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Hello,
ey i just cannot FORGET HIM SIAAA.
Everyday, i talk to my maid about him.
My mind was thinking why must it shown up this way?
As im not the wrong one? Even i talk to my mommaa about him.
My momma just said, its not the best time to have boyfee now my daughter.
She really said that, cause she dont want her daughter to be hurt by an ego boy like him.
It was just now, just a few min ago.
When my mommaa said that word, my tears falls.
My heart cannot erase his name on it.
Cause, it was labeled long ago when he left me all alone after i came out from
"SGH".
Sigh, what to do? I dont like to force people oke.
Even when people cheer me up on 17June2008, i still cannot believe that he would turn out this way.
My mind was ALL BLANKED.
Even, MunKechyko tries to cool me down.
As he knows i wanted to cry. But before that, when i was walking towards Court Fyfi and Mun ran towards me and hug me tightly.
I was so happy, to see them around me.
I know, they still care and need me.
They are like my own siblings.
Even, eiraTATING, iraKENET and suuLETOT follows my parents to Juvenile Court just to wait for my sentence.
That day, i was too happy. Thought that i would meet him there with my parents.
Yet, he didnt turn up on that day. I was worried, and i ask iraKENET.
Where is he baby? She said, he still tucking on bed.
Oke, i was like. Sigh, dont know what else want to say.
All i want is, to meet him there. I really miss him so much, sigh.
I kept asking my momma and daddy, why didnt he call or follow you guys?
My mommaaa says, he didnt call.
I want to cry now oke, cant stand what he had done towards me.
But now, no more. He had said those words are really hurt, yes it is.
I know, he would complain to Kakak. I know his attitude, complainer person.
They said, FafardSIOW and Ace want to sound me.
FafardSIOW want a patch-up, Ace want to sound stead me.
My mind dont think of that, only about him all day long.
God knows how much i love him.
My head is spinning like a wheel rolling on the road, still dont understand why he said that.
What if the girl would said that to him, what will he react?
Sigh, talking about him no more now. But i really cannot forget his caring towards me before.
All i know, is now to forget him. Cause, now im attached to Muhd Iswandi Bin Bohari.
Sigh,sigh.
No matter what happend, i will never forget Acap.
'Till the day i die, i promise that.
I wanted to commit suiside siaaa, stress about this problem.
Many people says, just forget about him. No use crying for him, no point.
As if, you cry he would kneel down and say sorry?
That was EVERY PEOPLE WOULD SAY.
Sigh, every time i sigh; i just dont know what to say no more.

yayaastro
sign off people,