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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 - 7:09 PM
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAR.

Bf, our 9month anni is on the wae !
Weee, i love you bf. Lustlong taw, mesti punyer kene lustlong!
Hahahaa, bf i really hearts you alone.
Thanks for everything. We've gone through ups and downs together. Although, we keep break and patch. And now, this time we wont. Alalala, sweet kan ?? Hahahah, lame.
Okay bf, Yayaastro sayaaang sama Acek soraaang.
Boyfriend, I love you once more.


- 6:41 PM
I miss them okay.

Ouh, i miss them.
Didnt meet them at school today.
Miss them manymany,
they are my sunshines.
Hell yeah, they are.
They make me happy like hell.
They make my day very special.
To Baby Japon, Mummy sayaang kaw.
To Rarastar, Mummy also sayaaang kaw.
And to NanaToksu,
Akaaak sayaaang adek jugaak laar kan.
You all are my bestest buddy-pal.
Appriciate it alot babe.
They will be there when i need them.
They are precious.
Now, Miaaa is out of my list.
So, Miaaa you get lost from our list okay?
Idioooooot.
Fuck you okay girl.
We hate you the most,
you like to makeup stories and ruin our relationships.
Please go away from us, dont be too nice to us anymore.
Cause, we dont need your pitiness.
Need not too.
So, please go.
I hate you.


- 11:46 AM
Go home and sleeeep okay? (:



Yesterday i was a bit insane.
My eye was all pain.
Veryvery pain.
Eye-back was big and swallon.
Didnt attend school today.
Was late with Danniel,
so decided to go home.
In the bus, saw Akam.
He was late too, so together didnt attend school and go home.
My stomach pain, need to go washroom.
But, the toilet near the school was dirty.
EEEEE.
Okay, I was tired and sleepy too.
Yesterday didnt get enough time to sleep.
I was like, arg.
Okay, back to the point.
Call my mum and told her i was going home.
Because im late for school.
And she said, Okay.
I went back with them again.
Reach court traffic light, i seperate with them.
Going toilet as usual.
After that, go home laaar.
Change clothes, and then sleep.
Wake up at 11.30am, hhehehe.
Tired3.
I miss my Bf, had mcg him earlier on that i wanna go home.
And he ask me to get sum rest, he said that he know that yesterday i was damn angry.
He tried to calm me down, but i was like....
Hahahah.
Thanks bf.
Okay, tc.


Monday, March 30, 2009 - 9:10 PM
STILL.

OUH CHITOT. I HATE HER TRUCKLOT.
CONFISCATED MY




No mood now and then,
crycrycry.
Okay, little baby.
I was not only mad about that.
Ader laaaa, feelings kept cuming back.
I hate it, it ruin my life.
I cannot be as normal and active like before.
Im sorry.
I need time to be okay.
It just that, I dont feel any of Love from you all.

I HATE HIM..
DARES TO TAKE REVENGE.
ITS NOT FAIR.
I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME AS.
IM NO ONE, TAKENOTE.

MUM AND DAD, YOU BOTH SUCK!
I WONT ADMIT THAT YOU BOTH ARE MY LOVEONES!
I HATE YOU BOTH!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
NOBODY LOVES ME!
I DONT NEED ANYBODY IN MY LIFE!
LET ME DIE AND GO FARFAR AWAY!
ITS GOOD FOR YOU PEOPLE,
THAT I WONT BE DISTURBING YOUR LIFE.
BF, PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME.
NOW, DONT BOTHER ANYMORE.
CAUSE, I DONT NEED YOUR PITINESS FOR ME.
ITS NO USE.
AS LONG AS IM STILL ALIVE,
NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS.
NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FELT NOW.
I HATE YOU EX BF!
YOU MAKE MY LIFE UPSIDE DOWN!
PEOPLE, DONT BOTHER ABOUT ME NOW!
IM NO ONE AND IM A STRANGER IN YOUR LIFE!
AND BF, YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FELT NOW OKAY!
PLEASE UNDERSTAND LAAAA BODOW!
CHEEEEEEBAAAAAAAAAAAAI!
EH PEOPLE, LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY!
DONT EVER BOTHER ABOUT ME.
LET ME GO FARFAR AWAY FROM MY LOVESONES!
NO ONE CARES ANYWAY.
I DONT FEEL ANY LOVES FROM YOU PEOPLE.
EGOOOOOOOOOOO!
EX BF, HOPE YOU WILL REALISED EVERY SINGLE THING.
IDIOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!



