Hello my people.

Current mood is lazy to update now. But, im bored.

I'll update in a pathetic way, hahar. Boring katerkan.

Was out with Suuketot to Bukit Gombak just now.

Took train from JE. Then went home took 98,

alangkah merepek nye aku. Aku tersungkor mcm nangke busok !

Hahahr, naseb takde orng nmpak. Suuketot kept laughing siot.

But-but, my finger nails broke half. Ewww, saket siak ! Dolat siak aku nie.

My finger was all blood, adoi tak buley tashan ler seh.

Reached court, aku jalan tempang. Mcm aper siot ! Malu gee gua.

Hrmps, whatever. Oh, after buy ciggerates went to my crib to slack.

Suuketot play my lappy and im busy looking at my fugly broken nails.

Tsktsk, okay itu dolat bagi aku. : D Aku geli tngok kuku aku.

Even mum said, " Tuh la, padan muker. Siaper suro simpan kuku panjang2?"

And that phrase is the same as Suuketot says. Hahahar, whatever sister.

Tsktsk, joking. Thanks for accomanying me just now. Kalo takde akak, i would gonna

went there alone. Grrrrr, that mum ler. Last minute ! HMMMPS !

Hahaha, takpe. Kesian kan mama siot, shes working today. So, aku tlng dier lor.

Gahgah ! Okay done. But, will promise will update the proper post next time.

Nie kaki aku tgah saket, pakat besok tak skola. Okay bye kawan !

Alamak, i almost forgot something. I miss someone already ! Sobs.

Toodles.

Hello precious. Today i didnt attend school, i did but when home. Same goes to Suuketot and Dan Codzy. We wanted to go school together, but we've already late. And that morning my stomach make me felt weak and wanted to go home. As my bed calling me up, hahar. So, i mcg mum that im going home. Reached home, changed clothes and went out to have a jog with 2 of them.

Dan Codzy is our coach, hahar. Funny ler him. Before i jog, i already tired. Okay, i have to admit that im already fat. Yes, i really have to admit that. Today i ran few laps already wanted to faint. Gosh, cannot take it anymore. Plus my stomach empty in the morning, grrrrr. Thanks to Suuketot, cause she treat me Nasi Lemak after the jog. Slack for while, then went home. Im already weak. And my headache kept driving me crazy. Reached home, quickly went to bed and sleep. Mum woke me up at 3plus. She ask me to go Singapore Post to buy Dad's weekends coupon. After i bath, changed clothes and off i went. But, mum also ask me to go Jurong Interchange to top up mines and sister consession pass for bus. But before that, mum irritates me with her nag. She say, wheres my money for school. For what she would always say is that i always buy ciggerates. Like duurrrh man she, takde bende laen siot. Asyik rokok, rokok, rokok. Hais, whatever laa mum. And, i went off alone without anyone accompany me. Mum work today, so left me, maid and grandma. After i buy daddy's weekend coupon, i headed to JE. I dont know why i kept thinking about that if im alone on the bus hearing the sad sad song. My mind cant concerntrade enough already. But i really have to move on, his attached. I miss him already, very very miss him. First i listen, Perpisahan from Ashidy Ridwan. Second i listen to, Siapa diriku disisimu by Hetty Sarlene. That 2 songs really wanna make me cry in the bus alone, my tears wanted to fall. And i tell myself, why should i kept thinking about that? I really have to move on. I've already missing alot of my friends. Hais, whatever is it. I have to be a very goodgirl and stop thinking about him. My friends got suspicious whom i refering to. Hahar, its nothing la friends. Hhmm, yesterday Afard mcg me. He said, "yayya accualie fafard wane ask euh fer patch up . will euh b mine back again !" Hhm, sorry fafard. I wont accept that. I should not accept any of my ex ever again. Im just scared that you people still the same, cause i dont really trust boys alot. Im so sorry fafard, damn sorry. So, i didnt reply his mcges. Hahaha ! Hhmm, i really cant concerntrade much people. Hhhm, i should not eleborate more now. Toodles.

