im disturbing your day on that day, well im
so sorry laaa ehh. Everytime, it must be me.Sigh, i dont know what yo say anymore about you.I promise myself, that i wont lepak with you guys anymore uh.
Make yourself feel more happier and what so ever.
And remember, dont ask me for cigg.
Your bf have it, so take it from him.
His your world, so what?
I just cant imagine that you could said that.
Eh,
i love iswandy oke.Why must people love to talk about others uh?Aren't they tired of that? Im speechless, why must it supposed to be me again?
About
KyD UNIQUE ALSO YOU TALK ABOUT ME.EVENTHOUGH, IM NOT AT WRONG.Am i too bad for you eiraTATING? Am i uh?
Oh, okee i know that from your eye im a
slut and whatever.Hmm, god knows everything im suffer from.I should not talk to you anymore, neither am i to salam you.
I swear to god that you will get an accident one day.
You
CB, i hate it okeey. You kept saying bad things about me, you dared.
I want a pick fight with you, what for? Ridiculous,Hahaha.
Just because of this backstabb? Oh shit, lame siaaa like that.
Your turning 16 this year, yet your brain still didn't stabled.
Wanna buy things, ask suu for help.
Wanna tied up your hair, ask suu and ira for help.
No shame siaaa like that, turning 16 this year uet dont know how too.
Thought that you've changed, you do really changed alot.
I tell you what,
i wont let iswandy off.Like you too, wont let einSPARK off.I know how much you love him.All i wanted to do is now, to sit still at home all day and not be meeting you guys up.
Okey well, good to hear that arent you? I know you will be happy without me there.
Who cares anyway?
Nobody understands me, even my parents.
Some says, they really understands me yet they ignored.
WTF. People can be nice infront, behind? What they will do?
We dont know kan. Well, only god understands my feelings now.
How i felt and my weakness for what ever i didnt achieved.
I wanted to cry taw kak, how could you say all those things and words to me.
You heartless kak, why cant you understand my feelings like kak suu?
Eventhough, you've known me long than her you should know me well enuff.
Hais, kak im sorry if ive hurt you before.
I really dont understand what you're up too.
I must deserve it, i know im at wrong.
Okey, forgive me uh kak.
I didnt talk bad things about you to others.
You dont know kan? Only kak suu knows what im up too.
I should say no more now, makes me more stress.
Btw, thanks for everything.
You takecare eh kak, dee tetap cintekan akak.
My beloved babyboy, Muhd Danish.
Having so much fun with him today, his damn cool people.
His my so-called baby boy/son. Hahahah, i love him uh people. Get to snap photos with him
just now. His cute to the max, i love his teeth. Look at those pics that we've taken while waiting for suuKETOT.
Oh Danish, your gorgeous uh boy.
One more to upload people,
Our colgate teeth, : D
Isn't his damn cute with that teeth? Hahaha.
This flower reminds me of Danniel.
FUN TO THE MAX OH YESTERDAY.Really had so much fun oh yesterday,tripple-date with gfs and bfs.
Hhoh, Danniel bought me a little bear with a heart shape stated
"I love you". Aww, so sweet right?
Even though, his not my bf just ex.
But, we do look like bf and gf.
Hahah, proceed to F21 to survey the clothes.
Eh, i admire this flowery dress.
Very nice and enchanting dok.
Baju dierh mcm vintage batik, damn cool.
Danniel was with me whole day, his my partner for that day.
Cause, i had sum fought with my real bf just friday.
Sigh*, what a luck.
He scold me because of that Nizam.
Whatever.
So, we get a buntch of rose.
The rose smells nice after all.
Hahah. Even though we're just ex, he do care for me. Still.
Go vivo was damn interesting. Snapping sum photos with them at the roof top stage.
Smelling the fresh air was great at that moment.
Then, decided to go Handerson Waves.
Oh f*, the place was eeri and hot.
Wow, so unbelivevable.
Was damn hot and perspier all around.
Hahah, accually it was fun. Like hiking like that, hahaha.
Daaah laaa pendek kan cerite, kiter nak balek.
Taktawu nak pegy mnr, kiter gdo nak pergy mnr. Hahahaa, at last.
We ran towards the bustop nearby and took 97 to interchange and go court.
Blahhblaahblaaah.
Reach court, lepaking for while snap sum photos again then go home.
Eat then sleep.