Sunday, March 29, 2009 - 11:15 PM
Okay, my dream ! Hah.

Craving, Craving, Craving !



- 10:27 PM
FUCKING AND CHEBAI DAY TODAY.

Mcg bf as per normal, and pprd low. I dont care if my pprd low of mcging bf.
Cause, i miss him trucklot.
Okay, fought with my parents. They sucks! I hate them soo much.
That maid must beware. I HATE HER SOO MUCH OKAY!
MY MAID IS LIKE NABEY-CHAKK-TENGTENG! PEEEY PUKKK.
Okay, we'll see who will win in the end okay bodo.
Kaw piker kaw mnr pey hotstuff sial pt dalaaam rumaaah aku? Makkaw pey tempek eh minah.
Kaw beware uh siol, sundal.
Eh, pasal kaw laaa eh aku kene maraaah dgn dorang due. Kiwok, gereaaaam geee.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
KIMAK, AKUH TAKDE MOOD SIOL NARRRYY.
STAKAT PASAL HDP PON NAK GDO.
KONTOL SIAL, CHEBAI.
EH KAW PIKER HDP KAW MNR PEY MAHAL SIAL.
EH, AKUH CKAP PAKI BULU KAKI AKUH PON AKUH MMPU BELI LAAA SIOL.
PUKEEEMAK PEY PONPAN.
SUNDAL.
Okay, stop talking about that.
Irritated to the core.
Okay, i want to make myself free on
11 APRIL 2009.
Nak pegy Jurong Point nak ngoook DanceCrew.
COOL! Hahah.
'Till here then, tc people.


Friday, March 27, 2009 - 10:28 PM
Its Raining- its raining.

Okay, its raining! Tdo cenperm sedap eh? HAHAHAHA !
Okay laaah, my adek dah bising.
GTG.


- 4:44 PM
Bf, i miss you.

Bf, i just miss you so much.
How i wish that i could be with you everywhere.
People dont understand how i felt sad and happy with you around.
Cause, they dont know you.
Its been long since we didnt snap photos.
We've been busy with family and school stuff.
It just that my mind kept thinking of you bf.
Where are you?
I miss you, as stated.
I dont wish to be lonely now,
but you left me alone
at home for not mcgging me.You told me to mcg you when im out of school just now,
and ive done what you've told me.
Yet, you didnt reply my mcg.
Twice.
I was sad, dont know what to do.
I do felt useless sumtimes.
Behaving this way makes me mad.
Nobody understand thats.
Bf, i just want you to realised what mistakes you had done.
I cannot forget about you baby.
You're just my star.
Bf,






- 1:37 PM
....



Today was tiring day for me, dont have enough sleep.
Hais, okay whatever.
Bf didnt cum to school again. I was alone.
Okay, not much stories today.
MT teacher didnt cum, so have fun uh in the malay class.
Okay, we gossips about this girl. She said that she desprate for boys, oh my god.
Very desprate, i felt irritated.
The girl was my own daugther. Awww, what ive heard about her is more than enough.
Cant believe siot. Okay, embarrased.
Okay laaah, i want to sleep. Penaaaaaaat ! Hah.
Takecare.

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Thursday, March 26, 2009 - 8:40 PM
4th day of school.

Nothing is interesting today.
Bf didnt cum to school today, again go alone.
English was bored,, so take sum picture with Raraa.
And had cut my frindge just now.
Okay, will update the photo soon.
Takecare.

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 - 10:01 PM

Bf, i miss you.
Takenote.

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- 9:28 PM
3rd day of school.

As usual, in the morning bf fatch me from bustop.
Oh, i miss you bf. Okay, just now i was late. So, bf was unhappy with me.
But its okay, suddenly rase mcm nak terkentot. Hhaha! Told bf, he said that kentot ajer laa.
Hahaha! Serious, that morning stomachache siot.
And, during school hour was okay. But, abit sueh.
Kept kena caught short skirt bt DM, stupid.
Okay whatever. After school, have adventure learning as usual on every Wednesday.
But today, we have Archery. It was fun shooting at the bulls eye, i score 2.
Heh! Happy dok. And-and, after adventure learning Fyfi waited for me at school canteen with Huda. Then proceed to Masjid padang to watch inter-class soccer game.
Bf played. Danniel was like what siak just now, hohoh!
Okayokay, cut it short.
Bf said, dierh mcm takder confident when im there for him. Aperh sahaje eh dier, hohoh.
Andand, i watch bf play. Wtf, dierh tendang bola ker tendang wind? Hahaha !
Bf, bf.. aoerh nak jady niek? Malu seh aakuh. Hahahah! Okay, after all that go home.
Before that, meet kak suu at jurong poly. She's with her gfs.
Okay done uh, mls nak type lagy. Heh, takecare.

