Heyos. Yesterday was out with Family to Geylang.

Yesterday was my tiring day okay. I didnt sleep well and we're out to

Geylang to buy things for hari raya later on. Grrrr.

But, i really wanted to follow. As im bored sticking at home.

Mmmm, ohh we left our home at 4plus to 5. Reached nearly 5plus like that.

Dad drove us to Paya Lebar. Park car, then off we went shopping. Bhaha !

First, we headed to Tanjong Katong Complex. As usual, go First Lady to find my baju.

I bought few baju's yesterday. Mum wass like what siah when i took lots of baju's.

Haha, tak sabar nak raya kan. Tsktsk, no larh. Aft that, we went to second floor to search

for Yuyunastro's clothes. But, all she didnt like. Idknow what type of baju she want.

That choosy girl, haha. Haha ! Okay, aft that we went to buy food as breakfast is near.

Am i correct as im saying, "breakfast is near" ? Hahah, okay whatever. As long as you

people knows how to explain yourself. Tsktsk.

Andand, mum bought me Nasi Ayam Penyet from the nearest bazaar. Cause,

me and daddy only who was fasting. Yang laen, tidak. Haha !

Yuyunastro dtg mensens and mum idknow what happened to her. Haha !

Aft eating, walk to buy carpet for this raya too. Mum bought, rotan carpet, langsir, and assescories for our door. So, aft all that my friends text me asking me

where am i. Gosh, yesterday i was busy shopping with family.

My hp cant stop the sound of Touch Me. Grr ! They just cant waet uh?! (:

Haha, okay yaya jahat. Umm, aft buy Yuyun's clothes off we went to buy assesscories.

And another one, idknow what mum buy. Then, off we went to daddy's car.

Phew, inside the car i sleep siot. Very tired ! (:

Reached home, help mum and dad bringing the shopping bag to my house.

Then off i went to lepak for while, haha. Buley keh? Haha !

Okay, told mum that im lepaking for while. Mum smile, and then off i went.

Although times struck 940pm. Hahah ! Okay whatever.

Done !

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Pssftt,, later on im out again.

See, how many days im going out. Hais, mum will turn bankrupt.

HAHA ! No larh, just going interview at Far East with Fyfi.

Will meet her at her house then from there took 190.

So, now i wanna mandi. Btway, i'll update proper post next time.

It seems like this post is awful. Bhaha !

Okay, Toodles.

hello you all.

Sorry for not updating my blog larh seh.

Kinda busy with school stuff and home deco.

Oh yeah, diam tak diam darh 5hari berposa. Gerek pah ? Hahaha !

Cool taw, Yaya posa 5day straight. Heee, nak raya siot ! (:

Hahaha, idknow whats happen past few days. Cause, idthink i can

remember. Bhahaha ! Okay shut up. Ummm, yesterday my parents

bought me a nipon paint. I choose light cocao, its like light brown.

Hmmm, what should i eleborate uh? Ohh, this friday will be going out

with CLOWNS maeb. Bhahaha ! Hmmm, okay i should stop here.

I'll update when im free aye, tataa.

Toodles.

so hie.

Today is the first day of Ramadhan, and im so happy !

Damn happy to fasting this year. Umm, this year i would not cut any of my

fasting days. I want it to be full and i want to turn to new things.

As in to throw all the bads and wants the goods.

Thats what i wanted the most when it come to Ramadhan.

I also wanted to cutdown on my Smoking.

Smoking kills me now, bhahaha. I need and have to cut down on my smoking now.

DIET ! OF CAUSE ! Bhahah. Thats what i always do when it come

to Ramadhan again. Heheheh ! Hope, the following day or weeks i want to

buka outside with friends or cousin. Yeah, last year i really cant.

Still haveing probation that time, i was like so. Wth ! Hahah, but now no more okay.

Thanked god this year i can buka outside together and RAYA can go home

late at night. Wow, how i missed those days. Okay whatever.

Umm, should not eleborate much.

Toodles.

eh, hello ! ;D

Umm, im bored currently. Oh yeah,

mum & beargok send me about the Makcik Keropok.

Guess what,

Okay done. Thats the mcg i receive from them.

Bhahaha, when i read i was like. Okay ini sumer karot,

mmng karot. Theres no Makcik Keropok bertaubat ! (:

Hahaha ! Idknow larh wheater if its true or not.

Okay, some text missing.

Arrrrrg, just now i've type longlong. And my internet connection was like shit !

Update again. Bye.

so hie. Today didnt attend school, slept late last night.

Woke up at 10.02am just now, but now already evening ! (:

Woke up by Rasta Bob call me, gosh. You sebok, i wanna sleep siah.

Grrrrr. Okay, well its okay. Umm, time now is already 2.57pm.

Still havent clean myself, oh malas. But later lorh, now raining siah.

Yessah, but raining how am i going to go out? Grrr. Well, i shall stay at home whole day again

like yesterday. Bhahaha ! Well, i should. Today midnight, should wake up early.

Yeaah, tmr already posa. I loike lorh siot ! Bhaha. Tak sbr nak posa plus nak RAYA !

Yeyeaah peeps, cant wait already. And school will end sooner or later, heheh.

Okay, all i wanted it to stick at home siah now. Rain make me felt cold, although

i havent yet clean myself. Butbut, i thought later wanna meet my beloved.

But, takper lorh. His tired after school ends, and off he went to bed with a

beautiful weather. Grrrr, im here rotting at home alone.