Later on, mak aku nak pegi Johor dgan makcik & pakcik aku.

Perot aku bonchet, maken bonchet. These days, i kept on eating.

Hhm, knp eh aku dah habit makan bnyak? Hais.

Currently chatting with Fadhli adek kepade Zul Anoymous.

Aku rindu Kawan Sejati aku, Zul Anoymous. Kawan, lustlong dgan mataye kaw.

Aku betol-betol mendak gyler ! Maeb kejab lagi aku jmp Suuketot dgan Amyr Infiniti.

And tadi aku luper nak ckap, Dan Codzy hantar aku balek. Dier sanggop tunggu aku lepas aku punye Adventure Learning. Okay dah diam Yaya. Hhmm, and not aku nak mandi.

Nnt Suuketot tunggu aku lamer pulak, okay byebye kawan.

Toodles.

Hello my people. Today was such a boring day ever, hmph. Today was my tiring day, as usual every Wednesday afternoon have to attend Adventure Learning. I was perspiring but i didnt play the sports, cause im lazy too and didnt bring my PE attire. One whole day i was silent, didnt talk much today. My head still in pain and i felt that im gonna be sick. Grrrr, its about the drink of cause. Tsktsk. Hairi kept accompanying me everywhere i need him, Zairean didnt attend school today. Fazwee, Hairi and Raj Kumar entertains me with their stupid jokes. Hahah, i laugh but not sincerely. Not in a good mood, kept thinking about something else. Even my maths teacher ask me what happened to me yesterday and why is my face look pale and im weak. I say i dont know why im like this, maeb not enough sleep. Hahaha, mcm pham siot aku. During maths, i really cant concerntrade. My mind was in another world, and i wanted to sleep. My head really drive me crazy just now. I really need my bed at that time, my eye were close while teacher was explaining. Sudden shocked when my friend bang my table, can you people imagine how i shocked. Hahaha ! ^__^ Tsktsk. Hmmm, didnt pay attention today in class. Chairman scolded me for day dreaming all the time and didnt do my work. But what can i do? My mind kept thinking about others, and i really need bed. During recess i eat with Mr Faiz, Mr Derek, Mark & Hairi. Hairi just cant stop with his stupid jokes, hahaha ! I get choked when he shout. Oh, that time i was drinking apple tea. He really drive me crazy, he do it on purpose. I know, haha !

After recess is Science, science was damn boring. Mrs Huang kept shouting and nagging, arrrg my ear wannaa burst hearing all that shit from her mouth. Grrrr~ Like i said, i didnt pay attention on every lessons. And, after school i didnt talk much to my teachers. They kept asking me why i keep on quiet from the morning till now. I only smile and sit on the floor to wait for the others to line-up. I sit far away from them, told my teacher that i had a bad headache. So, i walked away to another side. I was alone that time, while others were playing sports game. I on my musicplayer to listen songs. All my songs full of Jiwangs, and it kept playing jiwang songs.

Hhhmmmm, my mind kept thinking about Muhammad Ashiq Bin Sabtu. Only that, since yesterday night i kept thinking of that. I cried, and my eye were very pain and swallon when i woke up the next day. I dont know how much can i suffer from that, doesnt he knows that i ... Hais. Whatever it is, i would pray for him. I will make this confidential. Okay laa peeps, i gtg. Im running out of words and i cant think properly now. Toodles.

Toodles.

27July2009

After coming back from breakfast with mum,

Hudaastro called me from my room to take photo with her.

What else, i join her lor. She just wanted to see if i and her lookes alike.

Maeb yes, maeb no.

Which is pretty? Hahah, of cause me. Chey, no la.

Its my beautiful sister, Hudaastro.

And after took the picture, off i went to on my lappy and here im blogging.

Today morning i dont know why i woke up so early in the morning. What bothers me is my mistery nightmare. Wtf, theres a snake wanted to eat me uppp. Ewwww, scary siot.

But, when i told mum about this..mum laugh out loud.

My head full of question marks. Hhhm, in the end you people know what she said?
"Ader orang nak masok minang laa, kakak kaw nie pon. Hahahaha !"