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 - 9:49 PM
Sutra-sutra-sutra !

Kak, you jambu and sexy laaa seh.
Junaidah Suhaimi.
Hahah, i saw your photo at Sutra Magazine just only.
I saw your face, it was diff when you with that make-up.
Very enchanting, i love it.
Where ever you go, always put on that eye-liner.
Hahah, now more preetier than before.
Heh, serious.
Mamaaa yang bilang adek about your photo,
never expect that you be modal.
Heh, after all the sadnesss.
HAIS.
But, im still happy for you.
You're strong, but it was pain inside.
I know kak, i do understand your feelings.
Never in mylife i found a best Kakak like you of being so good to my family.
And its you, Junaidah Suhaimi.
Kak, i will miss you forever.
Cause, you're not with Abang anymore.
Reaching to 4 years relationships this year and yet break up.
Pity you, seriously.
Adeeek will lend my listening ear to your say about Abang.
But, im really sorry behalf of Abang.
You sarcrifise alot for him, yet he didnt appriciate it.
Kak Idah, adek love you so much.
Anything, text adek.
And-and, i want to go out with you!
I wanted to
spend time with you! Sobs.
Okay, till here then.
But wait, people do buy Sutra Magazine okay?
Kak Junaidah Suhaimi is the Modal for this Month.
Takecare Kak Idah! Sobs.

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- 3:38 PM
Happy bdae to Mun, Happy anni you both !


To LanCHIKANO and SuuKETOT!
Lustlong okay sweetheart.
Love you.


AND TO MUNKECHIKO,


Yayaastro sayaang samaa Mun.
Moga panjang umor yer?
And takmu naughty2.
Hohoh.


Sorry, no picture of mun taken with me.:)


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- 3:16 PM
Bf, kaw rabaak eh? Hais.

Bf, you left me walking alone to school today. Sobs.
You said, that you willing to wait for me at the bustop. But where are you?
Ive waited for you nearly to the first bell. I was tired, and yet you didnt appear.
I was sad okay bf, how could you. Ive tried to call and mcg you but you didnt respond any.
Sigh, though you still tucking in bed. Its been long time we didnt go school together okay bf.
But, today you really make me wanna cry. You broke your promises this morning, hais.
Bf, you always said that you were tired. Okay, i do understand.
I dont say much about that, cause i dont want you to fall sick when you tired.
It just that, I really miss you. Didnt spend alot of time together, although it was Holiday.
I felt very lonely without you, its like theres nobody in my life as a boyfriend.
Depressed.
Sigh*

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- 2:52 PM
2nd day of school,

Oh *uck siot my day today. First 2 period is Faizal's period, art.
Waaalaw, whole class kene marah mcm chitot siak. Stakat masok class lmbt sahaje, merepek seh. He always scold us, mepek eh tuh cekgu. Everytime with his word "Mann, you guys shit."
"You people are damn sickening yeaaah!" *uck eh. All of the sudden, he kick the tables and chairs. Accually, his okay. But, follow the mood-swing.
I dont know what to say siaaa about him anymore. He said, never in his life teaching N(T)s student behaving this way. Shit siaak, what is he trying to say? Takkan nak pandang rendah kan? Yet, his own form class is N(T) also per. Merepek eh Faizal.
Okay, whatever. People failed maths, he laugh like hell. Eh, kurang ajar seh tuh jantan.
Piker senang per math? Pukeemak kaw uh cekgu.
Andand. today recess at 10.30 on every Tuesday. Okay, i was damn hungry siot.
So, meet my sayaaangs' at the canteen. They waited for me for few minutes, heh.
Thought, dont want to eat.. In the end, eat jugaak. Dah lapar kan, yelaah que ramai dok.
Saper mau pegy layan kan que panjang2. Haha.
Okay, at around 10.45 the que was already empty. So, aperh lagy. Pegy que uhs babe, hahaha.
Okay, Yaya blanje Fafaaa makan. After all that, bell rang. Next lesson is Science.
Okay, while walking saw Dilla and Amelyn. Wtf, i hate them both okay.
Not only bitch, most to most slut. Kiwok, nak step mnr pey jambu saje.
Prangai mcm konek siot doraaang, yng si Dillah same dgn kakak dierh Shahidah.
2 of them merepek nak mmps. Kat skola jek brani getak oraaang, pat luar stakat stare2.
Kiwok, peh merepek kan? Hahahaha ! They nuts laaa seh people.
What for talking about them? Stupid asshole.
Okay, finish school at 2pm. Ader assembly as usual for lower sec.
Assembly, talking about Sexual Relationships. Hah, all the lower sec suker dok.
Hahahha ! Mepek laaa kan? hehehe.Okay, done for today.
Nak eat niek, nnt nasi gorang Yaya sejuk dah tak sdp.
Takecare ! Andand not to forget,
MELIKA SAYAAANG AKUH SORAAANG, CAN UH BABE? :D