Okay nvrmind lorh, i really dont mind staying at home alone.

So now, what should i do? Bathing or continue sleeping? Mmmmmm.

I guess, i shall wait till evening then bath. Okay go ! ; D

Didnt go out what, so later bfr i clean myself as usual ROKOK ! (:

Oh hell yeah, my fucking voice is really soft now. But, throat pain.

I cant speak louder just now, even my mum said the same word as my dad yesterday.

Bhahaha ! You both jahat, they teasing me. Grrr, hahah ! Oh well,

mum's getting okay already with her sickness. I mean, shes unwell. Not any diseases aye.

Dont think wrong peeps. (: So, i will just waiting for my abang coming back home

later on from his NS Camp. I miss abang so much, hehehe.

Should i eleborate further? Or should i just end here? I wanna smoke larh,

and later at 4 i need to wake mum's up. Shes going to work at 5pm, hmmm.

Okay lorh, i 'll guess i stop here. Will post when im free or boring aye?

Dont worry, i'll be back. ; D

Toodles.

gosh, i really cant stand it siot.

My throat was damn pain siah, cant speak louder.

Even my dad cant hear what im saying, he said that am i mumbling alone?

Bahaha, bad siah my dad. Hmmms, takper. ((:

Umm, whole rotting at home was damn bored accually.

But, it makes me relax my legs. Bahaha ! Serious lorh,

everyday went down to slack punyer larh boring tengok muker samer.

Chehbah, sorry guys. Hehehehs ! Okay, i just finish bathing.

Baby waited for me, haha ! Sorry bie. I love to bath and taking my own sweet time.

Hehehe, you people dont know kan? Only he know. Bahaha !

Hmm, bie shhhh taw. Heeee. ((: Hmm, im bored at home now.

I want to go down, but i lazy siah. Wtf, bhahaha.

Errrr, idknow what to eleborate now. But, i wanna blogged ! Grrrr.

Currently msn-ing with my beloved adek angkat, YuyunBarney (!)

Ouch, i miss you so much lil sister. Meet up some day okay? Im waiting for the day to

meet you up. ((: Okay, these week im onDIET. Okay, believe it or not

my weight now it 61.1kg. I was shocked to hear that, grrrr. Okay,

frankly speaking im getting fatter and fatter. Hmmmm, -__-

Okay shut up Yaya. Hmmm, okay i've make up my mind.

Tmr i will not be attending school, cause i felt boring lately going school everyday.

Hahaha, mum knows why. My fat teacher kept nagging nagging like what siah,

then later kena stay-back. Like just now, we disturb Ramlan. The chairman go complain, like what siah that giggs. Bhahaha ! At last, when the teacher say "Okay, 2-1 all must stay-back ! I dont care !" . Bahahah, i was like ohh what so ever fatty. Heeeeh, okay im bad. Really really bad !

Hmmm, what should i do now eh? Reading love novels or sleeping? Grrr, idknow what to do now. Feel like meeting my beloved siah, but its late already. Miss him truck lots siot ! Hmm.

Hell yeah, talking about my weight. If i told my beloved about that, he would said.

"Eee, you gemok !" Hahah, so cute larh he. ((:

I miss seeing he smile and laugh siah, damn shit. Heeee !

Bie ! I rindu you tawu tak bodo ! ; D Sumpah siah, aku rindu kaw.

Hmmm, what should i eleborate now?! Grrrrrr. Fuck siah Yaya, taktawu nak type aper.

Hmm, im running out of words. Ohhh, i almost forgot about this girl whom have the same name as me in the same class too.

Hidayah Remi, shes in school already ! Yeys ! Shes getting fatter, fatter than me siah.

Wtf, iyer lorh. Budak Pertapis siot, tapi BPC. "BODOH PEY CASE" . Bhahah !

Sorry girl, joking sahaje. Umm, yeah now i see her mcm ...

FENEYTIC. Serious shit, FENEYTIC siot tuh minah rep ! ((:

Okay darh, shhhhh. Bye ! Aku nak mcg dgan beloved aku !

Toodles.

so hie you people.

Sorry for not updating these few days, been very busy lately.

Revising and family stuff popping out. Damn busy, serious.

Bhahaha, ohh these week is my comment test week. Hoping that i would pass. ;D

And, these few days also i been sick and weak. Mum passed me the sickness,

hahaha. Tak larh, idknow why im sick. Maeb not enough rest or maeb ... Okay ntg. (:

Hmmm, all papers had taken. Except Science, science is next week. So, for what i know

is tmr i wont want to go school lorh. Im sick siah, cant afford myself to woke up in the morning.

Headache here and there, wtf. Hmmmps. Its so sickening siah. My voice really diffrent,

cant talk abit louder. But can laugh loud, bhahaha. Mepek kan ? Heee, okay i know.

Today, at school was very happening siah. Bhahaha !

Whole class didnt bothered to listen to the teacher teaching,

most of my mates were disturbing one boy named "Ramlan".

You know what, he MELATAH. Wth, very funny siah. I cant stop laughing,

can you people imagine that i laugh out loud with my hands hitting the walls. Hahahah !

Sumpah, damn funny. If i could, i would snap a video. But i really cant, damn funny. Hahah !

Oh this Ramlan is "bapok" in our class. You people cant imagine with his face when he MELATAH. His melatah is like granny siah, bhahaha.

