Missed the old days that I've gone and been through.

I miss my Favourite Teachers, they take good care of me everytime.

Hell yeah, but now I'm already at Jurong Primary School with my Peers.

I was stunned to see the whole School of Jurong, it still remains the same.

But slightly change the style. Haha, in Canteen now theres

lots of Chidren buying food.. Lots of noises around me, haha.

I smiled alone, as i still remember the old me in primary School life.

Saw many of my old friends, see they look damn different.

More prettier and more handsome, can tell serious.

I had many to eleborate but then, i'm just being lazy. Well, can i just say

I miss Mrs Ismail and Cikgu Riya? Hhm. Oh yaa, talking about Primary school life

Secondary too do Celebrate. Hahah, kinda fun lorh. But not as enjoyable

as Primary School time. Okay laa, tknk eleborate much. Busy now, people

walk about here around me.

I'm so sorry for not updating blog nowdays.

As I am lazy and been busy for past Performance.

Well, during Performance I didn't put on my focus in Dancing.

I did make mistakes, yeah. My mind was troubled me, everytime.

I thought during fasting month would gave a peace mind, but it didn't.

I don't know why, and I don't wanna know why. I'm pissed with everything that

surrounds me, serious. I've completed my 3 Tarian Performance for JusXBeats Production.

So for now, as I think I should NOT dance again. Cause, I scared that I would

embarrased myself infront of the Audience. Yesterday was my terrible day for to

Perform. My whole body was shaking and I don't know why. Mum and Dad were there

for My Sister and I support, but I didn't even give the full attention on it.

I was in my own world, likely. I wasn't smile much, smiling as in I didn't cherish it.

Hell yeah, I almost fainted after the Performance. Thanked god, Mum were there beside me.

I didn't talk much yesterday, My mind troubled me alot. I quickly get change and off I went

to Geylang with Family for Hari Raya new clothes. Thought of wearing

Gold and Turqoise this year, but then Dad and Abang clothes no sizes for Turqoise.

Gold eh? Hhm, I don't know laaa. Suddenly Mum, Dad and Yuyun changed theme to Black.

Sorry, I've no time to eleborate.

Hi, sorry for the late post of Singapore Birthday.

Accually, i was posting this post when suddenly the Computer lacked.

Wasn't that f*? Grr. Ohh well, i did enjoy the Singapore Birthday Celebration on

the very on date fall on 9th August. I was out with my beloved peers that

who have slacked with me everytime. And on the very on day Boyfriend

makes me worriedsick, serious tk bohong. Well I always wanted to meet him,

and he was missing don't know to where. He even got a courage to say that

his out with his school peers and slacked peers. Well, as a Girlfriend who didn't get mad?

As before the Singapore Birthday he ever ask me whether I'm out on the 9th August..

So I said, "yaaa why?" And I ask him, "you?" He replied, " Tk, nnt packed laa.. Ramai orng

mcm lecey nk jalan.." Itu laa ini laaa, this is what he would always say.

Yeah, I'm fcuking pissed with him on that day. Argh, whatever laaa kan.

Then at Marina My ex Adeha wanted to meet me, badly. Well, on that very on day

my pprd was down due to contacting people asking whereabouts. So, I'm just enduring the

boilingness in me.. My Friends were there with me, calming me down.

Well, I love you guys. Ohh thats includes My Lil Pretty Sister, Yuyunastro.

She's tagging along to where ever I go, yaaa lorh the one and only pretty Sister what.

Hahha. Ohh, back to the topic.. My ex niy kan, he treat me like his dog like that.

Ask me to seacrh for him at the McDonald, when I go I didn't even saw him siah.

Okay, nevermind about that. Then, I kept searching for him at the McDonald..

Still didn't saw him, so what to do? I'm fcuking mad the whole day, I didn't talk to anybody

inlcuding My Sister. I kept myself down and quiet, my face was all red.

Finally, I saw my Ex walking out from the Mcdonald with one of his friend. Eh, he saw me.

I was staring hardy at him, he realised that I was Angry. To who else, to him

laaaa. Then, he came right in front of me and say sorry. I stare at him and say,

" Ohhh bgos laaa, laen kali kaw jalan jerh, jalan !" Haaha. I don't know how he act

after I said that, I've no mood then off I went home taking train. You'know that I'm

in a bad mood right? Then When the train stops at Outram Park, Theres this a group of "Abang-ala". Ohh my god, sumpah this one really wanna make me hit him hard serious !

He kept wanna be near me, I was standing with my my body shivering in anger.

