Selamat Malam Cinta~
Currently mcging Iswandy now. He just finish watching the movie, he told me that the movie was not to scary but the sound effect make the heart beats faster. Gosh, should catch it next time.Umm, in my heart still love him like before. Its like, my imaginary thought ask me to forgive him and start afresh. Must i? But i scared he will do it again, and i dont want to hurt myself. He had never done this before, only because of that
"bloody boy" his changed. I dont know about that much. But, i do need him too. Feel like, im starting to pour my love back to him. But, must i? He did nothing mistakes before, as in bastering & etc. Mum ask me to be patient while in love. But, i cant control it myself. If anything that i am mad of, Iswandy will be the one im aiming. Stupid right? Im asking for you people oppinion,
" must i give him another chance and start afresh?" Im asking myself that sentence. But, i truly cant. Its like, ive no self-confidence at all now. My mind was blanked now, totally. But i do asking myself too,
"Why after we broke up, then we will contact everywhere we go? And why do you changed after ive leave you?"Im just wondering whats on his mind now. Like i said earlier on, we do still love each other.
His the man that im searching for, what i mean is his kindness towards me and caringness.
After he had done shit towards me like past, i was totally fucked up with him.
Thats it, and i'll leave him. He got said before, he will changed. But, i kept waiting .. And his not done with that.
*OHH GOSH.I dont know weather he read this post or not. Im just saying and express everything.
But, this post may not be complete enough about us. The only thing is that, the date on
* 160708* will not forget. And i will not forget every moment we had before baby.
I dont know what to talk now, will continue the story next time maeb.
So long, tc readers.
