It seem, everyday and everymoment i will cry. But why? After another, another came along.
First about
"admire", second about
"kawan sejati". But how am i to be strong after they treated me this way? As for my
"admire", i guess stop thinking about me first. Then i'll forget you too.
I think, i cannot be with you. We're friends since my friend intoruduce to you and others. But, for all i know i had a crush on you on
2006 till now. But i didnt tell anybody, i just kept to myself.
If i let, people would think negatively about me. Wasnt that good enough for me to shut up my mouth? I didnt spread anything about you to others and my besties. My life, my own. But, again for all i know you find a girl whom
pretty, beautiful, and "mampat". Thats it, im not that type of girl you want. And i guess, i better forget you. But i cant, im in love with you far too long. How?
My mind kept playing game about this, your name are wheeling around my heart and mind. To my dearest ex, Cod'zy im just sorry for everything. I cannot accept you again and anymore. The love or admire didnt grow on my plant. It grew in your flower pot, but i dont. Please forget me and shut your mouth about us. You like to spread to others, exspecially Lan & Suuketot. If not her, Boboi. Wtf, please stop everything that you guys planning. Okay, straight forward.
My admire is
Boboi aka Cinopopet. His wonderful and active. He loves to go fishing and have style. I just cant stop thinking him on my mind, this mae make you people hate me of saying this. But, im saying it from my heart. Though, i dont know if he knows that i love him then i'll just shut up. I dont know now why listen to radio about love and listening sad song. I dont know why, but takling about love make me weak. Extremely weak, its like no one care and wont listen.
I will not posting about
"kawan sejati" anymore. Ive enough. And i wont be posting about this more and long, people wont entertain. They will open their mouth and start their conversation about this. Whatever, just had enough of all that.