Hahaha.
yayaastro,sign off people.
OKE.
I dont know what more to say.
I dont know weather i want to go out Dating or what.
No mood seh.
Now days i was like retarded girl and quiet.
I dont know why and whats wrong with me now days.
Whatever laaa kan, nobody care.
I dont know weather i want to Date with my Hubby.
But, ive long didnt go to Vivocity.
I would like too, but im not sure weather im going out or not.
No money, no pprd and clothes.
Sigh*
Does my Boyfriend bring money to go out with me?
Does he?
Whatever laaa.
I dont mind about all those money, as long as our heart stays together no matter what.
Yet, when im still continue my life and world with Muhd Iswandi
I just cant forget everything that ive done towards this sumone that i still love.
Ive spend One month plus inside to ambush my mistakes.
No one cares, tears falling for moment when they knew that im inside.
SO? Hais, i dont know what to say anymore.
Crying. I must not say anymore, it makes me more sad.
Whatever laaa oi.
But, no matter what i dont care about my life.
Anyway, boy find some difficulties of winning girls heart dont they?
Phew, shut up oke dayaaaa.
Must not continue, people dont understand what im trying to say.
yayaastro,sign off people.
Waacheebai-wacheebai.
Just now, while waiting for Ryan at Shuqun Primary saw one man waving hands.
Firstly, thought that he was waving to someone else.
His friend maybe, yet it no one respond. So, i kept looking behind to find who was he waving at.
I kept turning back and wanted to find who siaaa, he kept waving like what siot.
Suddenly, i realised that he was waving at me and kak suu.
Its normal to wave at people btw, yet while he was waving he touch his "TOOOOTTOOOOT!!". What the fuck!
I was like, oh my god. Then, i ask kak suu to look at the man in green shirt.
One look at him, kak suu was so shock. So, she decided to take his photo.
While kak suu was holding her handphone, he went missing after he walk behind the pillar.
Strange. Look, and he was all gone. Whatever, waiting for Ryan for about half an hour.
Alot of parents waiting at the Parents Waiting Area.
Time passes at 6.30 yet Ryan still havent come out. At around 6.35, he came out.
He was damn cute just like his Sister, suuKETOT.
Hahah, eh serious otey. No craps, hoho.
After sending Ryan back home, we proceed to court to lepak.
Kak suu was eagerly to meet her beloved boyfee, LanChikano.
And i was eagerly wanted to meet my so called BF, Nizam Baby.
Haha. Jyeah, i like him Oi.
His smile, make me melt like an ice without the fridge.
Hahah. Hmm, from just now kept on walking.
My legs are cramp, shivering and tired.
Sigh*.
After all that, i gone home for while to change my shorts.
Not comfortable.
I skipped ngaji for about 4days, hahaha.
Lazy to go ngaji siaaa, wanted to meet my so called bf at bb.
Hahah, eh his cute oke. Hahahahaha! Love to see he wears bendennaa.
Everytime he look at me, my cheek blushed.
I love his smile, hahahah cute taww.
Hahaha, Nizam Baby yayaaa love you laaa oi.
Hahahah.
Whatever laaa kan people.
Had a crush on him.
Hohoho.
Valentine partner with Him, can i?
Hehe.
Whatever laaa yayaaaa, lame siaaa kaw.
Hahaha.
Kkae, so long people.
yayaastro,
sign off people.
Okey well, finish school as usual.
But i need to go detention for the late-coming to school
with Danniel. As usual. have CDT every Monday and Thursday. Alone in the detention room with Mr Rattan Singh. He accompany me. At around 1.30, students came in for their detention.
Danniel came in, he sat beside me and chit-chatting all along.
He make me laugh. Hahah, he's a Joker.
Few minutes goes by, Ms Pauline Fun came in.
I was so like what when she came in.
Very gabbra sia. Hahah.
Er, pendek kan cerite. I waited for Fyfi for about half an hour
at the Topekong bustop.
Time goes by, it turns 2.30. Met Amm, Kak suu and Kak eira at the bustop. Fyfi miss call me, then we all proceed to Rc to buy Ciggrate. Pendek kan cerite again,
go to court.. Blahblahblah,
Snap some photos with EiraTATING, suuKETOT, QiqiCyhk and YuyulKETOT.
Snapping photo was so much fun.
Photo will upload soon people.
