You just dont bother about that, i know.

You dont even bother to contact me some how.

You've changed alot my dear, you've changed.

And i dont know how to turn you like before.

I've no strength without you now, i left you and theres a reason.

I cant change my mind to have you back, you just dont change.

You hack care about that, you enjoy and im here sobbing.

Dont you know that Iswandy? Do you ever care to know about how i felt?

You just did, only into mcging. And i dont believe in that, you should know why.

Action come first than talk, and thats all i need.

After we boke up, you love to spend time with friends rather than me.

Thought you promised me to show me your love. But where is it?

Baby, im insomnia. All because of you, you make me wanted to cry.

I cant sleep well, cause one whole day you didnt mcg me nor call me.

Im worried, damn worried. Why must you change? Why?

I dont know who to express my feelings and laughter to,

and always i do is you. You alone Iswandy.

I know you knew that, but do you ever wanted to know more?

Eh, i dont know what im saying now. Cause, im still stress about you.

Your behaviour made me felt stupid and dumb.

Your lie made me felt im useless and easily gone mad.

Your sweet talk made me felt i wanna kill myself.

Those 3things that you had done towards me i just close one eye.

Pretend that i dont know anything nor everything.

Once people told me, i would easily confront you.

But, you just kept quiet if you're in the wrong.

But, sumtimes you just get annoyed by hearing my nagging.

My nagging to you is that i love and care about you.

You jusst dont bother to know and ask why im like this.

You know all about me, even my family.

You, i dont really know all and your family.

You still kept sumthink behind my back, and i dont know.

You drink, i dont know. Why must you lie to me? What had i done towards you ex bf?

You made me wanna cry out loud in the middle of the night you know.

You busy going out with friends, i thought you remember that i wanna meet you yesterday and

today.

But, you ignored. I mcg, you didnt even reply.

How could you, i hate it okay baby !

You make me wanna kill myself, you dont know how i felt right now.

I really wanna cry now, but all i need to be strong.

Be strong Hidayah, be strong.

I really miss your laugh and voice my dear, where are you?

Im worried.