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Monday, March 23, 2009 - 4:15 PM
Poker face by Lagy Gaga

Mum mum mum mahMum mum mum mah
I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my,Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug youCause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casinoTake your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise thisCheck this hand cause I'm marvelous
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)

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- 3:40 PM
School re-opens!

Phew, it was fun when school re-open for the new term.
Yeyeaaah, staying at home make me sick. Boring uh jack.
So, as usual i go school alone. Andand suddenly sumone tap my back and i turn no one was there.
Thought i saw a ghost. Okay, then i ignore. And then, sumone kiss my cheek all of the sudden.
I was so shock siot, and its was Bf laa. Hah, and he said "Baby, i miss you sangat2 laaa Boncet!"
Hahahah, i was so pleased uh people. Then, aper lagy kan. Gy skola together laaa seh, hoho.
Miss bf trucklots. Long time didnt meet up or contact, naaah his pprd kept low thats why.
Hm, okay today attire check. Sueh siot, kene caught pasal skirt by that stupid teacher.
DM, Ms Pauline Fun. Peh pundek siot tuh Placor, suker naaah caught orang.
Besok kene tukar skirt, naseb Yaya ader skirt extra. Phew*
Okay, like i said. I miss Boyfriend so much! Talk about him again, he also kena caught by his FT.
Mr Phua Thiam Seng. Hahahaha, that idiot teacher who teach me CPA.
Okay-okay, Bf kena caught pasal rambot. Hahahah, naseb dierh tak kene potong pat skolah.
Kalo tidak, Bf akuh tak sachok lagy. Hahahaha, yeah but true.
Err, school as usual to me. And-and this one week kene attire check laa seh, wtf.
Hmm, one more thing. Sofe cut her hair, hahahaha ! For me, quite funny laaa.
Her hair a bit curl and then got sum straight. Hm, funnny kan?
I dont know what style she cut, but for me its funny. Hohooh!
Okayokay- talk about bf. Its been long time didnt talk to bf, only that morning sahaje.
And hell yeah, i Love him sahaje. : D
Although we both same school, yet very difficult to meet seh.
Yelah, dierh kan sec3. And-and, good to hear that Raslan came back to school.
Thought his inside Boys Home, yet no. Hahaha, sorry Raslan.
His funny okay, i miss his smile. Heh, and-and sum lessons was boring.
Felt like sleeping, tapi batal kan niat sahaje. Okay, ive received ICA letter. I.C laaah kan people.
Erm but the registration is on 1stApril at 9.00am at my school. Tak lamer laaa sangat.
Hm, okay laaah. Not much stories today, will update again later on after lepaking with CLOWN.
Takecare.

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Saturday, March 21, 2009 - 11:50 PM
Bored-bored-bored!