There this stupid man kept landing on his body behind me, ohh my.

Only god knows how I felt on that Day, maeb on 9th August is my unlucky day.

Hais, whatever laaa. Well, I guess I better off.

I don't know what had happend these few days w You.

It seems not right whenever I say something, why?

Boyfriends now a days, they're suck. Really, I'm not faking.

Today morning, I've argued w Mama just because of You.

Those mcg-es at Night you reply me, I'm f*cking hurt.

You make me felt like I'm in wrong, but I didn't.

Everything that surrounds me making me Frus, Why?

Yet you people know I don't like being treated stupid and Irritates me.

Guess what? Yesterday I nearly want to swing my palm to a Teacher that teaches me

Care Lesson. She make me pissed in-front of everyone that eating in the Canteen.

My friends know that My typo is always being relax and quiet when at school.

That's was always, but most to most I talk and Laugh at the same time.

Well, see time if I wanted to. Yesterday during recess was all pissed,

and I really "Hate" Teachers in Shuqun. Well, most of my peers knows why.

I've told them from A-Z, they understood. I've alot of problem in my hands, right know.

At the moment of People call Relationships are different for me. I don't wanna feel

a love that always makes me Cry and Hurt at the same time.

He just don't really know what I'm in to accually, maybe. As days goes by,

his Changed. Changed to a person that I really didn't know who.

For him, he thought that he Changed to the old him. Okay, whatever.

My head simply pain, whenever I kept thinking about my own problem.

I don't need any lifeline for me, cause for all i hold my problems will be solve by me Alone.

I can handle the small problem, myself. That's why people would always say I'm different and etc. Well, they don't know me well. I am Me, and That's me. I'm like in my own

World, leading my goals alone and everything that do is alone.

Relationships do come and go, but I don't like being treated touch and go.

Well, never in my life being Touch and Go. No way !

And hell yeah, it's been very long that I didn't update post right?

All these while, this is the problem that I always Faced. This isn't all that i eleborate.

My head was in pain right now, serious. I kept on doing stuff that I couldn't do.

I kept spending my whole time being stupid and reading Novels alone in the Room.

I don't quite talk to anyone until they talk to me, well I could be anti-social.

I'm different from others, yes and really. I don't have black hearts and words to anyone

that had spam me before and now. Talk back about me, i don't mind. For all I know is that,

I'm no Perfect as anyone that you think is Perfect. I'm appreciate for whatever I had

in me right now and forever. Forever things that in me are from my Bloved Mama.

So, I think the way you people called me as. Is the same way you people hurt My Mama's soul.

Well, you guys should think before doing anything. Please be Mature enough to think what is

right and wrong. Want to spilt about others, mirror yourself first. See what's in you accually.

See if it's really you are Perfect enough to say, just say. I'm waiting..

I don't and I won't insert Tagboard anymore, it hurts me. People kept looking down a person that had never even say any harsh words to them. I may be look like Minah, but i don't.

For me, time for all these are a waste of my time. Being Minah is nothing, nothing

to do only to create trouble. What for? Isn't it painful when creating troubles in public?

Gosh, this thing ain't Mature. I thought, girls are more Mature than Guys?

But then, why would some girls wanna show of their attitude by splitting out their harsh words?

Why, isn't your Mum teaching you a good way of Speaking politely to People?

I don't think so, every Mums' wants to see their Child grow in a good manner.

So are My Mama, I know what see want from me. Every Mums love their Children so badly,

they just want us to be Happy in this world. Most importantly, to love them

w all our hearts. Yes, I love My Mama w my whole heart. Wo her, I'm not here.

Thanks to Mama who had fight for her life to deliver a Babygirl and be named, Nurhidayah.

I'm proud to be her treasure. And i'm proud of having a lovable and understanding Mama like

her. No one would ever replaced her, no. This story had kept inside my heart for Years.

And now, i had split everything out from my heart. I just can't keep it any longer, cause I had

bad Migrane since everyday. And today, I didn't attend school again.

I'm f*cking Frus to enter school whenever I say this "one kind" teacher.

And tomorrow in school I really had to write Statement because of Stupid Hui Xian

split everything that my class play game yesterday during EBS Lesson.

Arg, stress siah. What else problem must I faced again and again?!

F*cktard siah people who called, Chinese. Their mouth would never stop

complaining ahh, good keep it up. Alright, I guess I should not eleborate more.

Cause, I'm donw w long post for today. I'm taking a rest and then when out w Mama

to buy My uniforms and Shoes. * -__- *

Bye.