Ive
changed.
After all ive talk about him to kak suu, ive changed.
My tears are mostly falling when i talk about it.
Even kak suu. Not the real Hidayah today, my mind kept swaying his name all over.
Its like, the sea flews to the beach. My eye-back pain, crying.
After what ive shared my problem with Kakak.
She knows me well than others, she even recognise my typing.
What i mean, is the way i spell.
Can tell her that im not okey. All can i do is being alone for the time-being,
Was it wrong to love still her own ex-boyfie? Was it people?
It was damn hurt today, after what ive told Kakak my feelings about him to her.
Shes her property, still. Even, she dont care what nonscence will come up later.
She convince me to tell her about my problem, cause she knows how i felt all this while.
While typing, my tears falling. Cant stand it anymore, i even talk to my momma why must it happend to me? Why not others? Im so
"SUEY", a bad-luck person/girl.Not even
ONE boy would make me happy with himself.
I know, im not that perfect girl.
Yeah, i know. Nobody care about me anymore, even my Family.
On 6March im mature. Do they care?
They hack-care. Who care siaa?
My boy-fee? Does he? He only cares about me when i starts to msg him.
Then he will care, doesnt that stupid?
My live sucks, it does.
My eye are in pain now, does anyone cares to cure it for me?
NOBODY SIAAA.
Eh, live do sucks. So people, dont bother be my friends.
Sesiaper yang jady kawan akkuuh buley mendatangkan, "
SUEY".
So, dont bother okey? people, Thanks.
To ALL budak CLOWN, im not ready to Lepak with you guys now days.If i kept on lepaking with you guys, my mind wont be that peace like before.
Sigh, Sorry kak suu if ive hurt you. I know you care alot about me and my Family.
Im proud to be friends with you far One year.
I LOVE YOU OH KETOT.I know my post is messy, cause im not in a mood to post.
But ive to, its my life and journal. Haha.
yayaastro,sign off people.