Okay, i was bored now.
Dont know what to do, okay my Bf sleep already.
Arg, boring seh.
Hmm, msn rosak so i use ebuddy.
Yet, that ebuddy lembab siot.
Arg, mendak-mendak!
Hm, okay cant wait to be back at school on next Monday.
Gonna meet my Bf at school!
Woooh, rindu dierh sangat-sangat seh.
Bie, i rindu you sangat-sangat!
Hahaha.
This whole week, didnt meet up.
Yalaaah, he kept sleeping at home sahaje.
Geram jek Yaya, kay taakper.
Hmmm, and-and i miss my sisterhood siot.
Lamer tak meet doraang.
Er, time now struck at 11.54pm.
I was not asleep yet.
Felt boring sahaje.
Everyone had gone to bed, only me.
Hm, eh serious uh jack.
Mendak gyler seh skrang.
Mcm nak trun bawaaah jmp budak2 sahaje.
Tapi, takpayaaa laa.
Takde mood uh, nnty bnyak pikeran dah susah.
Tak pasal-pasal, akuuh jdayy gyler.
*Head-shaking.
Okay laaah, smpi disini sahaje.
Hahahah, mls nak type panjang2.
Okay, done! :)

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- 10:41 PM
Okay, today boring.

Go mcys for reporting just now at 12pm, i was a bit late.
Reach around 12plusplus. Walking up the hill was damn tired okay, termengahmengah seh Yaya.
Okay, whatever. While walking up the hill, we smoke-smoke laa.
Okay, forgot to say. SuuKETOT accompany me to Toa Payoh, was wearing the same tops.
That i bought for her long ago, CO. Hmm, thought that after the reporting wanted to go Far East
to meet her Gf, Finah.
At last, tak jadyy. SuuKETOT said that she was tired, okay i understand.
So, we both proceed to court to lepak. Okay, took 157 through out the journey from Toa Payoh to Jurong. Quite far okay, sleep for while in the bus. But, before that we buy sum bread at BreadTalks. Hungryhungryhungry ! Hahaha.
Okay, dah smpi court kyter meet Manzoor dgn Hakam.
Okay, ddk2 dgn dorang. They waited for Acap at 437 together with us.
Okay, after all that. Blahblahblah, mls nak tupe panjang2.
Not that interesting happend just now.
Only that, i continued to talk about my problems with Manzoor.
Brother, thanks for lending your ear for my say aye? Sayaaang kaw la.

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- 12:25 AM
PerlukanMu-Siti Nurdiana

Perlukanmu - Siti Nordiana
Asingnya terasa debaran di dadaIngin ku pinggirkan namun tak terdaya
Mengapakah hati terbuka sendiri
Mengharapkan pesona tiada pasti
Andainya kau rasa apa yang ku rasa
Berikan ku tanda mendamaikan resah
Sering ku bertemu kelautan rindu
Mengharap selalu kehadiranmu
*Jangan-jangan biarkan lamaku menunggu
Ungkapan kasih sayang darimuJangan-jangan biarkan diriku sepi mengertilah sayang ku perlukanmu
Haruskah ku yang memulakan bicara
Gementar bibirku tandus kata kataSeandai kau jua memendamkan rasa
Pandanglah wajahku dan bisikan cintarepeat
* Jangan-jangan biarkan lamaku menunggu
Ungkapan kasih sayang darimuJangan-jangan biarkan diriku sendiri
Mengertilah sayang ku perlu
Jangan-jangan biarkan ku terus menunggu
Mengharapkan kasih sayang darimuJangan-jangan biarkan diriku sepiMengertilah sayang ku perlukanmu


Friday, March 20, 2009 - 11:28 PM
To whom it may concern

S O R R Y .
Boy, i know that you wont forgive me everything that ive done towards you before.
But, why cant we just have a slow talk?
You know what, you treat me like im no one.
As in, im a stranger and invicible in person.
Why must you behaving this way?
You didnt know that my live is useless when your not around.
Ive tried to forget everything,
yet it came back.
Its like, you cannot forgive me with your whole life.
How could you.
People kept asking me to forget you,
yes i did.
But, it came back every seconds.
When i look at you my mind always asked,
Why cant we be friends and talk again?
Everytime is the same sentence popping up.
You just dont understand me.
I just dont know what to say anymore,
Hope that my last prayer will awake you one day
Before i leave this world, for god sake.
My whole life felt misserable when it turns this way round.
You dont even know that.
Ive shared my problems to my closest friend and Bestfriends,
they do understand what im facing.
They advice and advice me.
I knew that they love me.
But the only thing that i cannot forget is what you've said,
"Eh cakap dgn dayaaah laa kan, jangan SS akuuh dah tak sukerkan dierh lagy."
These sentence, make my heart weak.
You heartless, ego.
I cannot stop saying all that, until you forgive me and talk to me as per normal.
You treat me diffrent from others.
Boy, please realised it can you?
I beg you, for god sake.
Hais, cant stand in two-feet again.
People dont understand me sumtimes.
Please forgive me.