Kak suu, thanks for everything. Dee tawu akak perlukan dee, like i said my whole live shatterd into pieces. Like, nobody cares about me anymore. Kneel down? Hahah, was it a joke kak? Whatever it is, close one eye. You know me well, i love him so much. Does it hurt to love her own ex? Was it kak? Anyway, thanks for supporting me too aite. Dee love You.
yayaastro
sign off people.
Ive
changed.
After all ive talk about him to kak suu, ive changed.
My tears are mostly falling when i talk about it.
Even kak suu. Not the real Hidayah today, my mind kept swaying his name all over.
Its like, the sea flews to the beach. My eye-back pain, crying.
After what ive shared my problem with Kakak.
She knows me well than others, she even recognise my typing.
What i mean, is the way i spell.
Can tell her that im not okey. All can i do is being alone for the time-being,
Was it wrong to love still her own ex-boyfie? Was it people?
It was damn hurt today, after what ive told Kakak my feelings about him to her.
Shes her property, still. Even, she dont care what nonscence will come up later.
She convince me to tell her about my problem, cause she knows how i felt all this while.
While typing, my tears falling. Cant stand it anymore, i even talk to my momma why must it happend to me? Why not others? Im so
"SUEY", a bad-luck person/girl.Not even
ONE boy would make me happy with himself.
I know, im not that perfect girl.
Yeah, i know. Nobody care about me anymore, even my Family.
On 6March im mature. Do they care?
They hack-care. Who care siaa?
My boy-fee? Does he? He only cares about me when i starts to msg him.
Then he will care, doesnt that stupid?
My live sucks, it does.
My eye are in pain now, does anyone cares to cure it for me?
NOBODY SIAAA.
Eh, live do sucks. So people, dont bother be my friends.
Sesiaper yang jady kawan akkuuh buley mendatangkan, "
SUEY".
So, dont bother okey? people, Thanks.
To ALL budak CLOWN, im not ready to Lepak with you guys now days.If i kept on lepaking with you guys, my mind wont be that peace like before.
Sigh, Sorry kak suu if ive hurt you. I know you care alot about me and my Family.
Im proud to be friends with you far One year.
I LOVE YOU OH KETOT.I know my post is messy, cause im not in a mood to post.
But ive to, its my life and journal. Haha.
yayaastro,sign off people.
My Lovely Daughter,
They are my babygirl.
They brighten my day when im sad,
They understands me well too.
They loves their Daddy, Muhd Iswandi.
Everytime, they would stick with me.
Some shuqunite kept asking, why must they called me Mummy? Haha.
It is because, we open relationships.
Some of them, want to pick up trouble.
Mcm sial, they think who they are sial.
Exspecially, Minah Gigi.
Haha, serious. She said, i snatched her Husband.
Oh like durh sial, merepek siak tuh minah.
Gigi pergi betolkan dulu baruu buley step dengan akuuh ehs sis.
Haha, serious siak prangai mcm sundal siak tuh minah.
Back to the topic, i have 4 daughters altogether.
From the left, Mia, Myself yayaastro, at the back is Lim Jia Min, beside her is Rara Starr and lastly, Zazaa.
Those are my babies. Haha,
They even care about their Daddy.
Kept asking where is Daddy and what so ever.
I love them.
yayaastro,
sign off people.
What a fun day today.
After school, i have Adventure Learning for Technical Student.
Hm, i waited for suuKETOT at topekong bustop at around 3plus.
While waiting for me, i saw one matrep from my school.
I dont know his name, but i admire him.
Hahah, but his good looking. I adore his cute face and looks.
His sec 5 this year, yet he got a girlfriend.
The girl look a bit nerd, sofe told me that.
I dont know how she look alike, cause i dont even know her.
And she's not from our school. I smiled when i saw him everyday at school, looking at his face
make me go gugugaga. Haha.
SuuKETOT arrives, i look at her and smile.
There comes 98M
So, we aboard the bus and sit on the sencond storey.
I guess im right, hahah.
Met Edda's ex in the bus with his friend.
We alight the bus and saw one boy looking so stupid at the bustop near my house.
Hahaha, his face like what siaaa.
I laugh, and suuKETOT ask why i was laughing.
So, i told her. Then she laugh and do the same thing as the boy did.
Hahaha, shes like what siaa. Hahahaha!