Okay, should not eleborate more about him here. ;D

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I miss someone really badly siah right now.

I miss my ex, ex lover. Muhd Iswandy ): . I miss him so fucking much siah.

Hmmm, hows he eh? I hope his doing fine. And i heard that his sick, hmmmms.

But, no worry. His mcging me now, bhahaha ! Baby, i miss you so much siot !

; D, thanked god you mcg me just now. I miss you badly siah boy.

Baby, meet up soon okay sayang? I miss you ! ):

Toodles.

I borrow malay novels so do Suu. After borrowing, straight went to

Court for our revising.

Slack plus revising, Suuketot was attentive with her work.

I was dreaming away, boring siot.

Plus my stomach empty larh, ahahah. Serious siah, empty rabak.

Then, went to my crib and eat. Suu eat, play my lappy then went home.
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hello hello kamu semua. ((:

Today, mum woke me up at 71oam. She ask me to go have breakfast with her later on.

So, i get up and clean myself. But before bathing, smoking first lor. ;D

Mum saw my smiley, she didnt scold ! Wohho, same goes to my eyebrow piercing.

She told me before, nak tindek jangan sembarang tindek.

Oh, im shooo happy to have a mum like her. Thank you mum,

As usual, oh today daddy didnt work. Idknow why he didnt work today, or maeb he has to attend kenduri at NTI. Later on too, im out with yuyunastro to meet my cousin at Jurong East.

Celebrate her birthday larh kan . ; D

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Reply tagged .

to yuyulSEPEET :

Hahahar, adek its not pain. Skejab jer tindek dier, tuh ponn

you must endure the small pain inside. Cause, if you move the thing will koyak.

((:

eh hello you.

I was out just now to Jurong Point ALONE.

To buy my smiley stud && beloved cousin birthday present.

I do bought my smiley stud, but the present nope.

Most of the present was very EXSPENSIVE.

Serious shit siah, EXSPENSIVE.

So, after that i headed to Nanatotsu crib to borrow Holo-pin.

Then, went to badminton court to buy my ciggerates then went home straight.

Mcg Suuketot told her that i've bought my stud and holo-pin with me.

At 8plus i meet her near her block and then TINDEK ! ((:

Wow, aku darh tindek smiley larh seh. As i said earlier on, i wanted to tindek

on Friday. Yet, it falls today ! Hahaha, happy gee. ; D

Okay whatever. Thanks to Suuketot for the tindek aye.

Kakak, thank you so much. Eheh, takmu jealous-jealous eh dgan dee pey smiley. ;D

Hahaha, btway thanks once again big sister. Sayang kaw ! ;p

Hmmm, okay i should not eleborate more.

Andand, tmr i'll be meeting my cousin from CCK. Yeah, to celebrate YANAA

sweet-17 birthday tmr near her crib. What should i wear for tmr uh ? Hmm.

She said, tmr themes will be black OR pink . Hmmm, let me guess.

I guess i wear black ? OR pink ? Hmm, black will suit me well ; D

Pink its like, keadik-adikkan . Hahahaha ! Okay darh shhhh .

Toodles..

oh hi.

Today didnt attend school, over-slept.

Plus im weak and sick, my body was very light && weak while im standing.

Idknow whats wrong with me nowdays, i felt weird also. Hmmms.

And now, my throat was damn pain. Idknow what to do next, so i drink

pepsi twist. Hahaha, mum scolded me for drinking that drink.

Cause she knows that im sick, sorry mummy. ((:

Just now i woke up at 930am, due to mum voice waking up yuyunASTRO to school.

So, from there i woke up. Andand, voice like ..

Can you imagine when you're having fever or sorethroat and when you wake up,

you voice like ... Hahaha ! Okay, i've imagine it already. Tsktsk.

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Yesterday lepaking with CLOWNS && BB. The boys are playing soccer, while the girls watching.

I mean, Suuketot and me. Ntg better to do, yesterday i didnt talk much. But, laugh much.

Serious, okay this part was really funny. Khai BB heards a dog woofing in the night, same goes to the others. Khai said, " Aik knp dgan anjing nieh ? Mengigao ker? Ohh, dier luper nak cuci kaki depan dier. Dier cumer cuci kaki blkng. Hahaha. " Wtf, damn funny siah him.

You guys mae not laugh when i type here, but when it came to in person you will laugh untill your stomach pain. Serious, believe me. His damn funny yesterday, include Kam Siao.

Hahaha, fun siah them. Hmmm, okay slack with them 'till 10plus to eleven.

I miss them somehow, ((:

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Ohhmg, idknow when can i tindek my smiley. Not in the good mood, but i want siah.

Hmm, but i still havent but the stud. Mum didnt give me money yet, i forgot that i wanted to buy stud rather than ciggerates. Hahaha, stupid siah me. At the same time, i also want ciggerates. Hmmm, whateverwhatever. *stoink face*

Now my stomach full already, maid cooked ayam rendang. Sedaaaaaaaaaaaaap larh seh. ((:

Thumbs upp people, ((: .

Okay larh, aku nak isap rkk nieh. && nak off laptop .

Toodles.

hi once again. Nothing better to do at home today.

I have nothing to do only staring at my walls and playing my laptop here.

I got myself Texas Menthol just now, i didnt used to smoke Menthol accually.

But, have to. Cause Marlboro hawt was damn fucking awful.

Idknow which country it came, but this Marlboro makes me wanna vomit.