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- 10:38 PM
Okay, im back again.

Okay, woke up at 12afternoon sia just now.
Tiredtiredtired, that morning at around1plus to 3.30am mcging Manzoor.
Mcg dgn dierh sambl dgr MJ12. Not that scary...
Hm, okay whatever.
Just now, met suuKETOT at playground.
Then, proceed to my house. Firstly, ingat nak pegi Jurong Point nak beli Present for my adek sedare advance birthday. And her advance anni. Bey, tak jagy uh.
Then, proceed to suuKETOT crib. Okay, took sum picture with her Lil Brother.
His cute, like his sister laa kan. Hahaha !
After that, suu wanaa meet her Bf at court. So, we go court to lepak.
Azlan bought new hp i guess, temporary. After all that,
Ziqaaah passed court, iyer laaa tangkap jambukan. Hahahah, jkjk.
So, we send her to bustop nearby. Terserempak Risshi, taktawu spell namer dierh uh.
Heh, so took sum picture with them too just now.
Okay, patah balek pat court to lepak. Okay, yaya dudok sorang sahaje pat pondok court.
Then, Manzoor temankan Yaya. Okay, kyterh talk-talk.
Okay, the topic kyter bbl pasal satu guy niek. Okay, talk about him i was like arg.
Cannot take it siaaa. Serious, his name kept poping up my mind. Wahlaww, tried to forget him already sia. Bey, suddenly terpiker balek. Aperseh, hais. *Head-shaking . Okay, cut it short.
Ader klakar siket uh pat court tady asyik ketawe sahaje akuuuh niek.
Hahahah ! Okay, dah lah. Take a look at the pictures aye? Tataaa.





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- 2:07 AM
Busybusybusy.

Okay, i didnt update about Yesterday i guess.
Oh yes, about going to Hospital to visit my Adek sedare.
Hm, shes okay. Just that, she got cancer only.
Pity her, she cant go to school for 1year.
Sad, she has to repeat primary5 next year.
Gosh, her eye are watery. And, she felt like crying.
Yet, she's very intelligent little girl. She knows how to Sing and everything that primary schools
student cannot do. Sigh*
Hmm, okay i go Hospital alone. Azam paitaw me okay, stupid.
He ask me to be at Buona Vista around 2 like that. Yet, ive waited for him half and hour.
Bodoh, he still tucking on bed. Arg, geram seh.
Okay, but before all that i go study alone at Jurong East Library alone without anyone accompanying me.
Hmmm, it was boring that day. SuuKETOT was out with her Ting-Tings i guess.
Having so much fun at Sentosa laaaa kan, hahaha.
Okay, i cant go out till after 9pm. Cause, i havent yet finish my Probation.
Thanked god, probation going to finish on 16June.
Freegirl after that, hohoh. Okay, that night i was otp with my ex,
Marjan a.k.a BoBoI at around 10plus to 2am. Hahahhaah, fun talking with him.
Yelah, dah lamer tak contact. Secare tibe-tibe dierh call Yaya.
Terkejot saye, hahaha. Okay, we didnt talk shit. Just talk about our friends and others.
Okay, miss his jokes laaa. And, i cant stop teasing him "ROBOT-BOY" hahaha.
Yupp, past he walked like robot. Serious, itu time anak abu lagi laa Yaya.
Hahaha. So, at around 1.57am hang up the call. Daah ngantok katerkan, bobal pon pasal bende
pat dalam. I mean, as i talked about my past while im inside Girls Home.
And he talks about his past at Queenstown Remand.
Okay, blahblahblah. Time sturck at 2.19am now, and i havent yet get asleep.
*Yawn. Time to get some sleep laaa people. Do update later on aye?
Takecare.

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 - 9:43 PM
Okay, pictures.

Okay, ive promised to update the photos of us.
I mean, the Cousin Outing.
Okay, done.




Okay, lots to update the photos. Tired okay, tmr sahaje i'll continue.

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- 12:00 PM
Hospital.