Then, proceed to court and saw Danniel and Bob Baido near the playground.
They ask to go Kopitiam.
After all that, I go home for while to take my ciggerate.
Proceed to court again to meet them.
Sit at pondok with MunKecyko, suddenly FafardSIOW appeared.
He join us sitting at the pondok, at the ferst place myself and kak suu wanted to revise or
something. Pendek kan story,
Ryan come with basketball with him.
That time, the clouds are forming.
Its started to rain heavily just now, my skirt was wet.
Arg, neymind.
After all the stupid things, snap some photos with MunKecyko and Ryan.
Hahaha, taking photo was fun accually.
After that, we go play some games.
Hahaha, Danniel was so funny siaaa.
He dance and play like a clown.
Hahaha, serious.
With an sing, "AwaaaL lah dongdang. dongdang laaa sayaaang"
I think so, hahaha.
But it was really funny siaaa, looking at Danniel dance.
Hahah, cannot stand siaaa.
I and kak suu laugh like a mad girl.
Hahaha, serious siaaa.
Hahaha.
So tired to type again, Tmr continue babe.
yayaastro
sign off people.
Today, i saw him again.
Again and again, eh bro go back to your hometown there can?
Hate to see your face down here oke.
I saw him when i want to go Kopitiam with Coocooo ( suuKETOT), turn and look at the playground and i saw him.
I was like, durh.
My mouth cannot stop when he still coming down here.
Today, i wear abang's
Nike Shirt. Hoho, dont want to let him know about it.
If not, he will go mad at me. Hahah, his things siaa.
He very pelokek sometimes, but his great to the max.
Thanked god, he didnt look at me siaaa.
Hais, thanks kak. I really understodedoded about it, dont worry to much.
And everytime, ive said i cannot stop thinking about it.
My mind kept repeating his name. What can i do?
As if, i can wash off. Oh btw,
ILOVEYOUMORE.Hms, you know my world seh kak.How much i love him. He didnt even appriciate it, and even talk my back.
So bad siaaa him, no brain uh? Hahaha.
Kak, how i would live without you my myside everyday and each time.
My world changed when you entered my life.
You takecare of yourself oke kak?
ILOVEYOU.
yayaastrosign off people.
Helloh,eh, it seems like everytime and everyday im talking about him.Jyeah, just now he came down to Court alone.After what i saw him, i turn and said to kak eira and suu.I wanna go home, they say no.Then, i sigh. Whatever laa seh, hate to see his fucking face.He had said that right, and he dares to look at me.Like durh siaa. I was too tired today, last night i cannot sleep.Many people message me in the middle of the night.I was too tired to wake up in the morning for school,My head was spinning. I hack care what time it was, kak suu called me at 5.30 i guess.I accidentally hung up her call. Cause, my eye still blurblur siaaa.So, i called her back. Then, i went back to sleep.My maid woke me up at 5.40, i said give me another fve minutes.Oke, she said. Not long, i woke up by her stupid noise.Then, walking towards kitchen with my stupid face on it.In the toilet, i sleep for while. Hahahah, very tired siaa today.Even now, i guess. Continue again, oh yah. Looking at him would make my mood spoilt.Sigh, whatever laaah boy.You can do whatever you like.Today, very lazy to go ngaji.Very tired! Oh gosh, damndamn tired.I just want to tuck in the bed till the next morning.Cancan?Hms.yayaastrosign off people,
Hello,
ey i just cannot
FORGET HIM SIAAA.Everyday, i talk to my maid about him.My mind was thinking why must it shown up this way?
As im not the wrong one? Even i talk to my mommaa about him.
My momma just said,
its not the best time to have boyfee now my daughter.She really said that, cause she dont want her daughter to be hurt by an ego boy like him.It was just now, just a few min ago.
When my mommaa said that word, my tears falls.
My heart cannot erase his name on it.
Cause, it was labeled long ago when he left me all alone after i came out from
"SGH".Sigh, what to do? I dont like to force people oke.Even when people cheer me up on
17June2008, i still cannot believe that he would turn out this way.
My mind was
ALL BLANKED.Even, MunKechyko tries to cool me down.As he knows i wanted to cry. But before that, when i was walking towards Court Fyfi and Mun ran towards me and hug me tightly.
I was so happy, to see them around me.
I know, they still care and need me.
They are like my own siblings.