See, what she say to me? Hahahah, but its true.

Good morning peeps.

Today Friday, i didnt attend school. Due to my lazyness and helping out my new maid about my nenek. Oh, yesterday the agency send her to my crib. Hhhm, so far shes okay.

Hard-working and polite, not like my old maid. Grrrrr.

Hhhm, i pity mum for not working for so many days due to that old maid of mine.

Ohmg, shes sickening. Serious shit, hhhmm.

And now, my new maid is busy looking after my nenek in the room. I like her,

cause shes attentive while doing house work. I like this type of maid siaa, haha.

Didnt tell my abang nor my daddy that the maid is here. Hahar, what bodow dulu.

Lambat laon, they will know. Hmm, now i havent yet bath sia.

Lazy, no ciggerates. Argggg, okay dah diam. I wanted to changed my bs...

Okay i've running out of words. If i've already know what to insert, i'll be updating again.

Toodles.

hello peeps,

ive been busy lately these days. Im just wanted to be alone for a mean time, but

not with my beloved sister aye. Hhahar!

Hhm, been very tired these few days too. Busy about family members and about transfering maid. Grrrr, fed up with my old maid.

Okay dah diam, hhmmm. Eh, i dont know what to eleborate more siot.

Im just waiting for the time to pass, to fetch the new maid from agency later on.

Hais, im still sick down here. Dont think that i will be coming down later on,

itu pon tak pasti ler kan. Okay lor, gtg.

Toodles.

hello,

Yesterday was a very tired day. Yesterday didnt attend school due to my sickness.

So, met Suuketot at my crib. And then went out with mum to the nearby police station.

What case? My maid ran away lor. Stupid right? Hais.

She make our family more stress siot, grrrrr. One whole day was out with mum to police station,

Well, Suuketot and I had spend alot of time together with Mama. We both we already like true siblings. You people know what, alot of people said that she and me we're completely looked alike. Wtf, hahahah ! But, for me i dont believe all that uhh.

Merepek, gahgah ! Ohh, abang called mum ask me to buy for him McSpicy.

So, took bus from Bukit Batok with them and alight at Esso near my house.

Mum went home, and she passed me the $ to buy abang's food.

So, off we went to Mc Donald wo mum tagging along. Hahar, its our chance to smoke now.

Haaha! Okay shut up. So, on that time it was my first stick of the day at 7plus pm.

Can you people imagine that? Hahaha ! Okay dah diam.

Hmm, after that we went home. Of cause to my crib to pass abang his food.

He will be out to his NS camp later on(yesterday evening).

In few minutes time, off we went out to buy nenek stuff at 500plus.

Hahah ! Only the 2 of us are going to buy nenek stuff.

WTF ! Its like, going market at the night. Hahaha !

Okay shut up, haahaaa. Will make the story short alright.

After we bought all the stuff, we both were all sweat. The trolley was damn heavy, but Suuketot whom the one pushed it. Hahahaha !

Funny siaaa she, haha ! Okay dah quiet.

Then, when we reached at my crib. Called mum to fetch us at the staircase, damn heavy siot.

Ask her to carry up some, wtf what my mum do is laugh at us.

Hahaha, sickening siaaa. Hahaha, damn she.

Reached home, went down again. Hahaha !

Slacking with some of Clowns'. Not many were there, it was kinda bored.
Slack 'till 1045pm, then i went home. Went home, manicure my nails while waiting for MJ12.

Mcging with my friend until 1plus then went to sleep. And today, woke up at 945am.

Im not in school again today, still sick. Grrrrr !

And now, this 1 irritating boy wanted me to talk about him.

Hahaha ! Funny sia him. Hamdani, thats him. What i remember is on last Saturday he really make me wanna laugh out loud siot. Hahahah ! His damn funny like what siaaa, gagagagaga!

Damn his a joker laa seh, i dont know what else would i want to insert about him here.