Okay, time now sturck at 12.01pm and i havent bath.
Hoho, okay whatever. Later at 1plus im going to Hospital.
But before that, as usual study first. Without suuKETOT accompanying me,
its okay. She's out with her Tings-tings i guess.
Okay, i dont know what im wearing later. Miss my adek sdare, Nurul-Amirah.
She's been lying at Hospital far 1 week i guess. Pity her, okay.
Get to meet MY CRAZY FUGLY AUNTIE. Hahaha, she's great okay.
Okay, have to meet Azam at Buona Vista to go Hospital later on.
Seboooook ajer dierh. Hahaha.
So, i guess today i wont be coming home late. Cause, it was boring when outside too long. Okay, whatever.
So for now, i guess i've to go. Naaaaak Mandi laaa seh, hohoh.
Mama daaah bising niek.

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- 12:06 AM
Bc;

Okay, as usual fetch suuKETOT near her school.
After all that, go home. Thought want to go gym, yet i had a bad-headache siot.
Then cancelled, AGAIN. Okay, blaahblaaahblaaah.
Meet eiraTATING at Bc there, suuKETOT naaak pinjaaam beg.
Okay, whatever. Lepaaak with the boys.
And-and, i saw my hotstuff ! Lulusiao.
Lulu,Fee and her friend. Cat i guess.
Okay, whatever.
Cut it short,
suuKETOT meet her bf at bustop Bc.
Before that, i and suuKETOT naaak
pipis ! Hohoh,
raaaaaaaaaaaan-raaaaaaaaaaaaaan
to SHELL.
Phewwww ! Hahahaha !
Took somee photos.
And thatts all, need not to make it long.
And-and, forgot to take photo with my hotstuff seh.

*SIGH.

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 - 11:48 PM
Okay, kyter belajar sahaje.

Okay, its Last Sunday's Story.
Studying at Mac with suuKETOT.
Raining heavily like hell, okay i know.
My fugly face, okay i know that too.
And-and, take picture with her too.
Done.





Okay, fugly face of mine.


Under Afandi's block.

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- 10:28 PM
Tomorrow, promise.


Hello, okay tomorrow continue about Today.

Cause, im damn tired now to update.

Okay, takecare people!

:D

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- 9:33 PM
Been busy lately.

Okay, been busy lately.
Didnt update my blog.
Oh, missed.
Okay, lets talk about Yesterday outing with my Cousin include my Sister.
Firstly, I met Ayuuumieee siblings. 3 of them, Herself, Shekyn & ISHA.
Waited for them about 10minutes, hoho.
Okay, took a green-line train to Bugis. Oh yeah, went Bugis first.
And waited for Fanaaa for a few minutes like that.
Then, proceed to Bugis Junction. At there, we all felt like eating something.
So we go to this one Kopitiam just next the Bugis Junction.
Okay, I eat Laksa. Shared the food with Ayuuumieee, thought that i cannot finish so i shared with her. Okay, i cant remember what others eat. Hahaha.
Okay, my wallet full of coins. Hahahahahaah.
Okay, cut it short. After eating, proceed to Bugis Junction again.
Went to Billabong shop to find my Beloved Billabong wallet.
Okay, cant find it. Sobs.
Next-next go to The Wallet Shop, At Bugis Junction.
Okay, Ayuuumiee found my Sayaaaang.
Hahahahaha. I was soo Happy okay! :)
Atlast, i got it. Hahahah, thanks girls.
Yaya sayaaang koraaang laaa kan.
And-and, proceed to Bugis Streets. It was raining drizzling okay that day.
Thanked god, mum kept reminding mee to bring umbrella.
Thanks mum. Okay, all of us was searching some tops and bottoms.
Not that sure if we bought anything at Bugis Street.
Hmmm, okay leave it. Then, we all go to Penisular to buy some tops and bottoms too.
My sister, Hudaa was craving for this Barmudas. Okay, so we all went to basement to search for one. In the end, we found it. Okay, Ayuuumiieee bought some tops for herself and bottoms for her young sister, ISHA. That Barmudas too.
Okay, I and my sister bought some too. Okay, i bought one tops and my sister bought one bottoms. Barmudas again, hahaha.
Okay, then proceed to another shop to buy this beg.
Its like, Dickies. But what i bought its not original btw.
Hahaha! Whatever.
Okay, i bought this beg that full of rainbow heart-shapes.
So, proceed to Marina after that. Shekyn want to find some tops i guess.
Okayokay, we all just follow her. While on our way there, we took some photos.
Okay, i'll update that later on. Hmmmm, okay im tired of typing and my body aching.
Arg. Okay fuck, just continue. Hmmmmm, I dont know whaat she bought okay.
So, I wanted to buy adidas water-bottle. Cant find it laaaa.
Cut it short, Proceed to town for more shopping!!
Okay, my hands full of shopping begs.
Arg, irritating laaa seh. Neymind-neymind, its normal laaa people.
Okaay, dont know which mall we've gone.
I just follow, as in malay.. Ikot bontot ! :)
All i know is that, ISHA wanted to buy pencil-case.
Then, we proceed to WHEELOCK i guess. Found my adidas wate-bottle !
Jyeeeah, it labeled $7.00. Then $4.90, i guess its a discount or promotion.
Hmmmmm. blablablaaah proceed to WISMA.
Ayuuuuumie and Fanaaaaaa bought some tops at this one shop.
Okay, they took alot of time to change. Fuck, i and others waited like whaaat siaaa.
Tired siol, all day walk-walk-walk. Seat? For while only. Oh yaaar, i forgot.
ISHA bought adidas flip-slop.
Okay, tiredtiredtired of typing. I bought..... Okayy, take alook yourself what i bought.
And-and, proceed home.
Capeeeeek !
Blahblah, meet suuKETOT at Mac. Mum ask me to buy for her CheeseBurger.
Then, proceed to court. The boys was like, hahahaha.
Looking at my shopping begs, their eyes was like. Hahahahaha !
Okayokayokay. Tired now, just take a look at my present and what i bought.
Okay, our photos that we take will be updated soon.
Cause, i've no picture with me now.
OKAY.