I have to buy Menthol lorh, hais. But, always i have a heart to give my abang few.

Cause, nowdays his out of $$ and always share ciggerates with me.

This abang was great, i love abang aku. ((:

Past, he scolded me for smoking. But, after that he was like.

Argg, pape larh Yaya. Hahaha, sorry abang. So, from there we share the ciggerates together.

Umm, okay i bloghopped to this girl blog. Idknow if she refering to me or not,

i dont terase. But, the thing is ... Okay whatever.

I dont quite sure if later at night im going to lepak with CLOWNS or not.

Maeb yes, and maeb no. But, im sick. Its like, very lazy to lepak nowdays.

I really wanted to cutdown my lepakings with the CLOWNS.

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Okay, i should not talk about my friends' already. For all i wanted now is to lead my own road,

as im doing now. Im kinda happy with my life right now, not so much trouble and etc.

I wish i could not do the past mistakes, grrrr. Im so stupid, betol tak?

Kluar masok Girls Home, like what siah. Merepek siot budak dalam, mcm like okay like DURRH.

Senang katerh, they are like wild. Tak kenang budi siot, very damn rude.

Play people parents name and etc, i cannot tahan siah with them inside.

Exspecially the Admission girls, but i have to endure while im inside.

I miss my friends, loveones and family while im inside.

I learned my mistakes already, and i wont want it to happened anymore this time.

Parents didnt tell my Nenek that im inside the stupid Home. Or else she will get heart-attacked.

Parents have to lie, said that im away for camp. I pity my nenek now, shes sick and stroke since last December. Nenek, get well soon. Yaya wanna see you walk again next time, ):

Oh yarh, i have a lot of friends inside the Home. They are cool siah people, we are like one families already. Hahah, but our personal probs wont tell out to them. It wont be nice if they know about our personal things, you people should know their mouth like what kan? ((:

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Okay, i really have to help my adek angkat editting the templete now.

Kinda busy already, this lil girl love to see me being busy.

Hahaha, adek Iqah kejab okay? Akak doing my things first then yours.

Busybusybusy~ ((:

hellohello you guys. I just reached home siah.

Wtf, i forgot that today had to stay 'till 3plus siah.

Had a test just now. The test was damn easy-pessy ! ((:

Umm, lets talk about school today.

Today school was normal as always, thought after school wanted to go Jurong Point to buy smiley stud. But, i really had to attend this stupid test immediately siah. Grrr (!)

Idknow if later im going JP to buy smiley stud or not. Im lazy to go out already, hais.

But, i thought tmr wanna pierce. But, argg i really dknow siah.

Okay, should not talk about that anymore.

Today, im not feeling quite well larh seh. My body weak, and i lost my voice.

I got pain here and there, sorethroat too. What should i do now?

I hate it when it came to sick. Seriously (!)

Accually today nothing interesting, but i really damn bored.

I wanna ciggerate bud ! Hmmms, mum just left to work.

I have no ciggerates with me, i wanna buy later on.

KETAGIH SIOT (!) ((:

Okay larh, will update later or sooner when im bored or blablah.

Toodles peeps.

Happy Advance Beloved Cousin.

YANAAAAAA (!)

Wwawawa, dah nak turn sweet-17 seh dier.

Hahar, hopefully you pass your exam aye sedare?

Ilysm !

Ohhhh (!) aku nak tindek Smiley larh pulak.

Hahar, Nanatotsu sudah ditindek oleh Chakboy.

Grrr, geram jer aku tngok. Aku jealous, Hahar (!)

Okayokay, i will one day. These coming friday maeb i pierce.

I wanted too siot, ((:

Darh pernah tindek bibir, lidah && eyebrow.

And now, i want Smiley (!) .

For sure lawarh, tsktsk.

Chakboy, tindekkan Akak on Friday (!)

Thanks you.

eh hello guys.

I've just reached home now.

Today school ends at 2pm, due to Adventure Learning.

Today school was normal as usual, but i cant concerntrade on something.

Its diffrent and totally diffrent for me. I saw him at school, how cute he was today with his Dickies school bag. ((:

Jyeah, im happy to heard that his attached to that mulot keychio. Lustlong budds !

Umm, today i was weak accually. Didnt concerntrade in any of the lessons today.

But only Maths lessons i was listening attentively to my teacher. Today maths was very fun,

and enjoyable. I love it ! Heeees. Okay, during maths i was like what siah.

My teacher was shocked in sudden seeing me paying attention. Haha, good per. *tongues out*

Hmm, i dont know what to eleborate now. Hmm, oh yeah now i rmbr.

Today, Shantini treat me food during recess. Cause, im out of money today. ((:

Thank you Shantini, ohh yarh i forgot. Yesterday she send me home,

how kind is her. From school till reaching my home, we were kept saying the

"LOL" word. Hahaha ! Damn funny siah. Okay shut up now.

Hmm, i guess today i will be staying at home. I wont want to lepak for today,

cause im too tired. And my body achiing. Grrr.

Ohh, after adventure learning met Suuketot nearby her school.

Then slack for while ajer, then off i went home. Shes meeting her mum.

AND NOW IM HUNGRY ! hahaah !

Okay bye, aku nak makan !

oh hello people. Sorry for the inconvience caused.

My blog was all co-curpt. Hahah, sorry once again.