Hahaha, okay one phrase. APER YANG KAW WHAT TUH LAWAK BODO, AND YANG KETAWE BULEY TERKECING.HAHAHAA ! OKAY AKU MEPEK.

Toodles.

hello,

i miss you readers.

Hahaha ! It been a long time i didnt update my blog right?

Haha, been busy lately. And didnt get a chance to play my lappy.

Due to my small sister using it.

Umm, i dont have much interesting story pass these few days.

But, 1 only have 2story to share with you people here.

Afte school i rushed home with Zai send me home by bicycle.

Reached home, i quickly take my donation card and rushed to school by public bus.

I was all sweating okay, if i didnt hand over the donation card i will be dead meat.

Hahaha ! Mr Tham already reminded me on Thursday, ive already forget after ive reached home on Thursday afternoon. Hahaha.

Okay, so i should have called Mr Tham but cannot get through.

So, i called my another form teacher Ms Louisa.

Thanked god she picked up, she met me outside staffroom.

Okay, settled.

By then, i mcg Suuketot and the same time with Fyfi.

I wanna meet Suuketot cause long time didnt meet her up.

I miss her so much ler ehh. Hahaha !

Oh fyfi, i meet her at 437 near my block. She wanna borrow Kak Suu pallas shoe.

I dont know why, and i dont wanna know. Chei, mepek uh yaya niek.

Hahahaha ! So, after i reached court saw my big sister.

Of cause its Suuketot. Hahahah !

I hug her tight, i miss her so much. She looked more gorgeous people, hehs.

Serious lah seh. Umm, then i went home changed to home clothes take my cigg and went down to meet Fyfi. Saw her standing at auntie's shop, then we headed to MC to fill up our throat by drinking Coke. Only that, hahaha !

Okay, we slack for while at Atizah's block and we send Fyfi to bustop.

She wanna go out to AMK to meet i dont know who. And, left me and Suuketot.

She wanted to go to my crib, so off we went. Urmm, reached home.

Abang home from his camp. Suuketot want to play my lappy, but too bad.

Abang using it, hahaha ! Okay shut up.

Blablah, my turn to play. Then, i ask my maid to fry some chicken and there go i filled my empty stomach with rice and the chicken.

Suuketot was playing my lappy, shes editting her blog.

Okay, after that i dont know. In the evening, Suuketot had a small quarrell with her bf.(ex bf)

Due to something, and i should not know about what are they up too.

At night, we went down after maghrib. Met others at court, we slack there for while then proceed bb. Suu's bf(ex bf) went the other way and i dont know where he headed to.

He mcg Amir Infirnity that his gone home, what Suuketot think that he left her alone.

Wtf, i also was like. Urhhh. Okay whatever. Then, left 5 of us.

Mun kechiko, Amir Infinity, Suuketot, Kiddysayang and Yayaastro.

And thats me, hahaah ! Okay only 5 of us at bb playground slacking till night.

Suuketot still quarrelling with her bf(ex bf). We try to calm her down, and she is.

She's crying over the arguements with Lan.

Okay will call Lan only laaa no need bf or ex bf.

Lan was showing his tantrums at Suu, wtf i and Kiddy cant accept.

Though his tired, he has to spend a short time with Suu will be okay for her and us.

Suu didnt ask for much, only to hear his voice. Thats all i know.

At that night, they had a very scary arguement. Suu still crying, i dont know why.

I was with the 2 boys chatting and laughing, Kiddy calm Suu down.

And what i saw, Suu throw her phone after she get the mcg from Lan.

I quickly ask why, and i hug her tight. I really pity her, Lan shouldn't treat her like that.

She have heart, so do others. Lan said that, Suu take advantage.

What did Suu do towards you Lan? She showed her love towards you deeply.

Dont you know that she love and she care about you? Dont you know that Azlan?

Im so asshamed of you, cause you're part of my ex. And now friends, what do others think about you after what you've done to Suu? Hais.

I dont know what had changed you to this, this time. Azlan, you've changed alot.

I never knew you've changed like this. I dont know the old Azlan like before..

Wont eleborate more about you. What i heard yesterday is that, you both broke up.

