Oh Kak Zuuraaa,
After i read yr blog i wanted to cry.
I know its all my fault of behaving this way.
Like i said, now i had forget ACAP,
And forget about the NIZAM.
Start to regreting already now,
after what people talk about me i realised.
I know ALL IS MY FAULT, OKEEEY I ADMIT.
After i read it one by one, my face look diff.
I dont know that you are close with kak eira, cause nobody tell me.
My mind start to think now and then, thinking that it was really my fault.
To flashed back, ive to be saying the truth.
Oh kak zuuraaa, if you really wanna leave me ILL to say YES.
Cause, you said it like you really wanted too. I wont disturb anybody anymore now.
Like you said earlier on, think positive and dont think negative.
Okeeey, ILL listen to that words.
Lock that words too kak, but ive to say this..
"IM SO SORRY FOR WHATEVER IVE DONE TOWARDS YOU AND OTHERS,
I KNOW ITS HARD FOR YOU GUYS TO FORGIVE ME. ALL I KNOW IS MY FAULT, IVE CHANGED AND I WAS NOT LIKE BEFORE THAT YOU GUYS THOUGHT. IM SO SORRY IF IVE DONE THAT, I JUST REALISED EVERYTHING AFTER WHAT YOU HAD SAID TO ME KAK. THANKS FOR THAT, NOW I DONT SAY ABOUT ACAP TO PEOPLE ANYMORE.
OKEEEY, ITS GOOD TO HEAR THAT YOU STILL WITH HIM. AND I WOULD JUST SAY, OKEEEY ITS MY FAULT OF HURTING ACAP HEART. OKEEEOKEEEEY! IM SORRY FOR NOW, BUT I KNOW NOBODY WOULD FORGIVE ME. AND YOU GUYS WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD REPEAT IT AGAIN, I KNOW YOU GUYS DONT BELIEVE ME ANYMORE.
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING KAK, BUT FOR NOW IT TAKES TIME TO RECOVER AFTER WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAD SAID IT. IT WAS HURT TO READ YR BLOG KAK, SISTERHOOD WONT END? THEN WHY YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TOWARDS YOU KAK? I FAILED TO BE YR ADEK ANGKAT NOW, IM USELESS.
SPEECHLESS ABOUT THIS."
So now, what next going to happen? What else people wanna say about me in their blog?
Ive promised myself to changed, but it takes sum times to recover.
Had already forget about yr bf kak, ive washed my love for him by clorox.
What for thinking about him now? No use taw, adek penat uh nak bbl psl ginie.
Aperh yng adek tawwuu skrng, is to stick to one. Adek daaa berjanji dgn mommaa adek yng adek nak setie dgn Iswandy.
My mum agrees. Dierh pon nak tngk adek bahagia disamping seseorang yng adek cintai.
My families know more about me than you people, ive enough of talking shit.
People want me to change, yes i can. But if ive changed, you guys wont be returning to me back again. Cause, once its start it will stay.
I know you people heart, im not that dumb.
Im not a small kid anymore, i have brain to think.
Everytime went sumone fought with me, they would shared it to others.
Then the others would get influenced. I dont know laaa ehhh,
yayaaa tak paham langsong dgn orng2 ginieee.
Knper drng sanggop what yayaaa mcm ginieee seh?
They can slow talk with me, and i would listen to their say.
If they carry on saying like this, then i wont be listening.
Cause, their say makes me more nervous to changed.
50/50.
This year is the bad year that ive known, no one would turn too.
Now, still fought with bf about his ex too.
Okeeey, to be fair. He still contacting his ex also, i dont know laaa kaaaan.
As he wished, Tired of fighting and quarelling.
One day people would understand me and corrected me for my wrong doing.
So you guys, mark my words. I just dont understand now and whatelse you people gonna say.
Takecare,
