People starts to hate me.They dont need me there anymore,
cause i know they wont need me.
Ive done my best of being friendly with them, yet they repay me this.
I dont need that cause i have brain to use it.
What goes around, comes around.
I dont need people for my help, cause i can do it myself.
Ive grown up, i know what im doing.
How can i changed if people treat me this way?
I can changed, yet they treat me like what.
I cannot accept that okeeey people.
I am who i am, no one can judge me only god.
Why cant people just lend me their ear to listen to my say.
All i wanted is to be long lasting friend.
We've been friends since i was primary 6.
It was 2006. I appriciate of having friends like you and others.
Yet, i get this sort of problems.
Facing the problems makes me more misserable.
I have to say no more, cause i know nobody would listen now.
Ive to be thankedful of being grown up as now.
Yesterday is my last of lepaking with the
"CLOWN."Anybody can changed easily.Times passes very fast, sigh*.
No one to turn too now, all gone.
All i wanted is to fulfill my wish before im gone.
Yet, its fated to be turning this way now.
My world now is upside down. Feel like im all alone in this world without any familys around me.
Like i said, no one would listen to any of my say.
They hack-care about that.
What they want from me now?
Will they stop saying all those words to me anymore?
Im tired of being this way right now.
Ive to say sorry to you guys,
" Yesterday is my last steps of lepaking with you guys, ive promised myself that i wont be seeing any of you guys anymore.Cause i dont want you guys to be in trouble being friends with me. I dont want to disturb your life anymore guys, cause you know my background. People wont entertain what im doing, im tired of this people. Ive tried my best to be as normal as i can, yet i failed. So, i cannot be friends with you guys anymore now and then. So long to all budak Clown, you guys takecare.I wont be disturb you guys taw, hope you guys know what i mean. I really mean it, no one would listen to my say for just a sec. They will ignored, i know you people dont want me to be there anymore. Thanks to kak suu for supporting me all these while, but im sorry for now. Ive too do this cause im tired of people mouth saying bad things about me. So long guys, takecare".