And i knew Suu will obviously hate you again this time.

She have to, cause you treat her wrong. Sorry Lan, behalf of her i will too.

And now, shes single. I dont want any other boys to hurt her feelings or heart.

I really pity my Suuketot, i love her so much. Im always here where you need my help big sister.

Be strong in everything you've faced now, i know how you felt that day. I felt that way before, about one boy whom i used to love the most. Hais, be patient big sister.

I will always be here for you. No matter what happend, our friendship still strong like now.

I wwent out with Shuqunites to Esp.

To watch fireworks lor people, hahaha.

The fireworks was damn cool and enchanting. I love the heartshape of the fireworks.

Very beautiful. Ohh, i saw alot of my old old budds.

Oh i miss them, i really miss them. Past 4years didnt meet up,

you guys wanna know what they say when they saw me?

Thats what they said when they say me. Dont get mistaken, by "gf"

They used to called be before, cause we're best friend and good friend. Not to forget, best pal.

Hahaha ! The old Crazy Joker people.

Not much about yesterday outing. Oh, yesterday i was still sick.

My throat still double pain, and i talk in a soft manner.

And i cannot shout, hahah ! And i dont want to.

They looked at me strangly, im sick yet i still smoke heavily.

Hahahaha ! Strange right? Hah.

Okay shut up Yayaastro. Hahahah !

Umm, saw Iswandy and his Pandan budds.

Meet him outside MC and ask him to accompany me to toilet.

Cause i have been sitted at the steps few hours. I wanna urine, but i hold it siot.

Hahahaha ! Then, told him i wanna go on with Shuqunites.

You people know what, he was like care about me.

He scared that anything bad will happend to me. Gahgah !

Okay whatever. Hmmm, went home by bus.

Took 197 to Jurong Interchange, and my stomach making a lot of noise.

I was damn hungry ler oit. Mcg mum, told her to eat at TehTarik near our house.

So, i went home with Ein and Ham. Reached home, changed clothes then went out again to eat.

After eating, reached home at 1.

Then, went to sleep like pig. Hahahah !

Okay done for the day. Toodles.

hello,

firstly i wanna say

Where you go, theres always me.

I miss you. But, i dont need you for sometimes.

You know what i mean.

Never thought i wanted to let go of you, but i have to.

Due to your behaviour towards me are sucks.

No matter what, i will be there to advise you.

I had fun with you just now,

we both are meant to be together. But my heart kept saying, no to you.

And i dont know why. Im not ready to have one this time baby boy.

Even you. For all i now is that, you've took care of me everytime.

I love you. But seriously, i really had fun time with you just now.

You make me laugh and smile wide and wider. Thanks to me laaa kan, whom make you laugh and smile wider. Hahahahaha!

I hope theres still another day to spend alot of time with you again like just now.

Toodles.

hello,

ive just reached home from school.

Today school finish at 130pm, late siaaa.

Hais, usually on Monday at 1230pm.

Grrrrr, changed time table siaaa.

Umm, after school went to smoke with my gfs' and Jian Yuan at Toh Guan.

Mum text me, she told me that my sweetest uncle passed away.

Ohhmg, i was shocked and i wanted to cry.

But, i have to stand my tears. Nanatoksu calm me down, but how am i supposed to calm down when someone i love had gone? Sobs.

Then, i thought of meeting Iswandy for while.

But, i was too tired. Yesterday didnt have a good sleep, and my body aching here and there.

Hmm, took bus straight went to Singapore Post to buy Daddy's weekend coupon.

Then proceed to CK Department to buy hand soap for mum.

And then buy bubble-tea cause my throat was very dry.

And now im home alone with maid and grandma.

I kept thinking about my uncle. Pity him, hais.

But, i have to redha. They come from god, they return to god.

Hais, headache.

Even mum and mummy told me not to go school tmr morning.

Cause, have to attend the funeral at Bedok.

Plus my sister too lor. Umm, my beloved cousin also didnt attend school for tmr.

I almost forgot to wish my precious sister a birthday wish,