Ohh Tuhan, tuntunlah hatiku~
This mae be my last post of you, i guess you should know why.
I cant bare nor stand being this wae anymore. Just one look at the picture, tears fall.
Thought, you would shared every problem you faced. But, you failed to. You just forget about it already. Since you with your brand new girl, lustlong for know. Im not the type to get my heartbroken, im the type to get upset and cry. But now, what happend? Again, tears fall.
You mae not know what im facing right now, felt like.
ARRRRG*.Is this the kawan sejati ive known? Is this the real
Zul that ive really trust? Is this the one whom im refering to? You mae read my blog, but the person whom typing mae not be as cheerful as ever. I mae be stoned-head from now onwards, every person did shit towards me. And now, you and yourselves done it. I never wanted this to happend, when you're bored im always here. When im bored, you're always there. But now, theres no more kawan sejati for me already. Kawan sejati do cry also, as stated best friend. But, you're not that type of kawan sejati nor best friend. From now onwards, i mae not be contacting you nor msnin with you anymore. I dont want your girl to be angry with you because of me later on. So, the best is to do our own things. We mae not have relationships, but we're friends. Now, no more. I wont bother your life and hers, no time. I want you to be happy as always, as you did to me.. I would miss the night mcges from you kawan sejati. I mae be dumb as asshole after what ive seen.
*TEARS FALLING. This should be our first and the last contacting my beloved friend, i hope you know how i felt now. You said that, you cannot see me cry. Then, why didnt you tell me about it earlier on? Or you just want to hurt me by making this up? Is this the real "kawan sejati?" I guess, no not anymore. Let me shout in silence, you just wont listen now. You bother her more than your kawan sejati here. Let me die in silence and do things alone and no helping hands from you.
No more sharing of problems and secret again, all gone from now onwards. Crying about this, would make me sick and sick. Mae get flu easily, you dont know. Yet, you dont bother.
So, when you're bored dont mcg me anymore. Mcg her is more peaceful for you. So long my kawan sejati, tc. Ly as my best.f , sobs.