So, im done editting all sorts of mess. Kept searching for new blogskins, it took me nearly

half and hour siah. Wtf, grrrr. Hahah, okay whatever.

Oh okay, i want to insert few things here peeps.

I hate some Shuqunites, yeah true. Wth, this girl (insertyourname)

said to me "Eh, takmu nak step jambu uhh." And i was like, wtf. I didnt even say any single word

about them siah. Merepek kan? Oh, and she kept staring at me while im eating with friends.

Wtf, eh girl im not the type of girl whom want to act prettay siah. You ownself look in the

mirror okay? See whose the prettay one. Please uh, hate hearing all sorts of fucking words.

Im feddup already, dont think that you're upper sec and im "SOOOO" scared of you.

Puhlease uh girl, have an ORIGINALLITY larh siah. Stop talking about peoples face or etc.

You, yourself are crappy siah. Dont think that im too coward to talk back okay girl.

Be kind to me, and i'll more kind to you. Im not the type of minahreps like you okay?

Im just me, leading a beautiful path and on my own road. I didnt even touch yours nor others.

Please have the face to shut up your bloody smelly mouth, i hate it siah.

People like you, should die more faster okay. Im happy, ;D

Yeah, and one more thing. At school i dont look nor act prettay okay.

Im just being natural and not putting up any makeups like you and your gangs.

I dont care if at school im looking like what, i know what to do with my face okay.

So, dont need to worry about mines. Thank you, and i hate people like you.

You're such an arrogant and irritaing one. Please get it done okay girl, cause when i look at you.

I laugh, you're acting prettay in school and wanted boys to fall for you? Ouh puhlease.

Stop disturbing my beloved, you HATE Technical right? So, back off.

Hate people hating or looked down on NT's, dont think that NT's are stupid.

And dont think that NA's are smarter, bull-shit. Thats what i will say, haha.

Ohh, i wont mention you name here. Cause i wont want to, be confidential aye.

Arrrg, they kept irritates me siah. Wtf, i wanna smack their face somehow.

Grrrr, please get out of this school ASAP. I wont want to see your fugly faces anymore here.

Stop playing game with me, your staring wont make me felt bored. Cause you, your the one

whom the "MEREPEK-NESS EVER" in Shuqun Secondary School. ((:

And i do have my own style in and out of school. In school, i do look weird or something.

But outside, i dont. I know how to make myself prettae, so dont bother to say anymore words

to me now. I know what im doing, and i didnt even interfere in any of your ways okay girl?

So, bare with it. You take your own road, i take mine.

Idiotic person (!)

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Heyys, im bored now. After editting my Blogskins, i wanna slack with CLOWNS right now.

Cause, im really bored to the core. Hahaha !

Okay then, will update somehow when im free.

Kinda busy lately with school stuff and families.

Toodles peeps, love yarh.

so hello, im back.

Yesterday was my tiring day okay. Lots of people i saw here and there.

So, firstly Happy Belated 44th Birthday Singapore. Singapore birthday is the same age as my

Daddy. Hahar, ((: And for now, i cannot bluetooth any of my pictures into my laptop.

So, for now i cannot upload any pictures for today. Im sorry people.

And i idk whats wrong with that, grrrr. Im so proud to be a Singaporean.

Singapore is a small world but many races and religion around me.

Oh, yesterday was out with some of the CLOWNS to Esp/Marina.

Wont mention their names here, but they know who they are.

Hmm, reached City Hall .. Ohmg. At the platform aleady packed siah.

Out from the platform saw my cousin, Kak Lala with her bf.

And thought of meeting my other cousin too, but cannot get through.

It was packed and how to meet siah, betol tak? I miss my closest cousin siah. Hais. ):

Minahs and Mats alot at there, ahahar. So, from there we waited for Danniel.

He was damn late siah, aiyoyo. Waited for him quite long, so off we went.

Towards memo we walked, already packed. Many people are pushing here and there, wtf.

Okay, i must endure. Cause, its National Day. ((: By the time, we were all hungry.

Yes, we're all hungry. So, we walked underground towards Marina.

Okay, after we reached Marina went to Long John to eat. Long John was packed too,

people busy eating and chit-chatting. While we were waiting for them to finish up their food.

They take their own sweet-time siah, kurang ajar betol. Okay, Amm already mad with one of

the chinese boys. Kiwak, step feneyy siot. Hahahr, biase larh CHINONEH.

So, behind them was an empty seat. Off we sat and we ordered our food.

Didnt take much time to order and eat. After eating, idk where we went to.

Cause i already forgot. Hahahr, sorry people. Hmm, for all i rmbr is we went to Marina

Mc Donald and seat there. Met my schoolmates and sat with them lorh.

Haha, met my daughter. Rara Star (!) Awww, i miss her. Andand, pity NanaTotSu.

She lost her phone at Jurong East Interchange. Gosh, damn careless you lil sister.

Andand, i didnt saw my Beloved. Sobsob. ):

Umm, saw many of of old friend and mates. Ohh, miss them so much siah.

Okay, from there Suuketot meet her ex. And i was with them, alone girl.

But its okay for me, her ex didnt see her for quite some times. So, its okay lor. ((:

Oh, almost forgotten about the fire-works. Gosh, the fire-workss was so ENCHANTING (!)

The sound and the people shouting makes me smile wide, but it was irritating though.