Even,
eiraTATING, iraKENET and suuLETOT follows my parents to
Juvenile Court just to wait for my sentence.
That day, i was too happy. Thought that i would meet him there with my parents.
Yet, he didnt turn up on that day. I was worried, and i ask iraKENET.
Where is he baby? She said, he still
tucking on bed.
Oke, i was like. Sigh, dont know what else want to say.
All i want is, to meet him there. I really miss him so much, sigh.
I kept asking my momma and daddy, why didnt he call or follow you guys?
My mommaaa says, he didnt call.
I want to cry now oke, cant stand what he had done towards me.
But now, no more. He had said those words are really hurt, yes it is.
I know, he would complain to Kakak. I know his attitude, complainer person.
They said, FafardSIOW and Ace want to sound me.
FafardSIOW want a patch-up, Ace want to sound stead me.
My mind dont think of that, only about him all day long.
God knows how much i love him.
My head is spinning like a wheel rolling on the road, still dont understand why he said that.
What if the girl would said that to him, what will he react?
Sigh, talking about him no more now. But i really
cannot forget his caring towards me before.
All i know, is now to forget him. Cause, now im attached to
Muhd Iswandi Bin Bohari.Sigh,sigh. No matter what happend, i will never forget
Acap.
'Till the day i die, i promise that.
I wanted to commit suiside siaaa, stress about this problem.
Many people says, just forget about him. No use crying for him, no point.
As if, you cry he would kneel down and say sorry?
That was
EVERY PEOPLE WOULD SAY.
Sigh, every time i sigh; i just dont know what to say no more.
yayaastrosign off people,
Eh suuKETOT,
Thanks for the post aye.
Hhaah, so sweet of you kak.
I promise and i will promise that.
Er, jyeah thanks for supporting me and cheer me up sis.
I know, you know how i felt yesterday aye?
I also want to Congrats you for patching up with Lanchikano.
Last long too aye? Hahha, i love you both.
Kak, thanks once again for cheering me up yesterday and today.
Yesterday, my mood spoilt. Jyeah, that why at that night at your house i was looking like a Stupid Clown. Hahahaha, funny right?
I love to see you laugh.
Takecare dearest sis,
Dee Loves suuKETOT forever, cancan?
Hahaha.
yayaastro
sign off people,
Helloh,
er today i have madrasah seh.
Boring uh babe, but fun chatting with Faafaa and Ijah.
Talking non stop, btw i hate that
Ustazah Munirah.
She's sucks, she makes me like her dog siaaa.
Ask me to read out loud. Ive read it out loud siaa, shes
PEKAK.
What the, hais. She spoils my mood that 3 weeks ago.
After that incident, i kept calling her Bitch. I hate her to the core siaaa,
She makes me want to
kill her.
I know its damn lame, but if your in myside you will want to do the same thing as me.
Trust me. Er, and just now she act nice to me.
Like durh siaa she, "
AA"
Hms, she touch my shoulder and smile.
Naah, i looked and sigh.
Too tired to talk about her.
Shes lame shit. hahha.
yayaastrosign off people,
Hello,
people i cannot forget what he had said.
Wasnt that hurt enough to hear it?
For him, its funfair to say that to me.
Cause he had no hearts for others.
What kind of
shit have ive made towards him uh?
All i know that, since ive known him he had never turn out this way before.
he's
changed people. Why must now it happend?
Why dont want the past year? His the one who asked for Stead oke, not me.
I just go ahead with his
sweet talks. Some girls, falls for boys sweet talks.
Why musnt they think first uh? Some girls prefers look than heart.
Even though they didnt realised if the boy is womanizer or what so ever.
Its not fair to other people sometimes, they know how to take care of they loveones.
I sick and tired of boys now a days, they are so damn ego.
Why cant they changed uh people? Must they treat girls like their
own slaves.
Talking about boys can make us crazy sometimes.
Even if my friend talks about him, i should close one ear.
Hate to hear his name now. After what he had said about me behind my back.
He have mouth to say out itself, why must say it to others?
Why? Scared uh? Hais, eh boy you have dick and balls.
You should say it out oke.
Whatever it is, i wont forget the stupid word he had said earlier on people.
His hawt accually, but the manners dont know go where.
Done, oke talking about boys make me stupid.
Exspecially,
Muhd Asyraf Bin Leisah.
yayaastrosign off people,
