I don't know what had happend these few days w You.

It seems not right whenever I say something, why?

Boyfriends now a days, they're suck. Really, I'm not faking.

Today morning, I've argued w Mama just because of You.

Those mcg-es at Night you reply me, I'm f*cking hurt.

You make me felt like I'm in wrong, but I didn't.

Everything that surrounds me making me Frus, Why?

Yet you people know I don't like being treated stupid and Irritates me.

Guess what? Yesterday I nearly want to swing my palm to a Teacher that teaches me

Care Lesson. She make me pissed in-front of everyone that eating in the Canteen.

My friends know that My typo is always being relax and quiet when at school.

That's was always, but most to most I talk and Laugh at the same time.

Well, see time if I wanted to. Yesterday during recess was all pissed,

and I really "Hate" Teachers in Shuqun. Well, most of my peers knows why.

I've told them from A-Z, they understood. I've alot of problem in my hands, right know.

At the moment of People call Relationships are different for me. I don't wanna feel

a love that always makes me Cry and Hurt at the same time.

He just don't really know what I'm in to accually, maybe. As days goes by,

his Changed. Changed to a person that I really didn't know who.

For him, he thought that he Changed to the old him. Okay, whatever.

My head simply pain, whenever I kept thinking about my own problem.

I don't need any lifeline for me, cause for all i hold my problems will be solve by me Alone.

I can handle the small problem, myself. That's why people would always say I'm different and etc. Well, they don't know me well. I am Me, and That's me. I'm like in my own

World, leading my goals alone and everything that do is alone.

Relationships do come and go, but I don't like being treated touch and go.

Well, never in my life being Touch and Go. No way !

And hell yeah, it's been very long that I didn't update post right?

All these while, this is the problem that I always Faced. This isn't all that i eleborate.

My head was in pain right now, serious. I kept on doing stuff that I couldn't do.

I kept spending my whole time being stupid and reading Novels alone in the Room.

I don't quite talk to anyone until they talk to me, well I could be anti-social.

I'm different from others, yes and really. I don't have black hearts and words to anyone

that had spam me before and now. Talk back about me, i don't mind. For all I know is that,

I'm no Perfect as anyone that you think is Perfect. I'm appreciate for whatever I had

in me right now and forever. Forever things that in me are from my Bloved Mama.

So, I think the way you people called me as. Is the same way you people hurt My Mama's soul.

Well, you guys should think before doing anything. Please be Mature enough to think what is

right and wrong. Want to spilt about others, mirror yourself first. See what's in you accually.

See if it's really you are Perfect enough to say, just say. I'm waiting..

I don't and I won't insert Tagboard anymore, it hurts me. People kept looking down a person that had never even say any harsh words to them. I may be look like Minah, but i don't.

For me, time for all these are a waste of my time. Being Minah is nothing, nothing

to do only to create trouble. What for? Isn't it painful when creating troubles in public?

Gosh, this thing ain't Mature. I thought, girls are more Mature than Guys?

But then, why would some girls wanna show of their attitude by splitting out their harsh words?

Why, isn't your Mum teaching you a good way of Speaking politely to People?

I don't think so, every Mums' wants to see their Child grow in a good manner.

So are My Mama, I know what see want from me. Every Mums love their Children so badly,

they just want us to be Happy in this world. Most importantly, to love them

w all our hearts. Yes, I love My Mama w my whole heart. Wo her, I'm not here.

Thanks to Mama who had fight for her life to deliver a Babygirl and be named, Nurhidayah.

I'm proud to be her treasure. And i'm proud of having a lovable and understanding Mama like

her. No one would ever replaced her, no. This story had kept inside my heart for Years.

And now, i had split everything out from my heart. I just can't keep it any longer, cause I had

bad Migrane since everyday. And today, I didn't attend school again.

I'm f*cking Frus to enter school whenever I say this "one kind" teacher.

And tomorrow in school I really had to write Statement because of Stupid Hui Xian

split everything that my class play game yesterday during EBS Lesson.

Arg, stress siah. What else problem must I faced again and again?!

F*cktard siah people who called, Chinese. Their mouth would never stop

complaining ahh, good keep it up. Alright, I guess I should not eleborate more.

Cause, I'm donw w long post for today. I'm taking a rest and then when out w Mama

to buy My uniforms and Shoes. * -__- *

Bye.