Hahaha ! But the fire-works was wonderful siah. Ohhmg, i wanted to take a video but cannot see. People busy pushing and shouting seeing the fire-works. Like i said, endure. ; D

Hmm, after that off we went home. But in seperate ways, the boys left me and Danniel behind.

Suuketot was with her ex and friends. Hmm, so i and Danniel took train home.

He accompanied me home, cause im scared going home late at night.

You people sould know why, im scared of the "Makcik Keropok" ; DD

Thats why, hahaha. After the news im already .. ohmg.

Okay, reached Jurong East took 99 and headed to Court. I was thirsty, so i ask Danniel to

treat me a drink. My throat was dry after smoking so much. Thanks Danniel for the treat, thank you thank you ! ((: Hmmm, and off i went home alone.

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Ohmg, i forgot to post about past 2days ago at first, ahahar.

But nevermind now i will update lorh. Dont worry people ! ((:

Umm, what i rmbr is on Saturday went to Town to buy tops for yesterday outing.

Searching, searching punyer larh searching. Tak jmp, so hungry kan.. Go eat at Mc Donald lorh.

Hmm, after eating.. when to this ******* ( i bet suuketot knows what i mean) to look for the jacket. Oh, didnt find one. Then, we again went in to search for the last time.

Gosh, saw it and it cost $$$ okay you people must now know.

Eh, cheybah. It cost $32.90, wasn't that cheap? But, i short of $1.40.

That day i only bring 50bucks, cause i know it would be cheap and need not to bring alot of

money right? ahas. Money not enough, cause after eating kan . hais.

Thanks to Suuketot, whom adding up the money for me. Thank you sister ! (:

Hmmm, after buying that. Quickly went home by train to Court, then slack took picture and

home sweet home.

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Hmm, so you've already read my yesterday post uh?

Okay good. Hmm, i didnt pick a fight okay friend.

But, you're like teasing me and her siah by saying that. Hmm, okay whatever.

I wont insert the prob here anymore. Cause, it would make my blog messy okay.

I wont want it to happend somehow, but rmbr uh i dont like people look down on us.

Like i said, what we want is what we're craving together for.

I wont want to be a bad girl as you think, imma good good girl. ((:

I have no time to face the music, cause if i have i will be wasting my time.

Talk face to face? Ferm tak ferm ? What if one of us didnt happy or something, then up to quarrelling then .. blahblah. I dont want to okay friend, so what will it end is.

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

so hello. for now i wont do any post about yesterday outing.

due for some reason. Ohh umm, firstly i have to say.

Tell you first, i start when only people starts.

I dont fought with a friend if they didnt start first, ((:

Okay whatever. Friend, you dont know me well enough like S** do.

She really understood well my manners, my rudeness & everything bad.

But why is she still being with me? I bet you cause i have the reason why.

Sorry if the harsh words hurts you. But, at the same time i was mad at my MSN friend.

So, from there my mood lost. Get it? I dont wanna pick a fight, cause for all i treat you is like

my own big sister like her. Why must i always fought with 16 an above ages uh?

So like what siah. Hais, im just fifteen. Hmmmms. I mae be bad and i mae be good,

you mae not know whom i am accually. You dont know me well enough friend, thats why

you would say all the words. I dont care, cause you dont know me kan. So, for all i wanted is to tell you. I dont like to fight nor quarrell in any how. Yes aku terase, sbb after kaw end conversation dgan aku kaw letak pat kaw pey PM. On the dot, kaw mcm nak menghine aku dgan dier siot. On the dot kaw tnyr aku pasal jacket itu, and after the conversation end. You already typed it there. As if you want to know too, i and her have our OWN orignallity.

We dont copy-cat others anyhow friend, what we craving for is what we waited for.

We both have the same type of what we want. We're like sisters, though we sometimes fought badly. But we still standing tall. Okay, its up to you what you wanna say next.

Like i said, you dont know me well enough like she does. You mae kutok me anyhow, but i have to accept. Iyer larh, yang tua buley what aper kan dgan yang muda.

I almost forgot about the "fat" thingy. Hahahr, ouhs so you cant accept lor that i say that to you? But you have to know, doesnt mean didnt eat and save money bermakne yang kaw tuh kurus. And i didnt even say myself that im skinny or etc. I know who i am okay friend.

Andand, thank you for saying that im fat. I know im the one, so what else do you wanna say?

I'll be waiting, and i dont have to be mad of. Cause, i've stated here many times.

Thats the main reason. ((: You mae not know who i am all these while,

but she only knows what character am i. I speak no evil already,

so lets stop. It wont be nice if readers are reading it and we're quarrelling.

It was like, bull-shit. I dont care what people gonna say ehh, they dont know whats happening.

Okay, i should say this. I wont want to meet and settled, cause i got do so.

And it came fighting and quarrelling in person, so what for? Dont force me if i dont want too.

Dont drag her in our probs. But maeb you dont know her well too.

You must know our character deeply. For now, you dont need to know about us anymore.

What? You said that you're not minah? Sure or not eh?

Carer kaw mcg aku, dah mcm minahrep siot. Sumpah, aku tak tipu.

Kaw peg bacer balek, and tngk pat cermin jugak yang kaw nieh GEMOK ataw KURUS.

Aku taknak ckp pape, aku cumer letak GEMOK ataw KURUS jerk ehh.

Dont think negatively, ((:

Well, i should not eleborate much. Cause, people dont understand why.

Lastly, I DONT PICK A FIGHT OKAY.

