I'm so sorry for not updating blog nowdays.

As I am lazy and been busy for past Performance.

Well, during Performance I didn't put on my focus in Dancing.

I did make mistakes, yeah. My mind was troubled me, everytime.

I thought during fasting month would gave a peace mind, but it didn't.

I don't know why, and I don't wanna know why. I'm pissed with everything that

surrounds me, serious. I've completed my 3 Tarian Performance for JusXBeats Production.

So for now, as I think I should NOT dance again. Cause, I scared that I would

embarrased myself infront of the Audience. Yesterday was my terrible day for to

Perform. My whole body was shaking and I don't know why. Mum and Dad were there

for My Sister and I support, but I didn't even give the full attention on it.

I was in my own world, likely. I wasn't smile much, smiling as in I didn't cherish it.

Hell yeah, I almost fainted after the Performance. Thanked god, Mum were there beside me.

I didn't talk much yesterday, My mind troubled me alot. I quickly get change and off I went

to Geylang with Family for Hari Raya new clothes. Thought of wearing

Gold and Turqoise this year, but then Dad and Abang clothes no sizes for Turqoise.

Gold eh? Hhm, I don't know laaa. Suddenly Mum, Dad and Yuyun changed theme to Black.

Sorry, I've no time to eleborate.