Okay, bought at Penisular.
Bought at Bugis. That adidas bottle bought at WHEELOCK.
Present from SHEKYN !

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Sunday, March 15, 2009 - 12:15 PM
Okay, nothing to do now.

Nothing to do now, as usual.
All day long playing my lappy at Home.
Sunday is boring. No where else to go today.
Mum's not working today, so its hard for me to go out during Sunday.
Take sum photos just now, and it was stupid.
Nothing better to do kaaan, thats why. Hahah.
I'll upload it later. And btw, tmr im going out with my Beloved Cousins' and include my sister to
Bugis then to Town. And tmr is my 8month anni with Boyfriend! Hahaha.
160708 laaa people. Okay whatever.
Thought tmr gonna have fun with Bf. Yet, his out with his Bestie to Town.
Oh great, will meet him there okay. Hahahaa, miss him yaaaaw.
Okay, tmr im gonna shopping for the whole day with Cousiee.
Craving for this Billabong wallet, yesyes.
Oh yaaaar, not to forget the sentence.
Boyfriend, Happy Advance Annivasary yaaaaw Baby!
8Months laaaaa seeeh Bie, Hahaha.
I sayaaaang yooou laaaa Honey. : D
Okay, done.
Will update for tmr outing okay people.
Will took sum photos laa.

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Saturday, March 14, 2009 - 3:04 PM
Saturday Sucks can?

Okay, this is sucks.

Okay, bored.

All the way at home.

No where else going out, im just bored sticking at home now.

Nobody contact me today, felt so bored.

Wanted to update about the outing. But, no mood.

Now days, ive got no mood to update and so whatever.

All days, listen to jiwang songs.

Dont know why all of the sudden seh. Hmm, seriously.

My heart is like, arg. Entaaa laaa kan people.

Its like, sumthink bothering me.

I dont know what bothers me.

Sigh*

Last Thurday i think,

ive no mood one whole day.

Angry about sumone else or what also i dont know.

Body felt like very painful.

Quarrell with my boyfriend,

still.

Haiyyooo.

He make me go mad like what siaaa at school.

Stupid seh you Bf.

You didnt even know or realised that your doing wrong things.

Why should i correct you bf?

Whats bothering you all these while?

I kept wondering.

What had happend to our relationships?

Why you kept losing your temper at me?

Eh, i just dont understand you.

You've changed alot boyfriend.

Yet, you even said that you are stone head now.

Why said that? Bodo seh.

Pape laa boyfriend.

Because of you,

My day with Gf spoilt.

I just cannot stand still without you now.

You seems like, cant be botherd anymore.

Now days, boys like to make girls angry or sad.

Didnt you just realised that?

I was like, durh.

Bby, please realised it can?

I hope you can, one day.

You didnt spend time with me anymore.

Okaay, i find with that.

You takecare boyfriend,

I LOVE YOU.