CAKAP SINIEH ABES SINIEH. Thats it !

Okay dah, Bye.

When the night is out, went home quickly.

Cause, brother kept texting me inside train. And it was irritating though.

People kept looking at me, i mean not me. But my Shirt, wtf. Kept looking non-stop siah them.

Damn irritating. So, when i've reached Jurong East took 98 to Court to meet others.

Daddy bought me this Shirt last Sunday. Okay whatever lor.

Ohh umm, slack with them for while. Then went home, damn tored siah me yesterday.

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Farah Jepon (!)

Oh yar, i almost forgot about this Jepon girl.

I miss her damn damn fucking much, shes my primary school best pal.

Me and Fyfi met her at Redhill, of cause to meet her lor. Missing her for few years back,

and thanked god we've contacted each other again ! Woohohhooo !

Ummummm, slack at her homies. Met her siblings and mother, ohh miss thhem.

Oh yar, idk how they still can rmbr me as "Hidayah Sanusi".

Hahahr, still rmbr siah. Although few years didnt contact nor saw outside.

But they still rmbr me, ((: . Bangge siah aku ! Cheybah, taklaaa.
And will meet her near my house when her next home-leave yeah.

Farah Jepon, i miss you larh sei. Meet up soon or sooner aye best pal ! ((:

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Ohh and today, will be going out with Suuketot and others to Town.

I wanna buy this jacket. But idk where siah, ahahr. Thought Suuketot alone

wanna accompany me. But the others also wanted to tagged along. Its okay for me, cause the more they follow the merrier we are. Betol tak nieh ? HAHAAH. Aku taktawu. ; D

Hais, LAME-SHIT SIAH YOU.

Sorry didnt update post these few days. Been busy lately, school stuff and etc.

Miss beloved ! ): Okay whatever. Cannot contact him for now, pprd low siah.

Grrr, like shit ass. Daddy didnt give my top up card yet, hmmms.

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Yesteday night i read her post. Okay whatever, i pretend that i cant see anything there.

Hahaha ! Serious shit, i pretend i didnt read that post. I dont wanna FIGHT too.

But, who starts first? If you already know that if you took picture together with him,

and i would scold. Then why STILL?! Get that on mind larh girl. Think, okay?

You like when your bf, i took the picture same as what you took with my bf?

You think that i would accept and you think that you would accept too?

Think twice larh girl, i wont want to talk about it anymore okay?

Get that on your mind. Ohh, surely i will tell him that dont ask you out anymore.

As you say so kan? Okay, good lor. I will, DONT WORRY GIRL.

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Now, i still havent mandi yet. Didnt attend school today, boring.

Celebrates National Day? Ouh puhlease. Stayed at home more good, haha !

2hrs only at school, more better sleep at home siah. Hahaha (!)

Currently chatting with KiddySayang. ((:

Get your leg well soon love, ((: .

Ohh umm, i really wanted to say this.

"YAYAASTRO" TO "YAYATORRES"

I've just got back from school here. Met beloved in the morning near the school there. I miss him so much, that i couldn't stand my tears. Tears wanted to fall when he look at my eye, i miss his precious smile. Baby, how i wish i could hug and say sorry to you my dear. On behalf, im wrong.

But, i shouldn't have to be emo this much. I love you, still. In school today, i really cant concerntrade much. My mind was somewhere else, and i dont know why. I got headache after recess, and i was accompanied by my chinese friend to class. How weak am i today, gosh. Teacher said that i think too much already. They ask me to go home and rest, but i insist. I wont want to go home alone just like that. I would miss him much, hais. And today, i get back my old friend Nanatoksu and others. We didnt fought accually, but it was just misunderstanding. I wont want them to help me with my problems. They always solve my problems together, cause they know im weak in person to do alone. So, for what can i do is to be alone and independent without them helping me out. And now my head pain, still. Gosh, please i dont want to think too much already. All i wanted is to focuss on my studies and passed my exams. Babylove, im sorry once again. I know i would not being harsh to you that day, but i really cant control after what i saw at her blog. You told me that you're out with Pandan's friend, but what i read from her blog is you whom mcg her. Wtf bie, why behaving like this? You told me diffrent stories, they told me diffrent stories. Which one should i believe my dear? Hais, whatever it is. We're back to normal, but i still weak. Really really really weak, i told myself that should i end up my life this way? You scold me when i said that everytime. I wont want it to happened anyway, but its fated. Okay whatever it is, im already okay with you my dear. Thanks for your concern towards me this while, i appriciate it alot. Whatever larh girl, talk all you want but my skin is really thick. *bluek*. To my baby, dear you need not to care about me somehow now. I can took care of myself already, i've grown up and im fifteen already. I know how to took care of myself, and you too dont think too much already. Past is past, let it be. I dont wanna fought with anyone now, but they make me to. Okay whatever it is, its already past. I wont want to eleborate more about it. For what i want now is, to thanked my beloved. Hubby, thank you for looking after me aye? I love you. I hope you understand what i meant dearest. Hope this friday, you will read my blog.

You were there to light my day, You were there to guide me through.

Everyday i'll never stop and on i'll never stop thinking of you.

How can i forget all that, You're the one who make me smile.

You always be apart of me, How i wish you were still mine.

Never will forget the day, How we've met and came this far.

Eventhough we got this feeling, But somehow we has to end up here.

No its not me who say goodbye, Thats the harders thing to do.

Because you mean so much to me, And thats the truth from me to you.

For all the things i've done and say, For all the hurts that i've cause you.

I hope you will forgive me baby, Cause that wasn't what i meant to do.

You were there to light my day, You were there to guide me through.

Didnt go to school today, im still weak like yesterday.

I dont need any rescue and pityness for me, cause this is life.

Life is alwaays like this, like i said the world already upside down.

I wont want it to happened some how, the news came down to tell me..

How i wish i could be deaf, as in i wont want to hear any of it anymore.

I couldn't control my tears anymore, it seems my heart already hurt damn hurt.

It wasn't once and it wasn't twice, it continues many times. Im just not in a good time to

build new love now days. It will make me felt uneasy and dont have any confidence.

After what all shit i've heard, my ear already wanted to pilled off.

I told myself, i have to be strong no matter what. But, i cant control my tears.

I wont eleborate more for today. After i received "her" mcg, i felt like arrrrgg.

Okay whatever lor, whatever you like. How dare she call my beloved, "jantan"

peh kurang ajar per siah nie ponpan. Like durrrrh siot prangai, ahahas.

Okay, like i said im still weak. I wont want to hear anything anymore ! Arrrrg.

Okay i have to shut up, im hungry now. I wanna eat and then go bath.

Eh i should not insert here name here siah, nnt what menyemak. Gahgah~

Toodles.

I should not say hello for now. My heart damn hurt lots, damn heart. It seem i know something bad would happened to me. Yes i do, its true. My heart stated the fact that something had happened. Bie, i've heard it. It seems someone likes you now, and my heart shattered deeply when i heard about the news. You nearly make me wanna end up something already. I miss you badly now, yet what i've heard is a very hard thing. Babe, thanks for telling all this. If not, i would not know. I love him, still. But, i cant accept him first for now. I really wanted to cry now, but i should be strong right? As i already told myself that im moving on. But, i really dont have self-confidence for now. Im becoming weak to weaker, love really make me wanna ended up life. I can still move on, but for this i couldn't. Baby, maeb you dont know how i felt.. Thought you would share everything to me when something popping out. I really thought of that bie. I thought you've already changed, but it seems you're not my beloved. You wanted me to be with you eventhough we've break up, but what i get now? What i get? This is the present that you gave to me now uh? And now, im currently mcging with you. And my tears fall, i really cannot control anymore. How could she said that huh? Why must it be you? Why wouldn't other or someone else? Im sick already beloved, i really cant be myself anymore from now onwards. I shouldn't have mad at you already, and i didnt now. I control my anger in anyways, it is because i love you. You didnt know how much i love you, i love you from the bottom of my heart. Maeb, i wont accept any other of my ex except you. I promise that already baby, you really make my tears fall right now infront of my mother. If i told this to mum, would you think she would shut her mouth? Ohh my, how can this happened? Why must you keep on silent when this popping out uh baby? Like i said, i miss the old you. But you never listen. I wanna die can? Hope you understand why. Everytime i said that i wanna suicide, you scold me. And say dont say this laa that laaa. But now, should i move on or to end up life? I cannot force myself for loving other boys, and have to be honest now i love you so much already. But, i dont wanna tell you first. Cause for all i know is that you havent changed. Dont blame me if i drink alot or take all the stupid stuff. I cannot do anything else, except that. Why must you kept this from me? I miss the old you, really ! Ohmg, please please please ! How i wish you were still mine now. Hais, maeb i have to let you go on with her. Should i or should not? Cause, she had confront and told you that she's in-love with sec3 NT boy. Who else uh? Who else does she close to? Oh, you're her best pal kan? Ouhh yar, i forgot. But its okay for me, i wont stop you of making friends with girls. Baby, i think i should let go of you. What i mean is, to forget you though were only ex. If only she's yours, *hais*. Congrats baby. Hope you will get her, cause she's in-love with you. Like i said, i really really really hate a girl like that. I know she got back-stabb me. I just kept quiet, she thinks shes pretty? Fucking shit uh, crossed over my dead body uh girl. Oh well, what you gonna say next its your problem. I wont hesitate people like you, whom love to snatch other lover. Ohh sorry, im not his lover. But im his ex lover, get that girl. As i already told him to read this post as soon as possible. I hope, his reading it later on. Baby, all i wanted from you is your sincerity in love. Not others, but because of something we would always fought and quarrell. From now onwards bie, i wont be contacting you can? Cause, i wont want to hurt my heart and myself already. I've enough of all this, i want to make myself feel good and free stress. You insert more and more of my stress already my sweetheart, trust me one day you will forget me and be with her. I hope she would took good care of you for me. Baby, i love you from the bottom of my heart. Cause, in my heart theres only you in there. One last thing, I LOVE YOU FOR ALL MY LIFE. If i die, i want you to fullfill my wish that i've said to you past few weeks ago. And maeb, i wont be posting happy happy post anymore. I felt sick and im weak now, hope he understand what i've said. Gtg, toodles. *sobsob*

Hello people (!)

Currently at computer lab now, having my CPA lesson here.

I just finish my survey already. Damn bored so, i guess to eleborate some.

Oh umm, sorry for not updating yesterdays and yesterday post.

I was damn busy lor people, so will replied your tag and will update my blog later

when i reached home. Ohh, i miss Iswandy so much (!) Sobs.

Umm, finish it baby ! Meet up soon love. Tkcr sayang. -__-

Toodles.